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Chapter 23

We walking back to the restaurant and I sat down between Adam and Lauren as we ordered drinks. Everyone was fully involved in the conversation and I just sat there. Thoughts of all kinds racing through my mind. “I leaned over to Adam and whispered I was going to go and he nodded and got back to his conversation. Just as I walked out josh was there, heading towards out table. He smiled at me and I just looked down and walked past him. He grabbed hold of my waist and pulled me in looking for a kiss. I pulled away and stormed out. He followed me grabbed my purse of my shoulder and we both watched the contents spill out on the sidewalk. “Good going.” I said. He just rolled his eyes and helped me to pick all my stuff up. “What’s up with you now? Why are you being so bitchy all of a sudden?”  He asked sounding irritated. “Well maybe if you would stop hiding stuff from be and be honest to me I wouldn’t be doing this right now.” He stopped putting makeup into my purse. “What stuff do I not tell you? We tell each other everything!” he yelled. “That’s what I thought too until I found out about your stupid kiss with Chelsea!” I screamed back. Now this was a full blown argument. He looked at me. With those beautiful blue eyes. “I didn’t want to hurt you.” “Well you did!” that’s it , he it came, the most dreaded sentence I have ever said in my life. “I can’t even do this anymore! Now Chelsea can be happy with you because I’m done. Maybe if you had be honest with me from the beginning, I wouldn’t be breaking up with you right now!” I ripped of my bracelet and threw it at him. Watching it bounce as it hit the concrete. “Heather!” he yelled but I had already shut the car door and I was driving home. All alone.