My love is as a fever

My Love is as a fever Chapter 13 Part II

"Then, why are you sulking?" New asked.

"I'm not sulking. It's really cold now because of the heavy rain".

New went into his trucker jacket and zipped it.

"Are you still cold now?"

"This is too hot. I mean it's warm" Tim hugged him back.

"Today, you ignored me in the class. I was so sad" New showed his puppy face to him.

"Sorry, nah. Sorry for ignoring you and being selfish yesterday. Eventhough I don't want to admit that I'm gay, but I can't escape from the truth that I really love you".

"Why do you love me?"

"Because...because....I really don't know why I love you. But I really love you".

"I love you, too. This is always my dream. Finally, my dream came true".

Tim teased his nose with his own nose.

"Loving a boy is not that bad, but it was really difficult for me to admit it.Understand me, nah".

"It's okay. I can understand you. I used to think that I like girls. When I know that I'm actually gay, it was so tough for me to admit it. But finally, I can't escape from the truth. I have to be myself no matter what others think about me".

"Come, let's watch something".

Tim and New was watching a movie on the laptop. Actually, Tim was so curious about New's behaviors.

Why he doesn't want to have sex? Why did he got panicked when I did like that? It's really suspicious.

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Mark went to Ohm's room.

"Sawasdee P', come inside".

Ohm was so embarrassed to talk with him and felt really awkward at that time. It's because Ohm kissed him on the Valentine's Day.

"P', why did you came here?".

Mark took out Tae's phone and showed a video to him. This is an another masturbating video of Ohm.

"You're watching a gay porn and masturbating. Are you gay or bi?"

"P', it's my personal life. Don't ask this kinda questions. Just delete the video".

"Why you don't want to tell me?" Mark deleted all of his videos one by one.

"Fine, P'. I'm gay. I'm not bisexual. I don't like girls. I only like boys".

"Then, why did you start a relationship with a girl? Do you know  that is the biggest sin? You like boys. How can you date a girl? Your life will be a full of lies".

"Stop, P'. I know it's wrong but I don't have any choice. I'm the most handsome man in my faculty. If I don't have a girlfriend, it will affect my reputation. It's not that easy for me to come out as gay to everyone".

"It's all karma. You did bad things to that girl and it is following you. You became alone like this because of that. Try to be yourself. Stop being selfish".

"What about you, P'? Why did you help me with this case? Why are you doing this for me? You forgot about your real job and started to be closer with me. First, you find out your real feelings towards me. After that, I'll try to listen to your advices".

Mark slapped the door and went outside of the room.

"This is not boys' hostel. It's a gays' hostel. Everyone that I'm meeting in this hostel is gay" Mark talked to himself.

Oh my god!  I forgot about the phone. I left it in Ohm's room.

Mark went to take back the phone from Ohm's room. Ohm saw him weirdly when he came to his room again.

"I forgot about the phone" Mark said it in an irritating tone.

Ohm laughed at him when he spoke like that.

"Why are you even laughing now?"

"P', you are so cute".

Mark made a face like he doesn't want to listen to him.

"P', stay in my room until the rain to stop. It's raining so heavy right now. Your hair is also wet".

Ohm gave him a towel to dry his hair. Mark controlled his anger and became calm.

"Ohm, do you like me?" Mark said it while drying his hair.

"I don't know, P'. I think so but it won't have meaning when you didn't like me back".

"Ohm, but I'm straight. So, please erase all of your feelings about me".

"Are you sure, P'? I think that you also like me but you don't want to admit it. You don't have to be gay to love me back. You just have to open your heart, P'. There is no gender in love"

"How to do that, Ohm?"

"I have an idea, P'. Can you stay in my room for a month? We can know about each other well when we're together".

"That's not possible. I have my work related things in my house. I can't stay here everyday. I also have to go to my work".

"Then, let me stay in your house for a month. You can drop me at my university and can go to your work place as normal. I think it's not going to have problems".

"I think so. When do you want to come to my house? I'll share my location".

"I will come tomorrow evening, P' ".

"Okay, this rain is not going to stop. Better I'll move now, I have some work to do" Mark exited the room and went to his car.

Ohm looked so excited to live in together with him. He has some hopes that Mark will also like him back.

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Tack got a message from Jenny.

Jenny : Are you free in the night?

Tack : Yes, I'm free but I don't want to go anywhere in this heavy rain.

Jenny : Then, let's do video call.

Tack : Okay, no problem.

(In the night)

"Tack, I'm really sorry for that day. I confessed to you in a wrong time".

"It's okay, Jenny".

"Did you take time to think about it?"

"Ya but I'm not sure. I need somemore time to think about this".

Tack was playing hard to get. He also loves Jenny but he don't want to tell her for now.

"It's okay, Tack. I called you to inform that to forget about my confession to you. It seems like you don't have any interest in me. I don't want to waste both of our time. Yesterday, a boy from medicine faculty asked me out. I already said yes to him. So, just forget, nah. Bye".

"Wait!!! What???".

Tack was confused and looked stressed. His plan just backfired him.

"Did you say anything?"

"Wait! Don't go out with that medicine guy. I..... I..... I like you, too".

"What? What did you just said?"

"I like you, nah. I always liked you since our childhood".

"Finally, I heard it from you. Don't play with me. I know about you since childhood".

"You knew about it. Then, why don't you confess me earlier?"

"I was waiting for you. I thought that you will confess to me first. But you're such a coward".

"Sorry, nah. Please say no to that medicine guy".

"Haha... He is just my imagination".

-winwin-

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