one direction prefrences

You're not my daddy part two

It took a few weeks for Ali to begin to remember Liam again, everyday they would play together but you tried not to do it too much incase you over stimulated her.
These weeks were probably the hardest you've had in a while, Ali would smile at you then coward in fear at this odd man picking her up and holding her in his muscly arms. One of the saddest encounters but simultaneously greatest encounters was when you two were just relaxing in bed and you thought to bring Ali in, you placed her gently on Liam's abdomen
"Hi baby" he hummed poking his index fingers out for her to grab onto, her eyes searched for her mother but despite you being right next to her it was all too much. Her screams rang through the house as she failed her arms and legs around, kicking Liam's sides and hitting his hands away.
"Baby it's okay, I'm here as well!" You said frantically trying to calm her down. She shook her head and screamed louder with hot tears seeping down her cheeks.
"Princess, it's me!" Liam hummed stroking up and down her back, her cries stopped for a second as if she was deliberating something for a second then began crying again but not the violent shrieks she cried a few seconds ago; gentler whiny cries trembled out of her soft lips. "Princess? Do you remember me now princess?" Liam asked sitting up, her glossy eyes looked up at him and she then began to giggle "Ali! Princess! You remember daddy now!" Liam sang lifting her gently and hugging her, small purrs were heard from your daughter as she was finally reunited with her father.

Louis - "y-you don't mean that do you?" I whispered a little shocked
"Yes Louis I do! You've never been a father to me so stop pretending you are one!" She screamed, I flinched away when she used my name instead of "dad" or "daddy"
"But, look- I know I haven't been the best father figure to you but I try.." I sighed stroking her cheek
"no you don't! I heard you shouting down the phone to mum telling her not to bring me! You've never loved me so why should I love you!" She screamed getting up from the stool I so harshly threw her onto
"I do love you! I know it doesn't seem I do- but- I was scared! I was never ready to have children because I was scared!" I wept "I thought you would get between your mother and I, ergh- I'm so selfish I wanted her all to myself!" I screamed tugging at my hair.. there was silence "but I did that all on my own- I broke us up in fear of loosing each other, I know I said it was because I had my life ahead of me but I felt stupid admitting this to her, she'd just say we'd never break up but look at us now!" I screamed wiping the tears from my eyes harshly. I looked up at my nine year old daughter who was smirking, that same smug little grin she learnt from me. "What?" I whispered
"Tell her" she pushed
"Why would she listen?" I cried
"Because I know for a fact she misses you too, she wants to be a happy family again, the only one stopping that is you" she concluded holding up her "emergency phone" her mother gave her as she didn't trust me one bit.
"You're right" I smiled reaching for her cheap and nearly non-functioning phone. I jumped up and dialled 1 for the only number saved in her phone, her mum; As I walked into the kitchen, about to make this difficult call I turned to my daughter and smiled, "I love you" I hummed kissing her forehead, she smiled and gave me a small kiss on my cheek back as y/n picked up.

Niall - I knocked lightly on the door to Izzy's room, the pastel pink door was decorated with the letters of her name and various photos of our fun days out together, one that caught my eye in particular was the photo in the middle of the door, just under the two Z's of her name; It was a photo of her on my back, the day she came to visit me on tour. She was so excited she ran on stage as the second song started so for the whole of happily she was on my back singing with me.
"Come in" a small voice echoed
"Hey Iz" I sighed as I poked my head around the door, "can I come in" I asked
"Okay" she said folding her arms and sighing
"I'm sorry I got you in trouble baby, I shouldn't call myself your daddy because I'm not and-" I began as I perched on the edge of her small bed although a small finger was pressed to my lips to silence me.
"Listen, You are not my daddy, and you never will be. My daddy left us and he doesn't deserve me or mummy, I don't like the word daddy because it makes me think of him.. that's why I don't call you my daddy, I call you Niall or Uncle Niall" she reasoned laying her head down on my lap, I gently stroked her hair and sighed.
"But princess-"
"No I'm not done"
"Oh okay"
"But usually I just call you my prince; they always say a prince will come and save a princess, you saved me and mummy which is doubly as heroic. I knew mummy wasn't happy without you, I heard her crying most nights and she would always blame herself for what my daddy did. Not only did you save me on my birthday from that car but you saved our family and pieced it back together. Thank you" she smiled looking up at me, I felt my heart swell after her long speech.
"I love you very much, you know that right?" I checked trying to hide the tears welling up in my eyes
"Yes Niall, I love you too" she said fiddling with the beautiful plait her mother did in her hair this morning, I leaned down and puckered my lips gently for her to meet, her lips pressed in a firm line and she pecked them on mine making a very loud "mwah" sound.
"C'mon beautiful lets go see our queen" I laughed lifting her onto my side and talking her down stairs.
"You don't think she'll be mad?" She asked
"Who could possibly stay mad at you?" I chuckled kissing her cheek then blowing a raspberry on her neck making her giggle with glee.

