WHAT COMES AFTER THE END OF THIS

Chapter 50

Chapter 50

Jason's PoV

Did I hear that correctly? Yrene would give me a chance? My Yrene, the girl I have fallen so hard for, would give me a chance? Today she didn't know how much happiness she had given me but I would make her realise this, I would make her feel like the luckiest girl in the world by  showing her that I consider myself to be, that I am the luckiest boy in the world. I would cherish her, love her, stay with her till my dying breath. She could be mine forever if I treated her right. And by God I would. I would treat her in the best manner possible, the manner she deserved. My queen, and I would willingly be her slave, scratch that, I already was, wrapped around her fair little finger. I smile at her and spin her around, the same way I used to when we were both much younger and careless, when we didn't give two hoots about the formality of the event we were attending.

What good times they were and now after so long those times seemed to be returning  to us, we could relive them, together. Hopefully.

~*~

Yrene's PoV

I laughed at the retarded goof standing in front of me, smiling like an idiot.

"What?"

"Nothing, I'm just so fucking happy, man. Nini you've made me so happy and you don't even know it."

"Really ? Am I not an obstacle now, in your conquest of sleeping with about half the female population in UK?"

"No, honey, you're my only conquest now." He winks at me cockily and I slap his arm.

"Ow! Woman you need to stop!" He playfully yells as he spins me around and finally dips me, kissing my temple sweetly. Sweetly? Wow. I was losing my mind. Jason Dawfield is anything but sweet but now why is he doing all this? My mind refuses to accept it but my heart knows well and clear, this boy actually likes me. The way he tagged an entire wall with my name, the way he has recently started kissing my cheek, my forehead, randomly. The way his hugs have started to last longer than ever before, taking me to places I am more than a hundred percent sure he hasn't taken anyone else. There. Right there, all the signs that a boy likes a girl. And yet when he had stated plainly that he liked me, asked for a chance, my mind refused to believe he was telling the truth but now, now the puzzle pieces all fell into place and it was, in my mind, as clear as crystal, that Jason Dawfield did like me at least, if not love. Was it abrupt? I didn't know but I was now well aware that it was true. So I decided to be open with him,

"Jason... Look I have agreed to give you a chance but really it is only one chance. Not more than that. Please don't hurt me, I can't take that from you as well, I've taken it all my life, from everyone, he'll I've even taken it from you before, and honestly I'm about to give up if this doesn't work. I'm tired of playing cat and mouse with people and I don't want to play it with you too. So I'm begging you Jay, don't break me, because I'm already broken and one more blow is all it will take to make me crash completely. I know Chase has told you, perhaps everything, about us, so I will not repeat it. Whatever we had, I'm trying to keep it in the past, I am trying to forget him as someone who I had feelings for so don't mention him unless I do. Please." It was true, I am sure that if I heard Chase's name anytime soon I would physically fall to the ground even if somehow my mind had convinced my wounded heart to come to terms with the fact that it was impractical and wrong in all regards. But still my heart ached for him, I am more than sure that the pain would become less sharp, fade away but with time and love, not otherwise and not as easily. It would take effort, a lot of effort but I was willing to give it time and put in the effort to forget him. And if he wanted to forget me I would forget him too. I loved him, I think, enough to sell myself to the devil himself and settling for another's care and love was remarkably better, and I had promised him that I would move on, Yrene Jones, does not break her promises.