CRASH ➳ jhs ✓

one.

the first day of senior year was something i'd honestly never thought i would see.

in complete honestly, i would've thought i'd fail junior year - thank god for tutoring.

you, on the other hand, were starting junior year. every first day of school we've ever had, mom would always make us stand next to each other and take that stupid photo. we both hated it, but we sucked it up because it made mom happy.

the whole car ride to school was dead silent, not a single one of us said anything to each other. it's been like this for about two years now. you noticed it way earlier than i did, i just assumed you were going through some dumb hormonal phase.

every time i parked my car, you were always in a rush to leave - never bidding me a single goodbye. i stopped caring after a while, since every time i parked my car, jimin or yoongi would always be waiting for me.

i always chilled in the parking lot until first period started, laughing with my friends. i never turned back to look at you, to watch your figure walk slowly into the school entrance.

but now i regret not glancing back, not seeing the drowsy look on your face every time you entered that building.