Harry - "darc, that was very brave of you but you don't mean those things.. do you?" You asked strapping her into her bumper seat.
"Of course I do mummy, he doesn't love us as much as a daddy should. If he doesn't want to be our daddy, fine! I'm sure anyone would want to be my daddy." Darcy said proudly crossing her arms.
"C'mon darc, you're not fooling anyone. I'm mean yes Harry does some stupid thing but at the end of the day he is still your father and even if he won't admit it, he really does love you" you sighed, not actually believing what you were saying but hoping she would.
"Really" she asked looking up at you through her glossy emerald eyes.
"Of course, now shall we go back in and say we're sorry?" You asked
"Yah" she said unbuckling herself and jumping out of your car. As you walked towards Harry's door again you began to regret it, maybe he has really moved on and is happy darc said those things, maybe he'll just get more mad at you when he sees you again.. 'he told you he'd moved on, why can't you get that in your thick skull!' You screamed in your head. You stopped moving but Darcy kept going, just as you were about to tell her not to she had already rung the door bell.
"Hello" Harry said poking his head out of the door, his eyes were bloodshot and his cheeks were red, in that short space of time he had obviously burst into tears, why though? "Oh hi darc, did you forget something" he snivelled trying to hide his tears.
"No daddy, I'm here to say I'm sorry. I said some mean stuff to you and I'm sorry" she apologised holding her arms up for him to lift her into a hug.
"Aw babe, its okay" he cooed lifting her up, he looked over her shoulder at you and sighed, "Darcy do you want to go to the sitting room and I'll meet you there in a second, I need to talk to your mother" Darcy smiled back and you and ran into the house. "Y/n" he began
"No Harry it's okay, I understand. You made your message very clear.." you sighed turning around and walking to your car, screaming at yourself telling your eyes not to cry.
"No bab- sorry y/n" he corrected "I just wanted to say, what I said was so wrong and I admittedly I did feel that way but now I realise I was just jealous-" he said almost randomly
"What?! What on earth could you possibly be jealous of in me? I'm broke, I have a daughter who you can't stand to look after, I can't find work anywhere.. and you! You have all this!" You said gesturing to my large mansion
"This means nothing to me when I don't have you" he whispered
"But, but you have Ali" you sighed looking at her feet "you had me but didn't want me, I understand that" you said, sending your self esteem plummeting to the ground.
"Have you seen Ali?" He asked
"No I'm fine honestly" you said walking closer to your car, trying to escape from this obviously descending conversation.
"She looks exactly like you, same eyes, same hair, same sense on style. Although there's one thing missing" he trailed off
"What" you sighed not caring about the women that replaced you
"Your personality and that's something no one can compare to" he said holding out his hand. You hesitated for a moment then looked up into his eyes. "please y/n I just want my family back" with that you walking into his sweet embrace and sighed
"That's all I've ever wanted"

Zayn - I stared at Talia then at her mother in disbelief, this is really what they want. They both hate me so much they are willing to take me to court just to get me to leave them alone, when did it get to this point? The point where I am such a shit father that I sent my own daughter to A&E.
"Tal, Princess. Listen, I know I've messed up, hell" I paused tugging on my hair "I've really messed up, I'm sorry. I know it seems I've been ignoring you recently Talia and I have to be honest, I have been; but for a reason. Every time I saw you I thought of y/n, I mean you have her gorgeous y/e/c eyes and her y/h/c hair and it kills me. I see the women I threw aside in you and all I feel is regret, I lost the best thing ever and every time I saw you I had to control myself and stop myself from crying, that why I ignored you, for some stupid reason I thought it would help, but it hasn't an- and I just don't know what to do anymor-" I stuttered spitting the last bit out over my tears, I was cut off though by two soft lips connecting to mine. I instinctively held her cheek and kissed her back, stroking through her soft hair like I used to.
"I missed you too, I thought you ignored her because you didn't want to be part of our family anymore" y/n whispered a little hoarsely
"I ignored you both because that's what I wanted most and it hurt that I didn't have it" I breathed letting a last tear fall.
"Mum, dad, before you kiss again just remember I'm here too" your daughter laughed in fake disgust making you both laugh.

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