Finding Zen (With BTS' JIMIN)

17. Picking Back Pieces From The Past

HER

After they met at Chris' wedding they had both gone their own separate ways and graduated from their post grads as well.

Despite the life being busy and they only got a mere few breaks, Zen had used them to invest in herself. She did all that she could amidst the things her career demanded.

That included her reading and music updates and also her writings, but importantly she had finally gained her confidence in her singing and dancing that she opened up that account she had once made with Azia.

Fan moments...
I missed these...

Life came in between...

Some might say I've had the Y/N experience myself, but it is extremely unsettling within...

She hit upload and sighed at how slow it was. She had been working on mastering this rap from when she was younger, but the bridge was too fast even though she could rap the rest at 3 times the speed.

She didn't want to put it on her SNS or even send the links to anyone and so she just let it sit. Sometimes she would let it slip out to Azia and she began helping her and at times they posted covers together. Azia though was determined to get her to post a dance cover.

"You know I would never... I still did it for that fan project once..."

"STILLLLLL"

"Fine. I will... Gimme a while..."

"Pick the song closest to your heart..."

"That- i-is a lot..."

"His one? His birthday is close too~~~"

Zen could tell Azia was smirking proudly as she ended the call. She sighed laying on her bed. She flipped through her journal for a while and then stared at the rolled up yoga mat in the corner.

She had once used this when she learnt that very choreography with all her might. Azia knew, especially since the singer was her teeny bias, but it always showed.

Should I really...

She just had to do that... and she doesn't even know that I've crossed paths with him...

Nor that I'm not confident enough inside... even if I don't show it... that after that dude broke my privacy...

It has always bothered me why I let myself get so exhausted and sleepless...

I would kill myself if I mess up...

There isn't much time too... should I do it again... like the first time... try in two weeks...

Imagination... that's not happening...

I barely completed it that time... and back then I wasn't even 20...

My spine isn't that flexible... for sure... gosh...

I can try... no harm in that...