Bella's POV
Days passed donny treat me casually as a friend. He brought me chocolate cake everyday like what he brought for kisses.
"What does this mean?"
Natanong ko rin sa wkas.
"Peace offering I guess, or a way to say sorry for using you and hurting your feelings for the long years."
Donny answered with sorry in his eyes.
I really hate that look.
Sobra akong nasaktan sa mga salita niya.
It makes my heart ache for more.
"Donny, I really hate you right now...
You thrump on the good memories I have with you.
You say sorry to things we did which I cherished ..."
I burst to tears. I can't hold it anymore. How could he so heartless on me?
"Believe me bella, you're special to me... totoo yun! But all the things I did with you intimately is not by heart..."
"Ohhhh... so what's all of that?
Just a hormonal rush?
I have loved you since highschool!
I know you've known it; don't you?"
"Yeah, alam ko! Pero natatakot ako at nalilito. In highschool I tried to reciprocate with your feelings but I can't lie to myself..."
"You can't because you didn't give us a chance! But why you give in to kisses? You've just known her in a short span of time! Donny, you're unfair and unjust!"
"Bella, my heart choose kisses...
It's not the length of time that matters. I love her so much more than myself..."
"That kisses is a witch! She bewitched you! And she bewitched my brother!"
"Bella tigil! I know you are a good person... you are a warm person...
You're not a person who hate another person..."
"Donny, ikaw ang tumigil!
Your words makes me evil!
If you don't like me then go!
Just abandon me and leave!"
"Pero bella..."
"Aren't you done hurting me?
Ano paba ang gusto mo?
Say it now! Say it now!
You want me dead? I'll kill myself now! if that's what you want!"
I said seriously while taking the scissors in my bag.
Donny on a rush hug me tight.
He tried to take the scissors from me.
"No... don't be like this bella!
Your a smart woman...
Why would you do such a terrible thing? Don't do it again even in your wildest dream..."
He said while he encircled his arms around my waist.
My tears flow endlessly.
I cried in his shoulder for many seconds. He tap my back and stroke my hair. This gestures make my heart shattered. This man is mine! I will never let him go! Never!
"Donny, anong gagawin ko?
Hindi ko kayang mawala ka sa akin..."
Tanging nasabi ko nang kumawala na siya sa pagyakap sa akin.
"Bella, we are bound to be
forever friends...
As of me and kisses, we are just friends for now...
So why think much, let's be all friends!
Paliwang naman niya.
Well, napag isip-isip ko na tama naman si donny. Hindi sila in relationship with kisses.
So, I have the same status as her.
I should make a move to make kisses feelings for donny fall out in its own.
Pumapanig pa rin sa akin ang panahon. Kisses' parents didn't allow her to have a relationship, at dahil masunuring bata siya , she will never dare to disobey.
A sly smile drawn in my face.
"Yan, dapat ganyan ka lagi...
You have to show the world that pretty face and that beautiful smile of yours. For sure maraming lalaki ang iibig sayo na mas karapatdapat sa pagmamahal mo."
"I know... siguro I was blinded by my own feelings and obsession pero donny; I will move on... surely I can!
At for sure when that time come magsisisi ka dahil pinakawalan mo ako."
"Wow grabe, pinagbabantaan mo ba ako? Well, good for you bella...
Let's see if it happens in the future."
Ngumiti ako at lumapit sa kanya.
I caught his eyes and move closer.
Well, hindi nagpatalo ang gago at tinititigan din ako. Laking gulat pa niya when I stood up and catch his lips. Dampi lang yun.
"Donny, before I wake up with my obsession can you end this with a french kiss?"
Tumango si donny at hinawakan ang bewang ko. Then he damp his mouth in mine. He bite my lips na nagsasaad ng parusa pero I enjoyed it instead.
Tongue to tongue we've tasted each other. I wrap my fingers to his nape to make this last moment longer.
His saliva were sweet, his touch were hot, Iyak ako ng iyak habang taimtim na ninanamnam ang kahuli-hulihang halik namin ni donny.
I can sold my soul to the devil to steal donny from that girl and taste this sour kiss again.
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