WHAT COMES AFTER THE END OF THIS

Chapter 59

Chapter 59

Jason's PoV

Every moment I spent with her, I cherished. I loved her more than anything and I knew by every passing second I was loving her more; her smile lit up my world and her weird cackling laughter never failed to make me laugh, the spark was back in her eyes, the spark I had first fell in love with. I loved how we could go from weird goofy conversations about Winnie the Pooh to having in depth conversations about our future. Our future. We are laying in her bed and she is breathing softly in her peaceful slumber; we had planned everything ,and although, many might say it was too early in our relationship but we didn't care, we had planned out entire wedding and the places we'd go see together, her favourite places, my favourite places. Everything. I kiss her forehead repeatedly and she settles further into me. I'm about to drift off to sleep when it happens; sweat beads form on her forehead and she starts to whimper,
"No.. No... Stop... Please... Don't... Stop... Please." She cries and not a moment passes that her brother's are there at the open door. And for the first time I am thankful that one of the rules of me having stayed over was that the door to her room had to be open. And now I knew why. Ross comes over to her bed and asks for my permission to hold her, I nod at him and he pulls his sister into his arms. He smooths her hair and Raymond wipes away her tears and kisses her forehead whispering, 'it's gonna be okay,' In her ear and Ross tells me that she is having nightmares about the night of Katie's party; the day she was almost raped. Raymond slowly takes her from Ross and wakes her up,
"Nene, wake up baby. Look at me. I'm here." She opens her eyes and tries to move further back right into Ross's chest, Michele brings her a glass of water and Raymond hand it to her; she's still crying, pushing her face into Ross's chest. Raymond gets in the bed with her and Ross moves to sit at the edge, the older of the two sings to her and she visibly calms down but before she goes to sleep she takes my hand, kisses it and puts it right over her heart, whispering the softest thank you I have ever heard.
The night passes away, as do many others and before we know it spring rolls around and it's time for me to leave.
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Yrene's PoV

I refuse to talk to him. I have already made up my mind to not give into him or his charming eyes or his stupid smile. I don't like him. I hate him! He is no one, absolutely no one, to leave me alone like this for three months.
"Baby, look at me! Please! For fuck's sake Nini!"
"What Jason?" I scream at him, knowing full well that I am being completely unreasonable right now, but I don't care.
"Look at me goddamit!" He screams and instead of asking me to turn around, forcibly turns me around by holding my shoulders. And when I do turn around, my knees turn to jelly as I look at the longing and sorrow mirrored by my own. He pounces at me and kisses me senseless as if in an urgency; like it needs to be done. Hungry for more; to remember the feel of his warm, velvet soft skin, I slip my hands under his shirt and pull him in closer.
"I love you."
"I love you to infinity."
"I love you to infinity and back."
"I will always loves you more than you will love me."
"That's not fair!" I scold him and he laughs and pulls me into his rock hard chest, my favourite place to be. He wipes away my tears and I wipe away his, I clean my face with my sleeve and hug him; wrapping my legs around his torso.
" I'll miss you Jay."
"It's only for two months; then we can have our dream summer, you, me and no one else. Just us. Sound good?"
"It's the best thing I have ever heard." I confess and hug him tighter than ever before.
"Babe, let me go, I need to leave or it'll get dark." He kisses my forehead and puts me down.
"one more day? Can't you stay one more day?"
"Babe you know I would if I could"
I bow my head in defeat and he lifts up my chin,
"Straighten up my little soldier, stiffen up that upper lip." He quotes Eminem and that just makes me cry more, Niagara Falls would be jealous of the amount of water spewing from my eyes at this moment.
"C'mon now give me a smile; that beautiful smile so I can think of it on my drive back."
He pinches my cheeks and finally forced the smile out of me.
"I'll miss you so much."
"I'm the one being left behind with these toxic people, I point to my brothers and my fiends and he tells them to take special care of me, kisses me one last time and walks to his car. Until I call after him.
"Jay!"
He turns back and raises his eyebrows at me as if to ask what; I run up to my room, find my old locket, the small golden one that I used to wear everywhere before Jason gave me the diamond one for Christmas and take it downstairs with me. Like the diamond one this locket also has a picture of the both of us; I hand it to him and he kisses it,
"Another piece of you to take with me? But babe I am already taking you with me, here," he points to his heart, "and here," he points lifts the sleeve of his shirt, "and now here too." He says as he pockets my locket.
"There's nothing to worry about, because I'll always be with you too, right here." He points directly at my heart. We kiss one last time before he leaves and if I had known what was to come after maybe I wouldn't have let go at all. He screams he loves me from his rolled window and drives off.
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Chase's PoV

