You're scared to leave the house

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Harry - "see darling, there's nothing to be scared of" he hummed as he stroked him thumb soothingly on your thigh.
"Harry please can we turn around" you said frantically, feeling for the door handle.
"No sweety it's okay, look I'll slow down" he said becoming anxious.
"No Harry. Please. I need to get home" you said sternly, your chest heaving heavy breaths as you tried to stay calm. Harry has been trying to get you out of the house for ages but you had always been scared of fans and paparazzi cornering you, he assured you the award show he was taking you to would be completely secure but your nerves grew the further away from home you got. "Harry please" you cried trying to open the locked car doors.
"Okay baby, we're going home I promise" he sighed turning the car around and holding your hand tightly but brushing his thumb over your knuckles.

As soon as you pulled up in your shared driveway you ran out the car and sprinted into your house. Harry groaned and rested his head on the steering wheel.
"We were so close" he sighed, he turned his head to look at the front door, where he saw you crying, looking out at him.
"I'm sorry babe, I tried" you mouthed at him. He chuckled and got out the car, slowly walking towards you.
"It's okay kitten, we tried our hardest and I'm so proud of you, ridiculously proud in fact. We'll just keep at it, I'll prove to you that there's nothing to be scared of" he hummed walking towards you and giving you a soothing hug.
"I love you" you snivelled, wiping your nose on the back of your hand.
"I love you more"

Zayn - "baby are you ready yet?" Zayn hummed knocking on the open door and slowly walking in, not wanting to rush you.
"I can't do it" you squeaked from the corner, you had your knees to your chest and you were sitting on the floor in just your bra and pants. He ran towards you and crouched down beside you.
"What do you mean darling, we chose you a beautiful dress you'd look breathtaking" he hummed running his thumb down your arm.
"It's not that zayn.. I just" you began feeling a hole at the back of your throat.
"I promise it's heavily guarded, no fans or paparazzi will be there!" He reassured
"Yeah right! Harry Styles' wedding Zayn! There's going to be the world and his wife trying to get in" you shouted letting your tears fall.
"Baby he promised us its totally safe" he said kissing your tear away.
"No Zayn. I can't do it." You snapped standing up and locking yourself in the bathroom.
"Baby please" you heard him bang on the door.
"Go without me. Send them my regards and make sure you give them the presents. Compliment Harper (his wife who I made up) on her dress. Make her feel as beautiful as she looks. Take lots of photos so I can actually feel as if I've worked up the bloody courage to get out my own damn house!" You screamed pulling at your hair.

Liam - "baby, why don't you have the dress on?" Liam asked as he walked in.
"I can't do it li, I've tried so hard but I just can't do it" you sighed as you rubbed your fingers over your forehead.
"What can't you do"
"Go out. Think of it, 'Liam paynes girlfriend finally revealing herself' how many people do you think would kill to be there? Ten, twenty, a hundred, one thousand! Of course I can't do it!" You screamed to his stupid question.
"There won't be that many people!" He sighed
"You're lying and you know you are" you cried
"Okay, so there may be a few people. But I promise I'll protect you" he smile bringing you in for a hug.
"You can't protect me from everything Liam" you sighed.

Niall - "okay, we're going to take it slowly. If you need to stop, just tell me and I promise princess, I promise I will stop this car and turn around. I won't pressure you, tonight is about you" Niall slowly ran through.
"Alright, we can go" you breathed heavily as he gripped your hand. He slowly started the car and left the drive way, after around ten minutes of driving you began to get a bit flustered and your hands started to shake.
"You okay sweetheart?" He asked growing concerned
"No Niall. I need air. Lots of air" you stuttered reaching for the window and door handle.
"Woah! Baby! Calm down. Look I'll slow down" he said desperately watching you but trying to keep his eyes on the road as well.
"Stop the car Niall. Stop the car please!" You commanded sternly.
"Okay princess look, we're stopping. Calm down. I'm here" he soothed.
"No help please" you cried running out the car and kneeling on the ground next to the road, you breathed heavily and let the tears trickle down your cheeks.
"Sweetheart, you okay?" Niall whispered as he walked towards you
"I think I'm going to be sick" you cried
"No baby, let me take you home" he sighed holding your arms and helping you up.
"I'm so sorry Niall. I've tried so hard" you cried as you sat back in your seat.
"I know princess, I know" he said strapping you back in and kissing your temple.

Louis - **his pov** y/n said she'd meet me at my family's house at 8 for dinner. She didn't. Half if me felt she stood me up but somewhere in me sensed something was wrong, once the dinner had ended I went to her house to check on her.
I unlocked her door using the spare key she gave me incase of emergencies and swung it open, only to reveal a rather broken and alone looking y/n sitting cross legged with a cold lasagne on her lap.
"I tried" she squeaked
"You tried what?" I whispered closing the door and crouching down to her level.
"I haven't told you but, you'll think I'm stupid, I can't leave my house. I just bloody can't. No matter how hard I try I just can't. There are people out there Louis, bad people, last time I was out there I was attacked; not just in the street - in my own garden! I can't leave Louis, I can't get hurt again" she stuttered as tears welled up in her eyes.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I sighed, moving her contribution to the dinner and bringing her onto my lap.
"I was scared you'd think I was weird"
"I'd never think you're weird" I chuckled kissing her temple.

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