Sana Pwede Tayo ✔ [Completed]

74th

Chase

Chris Point of view

TUMUNGGA ako ng alak. Alam kung mapait ang alak na ito ngunit hindi iyon nangalahati sa pait na nararamdaman ko ngayon. I thought that after Patricia got jailed we will be okay, but I'm wrong. She doesn't want me anymore, she doesn't care for me anymore. And it makes my heart sorer.

"Sige, inom ka pa! Bukas makalawa patay ka na!" Pang-aasar ng walang hiya kong kaibigan na si Kendrick.

"Shut up, Fucker!"

He raised his two hands. "Easy, I'm just kidding."

"Iwan mo muna ako, I don't need your fucking jokes! Leave my condo, now!" Tumatawa pa ang gago habang lumalabas ng condo ko.

Muli akong tumungga.

I understand her that she still need space and time alone. I understand that she still grieving for her father and bestfriend sudden death. Pero ano ba naman yung kausapin nya ako at bigyan ako ng kasiguraduhan, I just want to hear it from her that she still love me. Because right now, She makes me feel unloved. She don't know how she scratched my heart into pieces the moment she let me go and make me choose another woman. Ilang araw na akong dumadalaw sa mansyon nila pero ni anino nya hindi nagpakita. How can I make it up to her of she isn't facing me? I miss her so damn much but looks like she don't miss me at all.

"Anak?" Ginising ako ni daddy kinabukasan kaya napilitan akong bumangon. My head is trembling and aching so bad. "Anong ba yang ginagawa mo?"

I looked at him without any emotions seen on my face. "Nagpapakamatay" walang ganang sagot ko.

Tinawanan lang ako ng ama ko! Damn! Ama ko ba talaga to?

"Ganun ba? Sige, bilhan kita ng lubid mamaya" sabi pa nya.

Sinamaan ko sya ng tingin. "Anong ginagawa mo dito?"

"May gustong kumausap sayo. He's willing to help you with your love problems."

"Tss." Pumunta agad ako sa kusina at kumuha ng baso at alak. Sinundan naman ako ng napakasupportive kong ama, tangna, pati pagkakamatay ko sinusuportahan nya!

"I'm just kidding son, Don't die early. I still need a grandchild you know." He spatted.

Hindi ko sya pinansin. How can I give him that if the only woman that I want to be the mother of my children doesn't want me anymore?

Nagsalin nalang ako ng alak at diretso ko iyong linagok ngunit hindi ko pa nga naubos ay hinablot na ni daddy ang baso at sinapak ako sa mukha dahilan para matumba ako. Tang-ina.

"Magpapakamatay ka? Gago ka ba talaga?! Sabi ko may gustong tumulong sayo sa problema mo tapos ikaw itong dumadagdag ng problema mo!" Mahabang sermon nya.

Tumayo nalang rin ako ng mabilis ng makita ko ang lalaking naglalakad patungo sa gawi namin. David Fernandez.

"Naks! Sapak ng ama sa umaga, sapat na pang-almusal na yan!" Pang-aasar nya pa.

"What do you need?" I directly asked.

"Ikaw ang may kailangan sa akin" makahulugang saad nya.

At talagang nagpapasalamat ako kay David, Hindi lang sa kanya kundi sa lahat ng taong tumulong sakin para sa plano ko. I can't continue living without Nana, I will probably die early if I can't get her back. I will win you Nana, I will win you baby.

"Ikaw parin ang mahal ng kaibigan ko. Alam ko iyon," yan ang pinakatumatak sa lahat ng sinabi ni David.

It gives me hope, Kung totoo mang takot lang syang maulit lahat ng nangyari then, I will wipe away your fear baby.

Parang gumuho ang mundo ko ng malamang aalis na ng Pilipinas si Nana at sa New York na sya maninirahan. Hindi ko nga halos kayanin na hindi nya ako harapin kahit nandito lang sya, How much more kung aalis na sya? But because of my friends here, A plan popped up on my mind, Sa airport palang, I tatrap na kita Nana at itatali ko na ang sarili ko sa iyo.

"Anak," nakaupo ako sa veranda. While amusement sparks on my eyes as I stared at the bright moons and stars. This way, I would feel that the woman I love still here by my side. At nang maibsan naman ang pangungulila at pagkamiss ko sa kanya.

Daddy sat beside me.

"Dad, I wish I could win her back" Pinahid ko ang mumunting luha na tumulo sa mga mata ko, Tang-ina, nakakabading to!

Kay Nana lang ako umiyak ng ganito, sa kanya lang rin ako nagmahal ng ganito. I will never deny that I had loved Patricia,oo. Minahal ko sya nang naging kami pero hindi ganito katindi sa pagmamahal ko kay Nana.

Maybe because since we're kids, I know that she means something to me, That she is special. Natabunan lang lahat ng iyon ng magka amnesia ako. But now, I really love her. I love her more than anything, more than my life.

"Do everything son," my father paused.  "Napagdaanan ko na rin yan dati sa mommy mo, She did leave me so I did everything I could. Sinuyo ko sya ng sinuyo hanggang sa bumigay sya"

I smiled. "I will do everything, Dad. I promise."

Ang sabi ni David ay sa Conception Airport dadaan sina Nana at Julia, which is good to hear, kasi kaibigan pala ni Ashira ang may-ari ng airport na yun. I did everything to seek for their help, and I'm so thankful that they are willing to help me.

"Thank you so much, David."

Andito kami sa tinted na sasakyan ng kaibigan ni Ash na si Janet.

"Alam mo dude, Hindi naman tayo close, We're not even friends. But ofcourse you become my professor back then. At syaka, alam ko kasing ikaw lang ang may kakayahang pasayahin ang kaibigan ko. After everything that happened to her. I want her to be happy. My bestfriend deserves to be happy."

"She's lucky for having a bestfriend like you" Janet interrupted.

"By the way Jan, ang mga may flight?" Ashira asked.

"Okay na, nakasundo ko na sila"

Damn, I miss her so damn much, I miss her smiles, her care, her lips. I miss everything about her.

My heart race fast when David's phone beeped for someone's message. He immediately scanned his phone before glancing at me.

"Kadadaan lang nila sa sementeryo. They're on their way to Conception Airport" He said.

"Ano pang hinihintay natin? Tara na!" Sigaw ni Kendrick.

Noah glanced at me. "Kaya mo yan bro. Lahat kakayanin natin basta para sa minamahal natin"

I nodded. I will do everything huwag lang syang mawala sakin. Dahil iyon ang hinding-hindi ko kakayanin. I will chase you wherever you are baby, I will chase you. I can lost everything but not you. That's how I love you.

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