Nicole is nice and all but she isn't what I am looking for; she isn't my Yrene, my sweet, sweet, Yrene. I'm shopping with her right now and it seems to be the longest day of my life; it just wouldn't end. Night just didn't seem to fall and I wanted it to descend as soon as possible because I wanted to think of my baby. I was just glad that I got to see more of her since schools had reopened and sometimes she would come over for a movie but even then we would be shadowed by Nicole and I knew that this was wrong on so many levels, I knew it was anything but fair to Nicole but I couldn't get her out of my head. Or my heart. Even though she was with someone, a small part of me wanted her to be mine, still.
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Yrene's PoV

I toss and turn in bed, thinking about Jason, going through our memories on my phone; the day he took me to the London Eye and made me watch the view while he snapped candid shots of my changing expressions. Memories play on a film reel in my head and it surprises me how distinctly I remember all the details of those days; Jason and I sneaking off, away from my friends and making out in one of the booths as the carnival, us ice skating on the frozen lake and both of us falling on our asses, us dancing in the middle of the night on a random road with music playing from inside the car that he seldom used when in town, me choreographing entire routines for us and him following through, point blanc. I loved him. And he made me love me, just a little. I loved us. I pick up my phone and text him,
  * I love you Mr. Dawfield. I love you very much. You make me want to live, Jason, not     
     exist; live. *
No sooner does he read the text than I feel my phone ring and my face lights up; Jason is face timing me.
"I miss you so much pretty woman."
"You've only been gone for five hours, relax."
"You know you miss me too."
"Of course I do! This is the farthest I've been from you ever since we started dating, what do you expect?"
"At least I have you on me." He winks at me as he turns in his bed to lay on his side, in the same position as me.
"My bed seems empty without you." I confess and he smirks that devilish smirk of his,
"No one asked you to buy yourself a Kingsized bed psycho woman! Besides...," don't say it. Do not say it. I mentally beg him but he says it anyways, "you can join me in my bed anytime you want, pretty girl."
He makes me blush and the whole night he maintains conversation with me till I collapse and even then he directly doesn't end the call.
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Jason's PoV

She was the most adorable thing I had ever seen, just like a human form of a golden retriever. All I wanted to do was cuddle with her and kiss her non stop; her presence choked my male ego and I doubt I'd have it any other way. She was perfect, the way her full lips smiled up at me, the way she frowned at something I said that she disliked, the way her eyes lit up the moment she began speaking of her passion for mechanical engineering, the way her hair bounced up and down when she would jump excitedly. Everything about her was exquisite, as if God had taken his special time in carving her to perfection. But I was worried for her; the weight she had lost in such a short time seemed impossible and Ross's words to me about keeping an eye on how much she ate when I was with her made me worry all the more; yet I did not love her any less. She had accepted me with all her flaws so I would accept her with hers. I kiss the locket she had given me and in that instant make up a plan to go back over next weekend to surprise her; for homecoming. I knew she loved dances and I knew she loved me, so I'd take her and make it perfect for her, suit, tie and all. After all, I had promised to do anything for her and I would, even if it meant giving myself up comepletely. I would do anything to keep that beautiful smile of hers on that beautiful face.