HER
Azia made sure she didn't forget it, pushing her for everything from her outfit to the gifts to the book she would be taking.
Zen was overwhelmed and told her to breathe. She let Azia pick something for her bias and added it to the gift she had for him. As for the book, she admitted that she had too many to choose from from the 'NOTES' volumes to a notebook she had and one she had gotten while shopping.
She was glad when Azi didn't want to see them, but the older one dragged her to her dread - clothes shopping.
Azi knew she wouldn't pick anything much, so she decided to style her.
"You're actually someone who hides the soft side too much.."
"Oh no... please... no... don't tell me it's short..."
"It's cute."
She handed her a pile of outfits and made her try them all.
Despite the protests Azi only showered compliments and shooed her back to try more.
Zen knew she would have to give in at one point and she kept wondering why she couldn't wear the stuff she had and why it wasn't "cute enough".
In the end it was her love for sweaters that got her and soon she managed to make an outfit. Mentally she decided to wear her black stockings under the skirt, clearly not comfortable with exposing much skin, especially after what she had been through despite being fully covered.
Azia squealed in tiny as she stepped out.
"Finally you're smiling!"
Zen knew there was no escape now and hummed and let Azi check out clothes for her.
She slipped the book Jea had given deep into her backpack after having used the trial room to flip through.
I... she didn't even know I was coming...
She gave me a notebook with him on the cover... that quote is always my go-to lock screen too...
She printed out the lyrics from his mixtape too...
After Az added a few more stuff and they checked out, they head out for a snack before going tripping.
That night was a little (too much more) overwhelming and Zen took her journal out and read it as she slipped in to shower.
"We're off early tomorrow! You have an event!"
"And it's still scary... Inside I don't like being singled out... but I can't avoid it... look at me..."
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Finding Zen (With BTS' JIMIN)
FanficThere is a description after the trigger warnings... SOME THINGS THAT HAVE BEEN MENTIONED OR HINTED AT ARE POSSIBLE TRIGGERS FOR SOME. > Mental instability > Inner conflicts and struggles > Anxiety > Violence > Reminders/flashbacks from the past TH...