Hi I'm bella, Bella Murillo. I'm Donny's 3in1.... Highschool friend, Girl Buddy and his fling.
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Hahaha! Laughed... Laughed....
I just laugh with the fact na sa tagal namin magka M.U he never ask me to be his girl. Alam niyo yun, He's my first love... since highschool, mahal na mahal ko na ang gagong yun!
Masaya ako kasi naging close kami... To the extent na parang may Mutual Understanding na kami in our junior high. I even kissed his lips and said it was just nothing kahit ang totoo'y siya ang first kiss ko!
One time on our senior high school days, I put something on his drink para tumaas ang libido niya while nagdidisco kami at success we became intimate in that moment. Nakapag make out pa nga kami dun sa bar, pero in the end he refuse to make love to me and ask apology for what happen... kahit na I am so much willing to give myself to him.
Nakakadisappoint... Nakakababa ng self esteem...
Then, I decided na sa amerika mag-aral ng college, Hoping na ma realize niya ang halaga ko in my absence pero walang epek!
I remember ng papaalis na ako, I cried the whole time. Ayaw ko nang umalis kasi ayaw kong malayo kay donny. Nagalit pa ang parents ko at ang kakambal kong si Niel. Sinabi pa ng kapatid ko na turn off sa mga boys ang babaing sunod ng sunod sa kanila na parang aso... Kapag pinagpatuloy ko pa ang kabaliwan ko donny will trash me out! And it scares me! The last thing na gugustuhin ko sa buhay ko ay yung ibasura ako nang lalaking aking inibig.
I act that I loved states so much kapag nakikipag on cam ako with him. Syembre 3in1 buddies nga kami diba, kaya I stay in contact with him. Actually, I am waiting for him to say those magic words. Pero years pass and he never uttered those words.
Hanggang he mention this girl who's name is kisses, whom he loved and adored so much. Nabubwesit ako kasi baliw na baliw si donny sa babaing ito the way he make kwento about her.
Kahit halos durugin na ng daddy ng girl na yun ang puso ng first love ko. Damn this woman!
Now, Donny and I were sitting in the bench. I lend my head on his shoulder like I used to. I smile wide when I Remember that he had kissed me. First time niya yung ginawa sa akin. Maybe, he realize that I am the perfect girl for him.
At kahapon, when I seduced him in his car... We make out! Yes! he even squeezed my butt and moaned. Pero as usual, he refuse to make love... pero kunti na lang at babagsak na sa aking alindog si donny.
"Bella... about yesterday... I'm sorry... Actually I..."
"What are you sorry for? Donny, I loved everything that we did yesterday... sooner you'll get over with that bitch!"
"No, No! I won't let that happen... I loved her so much! kahit na maging kaibigan niya lang ako okey lang... Ang importante mahal ko siya at loyal ako sa kanya..."
"Donny wake up! That girl can't even fight for you!"
"Kahit na ano pa ang sabihin mo.. I wanted to make things clear between us... bella, Ayaw ko nang magkaroon ng anumang relasyon sa'yo. Kahit ang maging kaibigan mo ay kinatatakutan ko ngayon."
"What??? Your impossible!!! How could you say that straight to my face! After mo akong halikan? After nating mag make out kahapon? Tapos ngayon sasabihin mong ayaw mong magkaroon ng kahit anomang relasyon sa akin?"
"I'm sorry bella, Inaaamin ko ginamit kita para makalimutan ko si kisses... "
"Donny! Just used me, I won't complain... wag mo lang akong itaboy..."
"No... it's unfair to you and to my kisses..."
Plak! I slap him hard.
"To your kisses! That's bullshit! You annihilate me completely for nothing! Umuwi ako dito donny para ipaglaban at iligtas ang pag-ibig ko... at ikaw yun! Ikaw lang!"
"Yun na nga, ano ba ang ipaglalaban mo gayong wala talaga akong nararamdamang pag-ibig para sa'yo... Tigilan mo na yan bella habang maaga pa."
"Are you kidding? It's too late... mahal na kita kahit nuon pa... manhid ka bang talaga?"
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Hindi ko na mapigilan ang masagang luha sa aking mga mata. I can't take this humiliation. I run and run while trying to expunge my tears. Suddenly I bumped to someone sa may gate. Mabilis naman niya akong niyakap .
