The lights are bright. Everyone seems to be talking over each other. All I can focus on are the people standing outside the windows of the studio. I stand behind one of the cameras where they can't see me. The girls in the front hold up signs that make my heart jump with love. They've been waiting for this album for years.
One of the men with a clipboard beside me warns everyone about the minute mark until they're live. The hosts of the morning show rush over to their desk while an assistant walks me over to thhe other table set just for me and one of the hosts. The band is already finished setting up for the performance later on. I look over to the crowds of fans outside already screaming.
" Five... four...three..." the man behind the camera says before only signaling by his fingers.
" Good Morning America!'" the hosts cheer.
" Today we have a very special guest that we can't wait to dive into everything everyone's been dying to know!" Lydia Ford says with a wide smile on her face.
" We would love to welcome Cailin Reed!" they cheer again.
The cameras turn towards me as I flash a smile towards them. Robyn Jet sits across from on her chair as she hands me a cup of tea, previously provided to her.
" Thank you" I say before pretending to take a sip.
" Let's start off with this amazing album releasing today called Daylight! It's already at number one!" she says holding my album in her hands.
" It's definitely unbelievable that after so many years of not releasing anything that I would still have this much support" I admit.
" Well the fans standing outside say otherwise" Robyn smalls as she point to the crowd of people screaming outside.
" It's still surprises me every day no matter what" I say.
" And what made you take such a long break?" she asks.
" I needed some time to myself away from the scrutiny that I went through during the beginning of my career. Having my daughter made it an easier decision to step away from it for a while" I tell her.
" What was that time like?"
" It was truly eye opening" I say. " I was able to learn different sides of myself that I don't think I would have ever learned if not that time isolated. I was able to write and make music that I never planned on releasing so it became so personal, raw, and true to myself. I think this album speaks to that person I became seperated from all the craziness I was used back then."
" Does that mean you're a different person now that you're back in the spotlight?"
" Yeah" I admit with a smiling shrug. " It's the moments and people in our lives that changes us in different eras. I was actualy talking about this with some friends that I could release a whole new album next week and it be completely different than what I'm releasing today."
" Can I assume that it has to do with the announcement that was made a couple of days ago?" Robyn asks with nervous eyes.
" Everything's connected" I say.
" So the announcement" she brings back to the juicy story they really want to tell. " Harry Styles posted about his...children, and that included your daughter Roy."
" Yes" I smile.
" It was never publicly announced before that he was her father, neither has he ever talked about her. Does that mean that he wasn't a part of her life before?" Robyn asks.
" I think that those details are private between us, and that includes Lia and Kian. Somehow we're all a part of this big confusing family" I laugh.
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Fanfiction"Then I was forced to watch him walk away from me for the last time. It was only after he closed the door behind him that tears finally streamed down my face. Harry was out of my life now." Only now it's 5 years later and everything has changed. Th...
