🤪Donny's POV😜
I closed my eyes and tried to reflect with my innerself.
I tried to take in the positivity of the environment para magkaroon ako ng lakas at inspirasyon.
I emptied my mind and my heart with my worries, anxiety and pain.
I shall let nature takes its course.
I must let them go...
I shall let her go...
"Kisses, kahit hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit mo'ko sinasaktan ng ganito, still mahal pa rin kita...
Kahit nasasaktan ako, okay lang basta masaya ka.... Sana...."
Tahimik ang paligid, nanahimik ang dalawang kalog na si robie at markus.
Ninanamnam ko ang kapayapaan at katahimikan ng may narinig akong paparating.
"Tiktak... Tiktak"
Tunog pa nito habang papalapit sa akin. Gusto kong imulat ang aking mga mata to see kung sino ang nagmamay-ari ng sandalyas na yun.
It sounds familiar...
She brings a familiar feeling...
Yung feeling na masarap sa pakiramdam at nakagagaan ng aking loob.
Yung feeling noong kasama ko pa si kisses.
But, it's impossible!
Imposibleng siya siya tuh.
She hates me... She hates me so much!
"Donny, maybe she got a change of heart! Alam mo yung parang roller coaster of feelings...
she likes you then she hates you!
she's afraid of you at naging she can't leave without you... Confuse lang siya noon pero ngayon she knew what she want! And she's here for you..."
bulong ng puso ko.
"Oh common donny! Tama na! Magmo-move on na tayo diba?
Mag leletgo na tayo... Kaya wag ka nang makinig sa puso mo!
Wag ka nang umasa pa upang hindi ka na masaktan! Tsk! True Love will come and it's not her! "
Sigaw naman ng isip ko.
Napabuntong hininga nalang ako and I decided to open my eyes.
Slowly.
Then I see her...
Standing at the door.
I don't know kung nag hahalucinate lang ba ako o nasa reality pa ba ako.
Basta ang alam ko lang I'd never blink. Natatakot ako na baka mawala siya sa isang kisapmata. Kung panag-inip man tuh i want to stay it longer... I want to stay here forever lalo na nang marinig ko ang boses niya...
"Donny..."
Napangiti ako...
Kay sarap naman sa pakiramdam...
Sana ay totoo siya...
Sana ay totoo ang matatamis na pagsambit niya sa pangalan ko...
Sana ay nasa realidad ako!
Pero alam ko, sa panaginip lang mangyayari ang mga tuh!
Hindi ko napigilan ang umiyak.
For God's Sake! Hindi ko na kayang ihiwalay ang pantasya ko sa realidad!
Like now she's walking towards me...
Closer and closer...
Wearing her sweetest smile.
"Oh common donny! Wake up...
Nakadrugs kaba?"
Sabi ko sa sarili ko. Para kasing totoo... I rubbed my eyes and open it again... And she's standing infront of me now...
"Oh donny...
I miss you..."
Naluluha pa niyang turan when she squat herself infront of me...
Then she wipes my tears while looking at me.
Napatunganga ako.
Nasa high level na talaga ang pantasya ko. Grabe, talo ko pa ang naoverdose sa cocaine!
She cupped my face with her both hands... While murmuring;
"Donny, i'm sorry if I hurt you...
Can you forgive me please?"
Napangiti ako... Of course, this is my dream... Kaya kong gawin ang lahat ng bagay sa sarili kong mundo.
I hold her chin and I look straight in here eyes.
We locked eyes, and I let myself submerge in this dream of mind.
"Kisses..."
Mahina kong tawag sa pangalan niya while closing the gaps of our face.
And she answered a sweet
"Hmmn."
"Kisses... I miss you so much!"
Sambit ko pa habang nasa harap ko na ang mukha niya.
Isang inch nalang at magdidikit na ang mukha namin.
She just stare at me while biting her lower lip. Then biglang may isang luhang pumatak sa kaliwang mata niya. I wipe her tear and give her my sweetest smile...
"Oh God! Just once...
Just let me do this...
Kahit ngayon lang!
Kahit dito lang sa panag-inip ko!
Kahit dito lang sa pantasya ko."
I caress her cheek, and hold her chin tighter as I lend myself closer and closer...
until my lips pressed into her soft lips.
"Good grace...
Why do this dream seems real?
Her lips were warm,sweet and soft..."
I started to suck her bottom lip...
Trying to suck her whole being.
I closed my eyes as I kissed her with all my heart...
With high passion and all my love...
I succumbed myself to my fantasy.
This is my way of ending my longing on her!
Pero bakit parang her cheek seems burning hot! Her lips were so,so sweet that I can't get over it...
I pull out myself to get some oxygen.
I smiled, feeling contented with my fantasy and decided to open my eyes.
Na shock ako sa nakita ko,
She's here squating infront of me with her red face and her wide open chinita eyes. Shock were drawn all over her face . She so adorable and inviting... i want to kiss her again and again but wait... Is she's for real?
Confused na ang utak ko.
I pinched her cheek.
Nang maramdaman kong lumubog ang daliri ko.
"Whoaaaahhh... She seems real!"
Hindi ko makapaniwalang wika.
I stretched both of her cheeks and asked,
"Kisses...
Are you for real?"
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