My Own Fame (Sequel to 'The Trap')

Rochelle's POV Chapter 5

Dear Diary,

Guess who decided to ring me today? Me twin brother. He doesn't phone me often so it's always a shock to hear from him. I think it's a myth to have a twin language. I mean I used to believe in it while we were close, but that was before he decided to replace me with his step-sisters. He just called to say hi and ask how everything was. So I usually play it off like I'm good to keep him at arm's length away from me. 

I remember back when me big brother was all mine and now we barely talk. He cares more about his step-sisters than me, his own freaking twin and womb mate.

Every time he calls, I get depressed just thinking about how lonely I really am. I know I say that I don't need anybody, but that's not true. If I always dwelled on me problems, I would never be happy. I deserve to be happy!

There's a lot of reasons why I decided to leave in the middle of the night and catch a plane back to England. But I'll tell you one. I wasn't getting the attention that I know I deserved from me father. I'm also jealous of Holly because she has everything and she even had the nerve to steal me father from me. Holly and her stupid little sister stole me only dad. They already had two fathers, why wasn't that enough for them?? After all I have his blood and genes and he's my real Dad. Plus he loves me more than he will ever love them!

Then to make matters worse, Holly never got into trouble for her mouth. If I ever spoke to me father the way that she gets to, he would've killed me. Dad only yelled at her once while we were growing up. That's not fair because Dad always yelled at me. Why does he play favourites with her?? Yet she's still the golden one. Dylan loves being with Holly more than he likes being with me. Why??

It was her stupid idea to put her mother with me father, so I blame her for all this rubbish, the wedding, adoptions and all the annoying kids that came from them being together. Holly used to call and text me, but I was having none of it. We lived together for years and the moment I leave, she wants to be friends?? That was too little and too late. 

She thinks that she's better than me, but I've been on this earth longer and I've got to love me Dad a year longer than her whole life. 

So to recap, Holly is the golden child who can do and say whatever she wants without getting into trouble. And here I am, wishing that I had her life.