Fucker Series #4: JOHAN (COMPLETE)

CHAPTER 15

Hindi nakaimik si Shannon at ang buong kuwarto ay nabalot ng katahimikan. Hindi naman nakatiis si Rare dahil ramdam niya ang bigat sa dibdib ni Shannon.

"Shannon"

"Hmm?"

"Please hear me, I don't want you to misunderstood my friend."

Hindi nagsalita si Shannon at patuloy sa pagtitig sa kisame, ang bawat minuto ng katahimikan ay parang taon ang tagal, patagal ng patagal pabigat ng pabigat ang kanyang nararamdaman.

"All of us have an illness aside from Blue. Johan got his illness because of what happened to his parents, I mean your mom and his dad. I am not in the position tell his private things what is more important is that you know what is truth. Johan is a bubbly man because he intentionally forgot all the sad and hurtful memories that he had and make some wonderful one. Sometimes he have some hallucinations and build his own world, his world that no one will hurt him and full of happiness"

Unti-unting nakaramdam ng pagkalumbay at konsensya si Shannon. Nagmakaawa si Johan sa kanya ngunit naging bulag siya sa takot na baka mawala sa kanya ang kanilang anak.

"Rare, I don't know what to do."

"You made a decision and he is not included into it, he pleaded and begged you that don't leave him but you insisted. I am so disappointed"

"Tell me, what should I do?"

"Kahit anong gawin mo wala kang magagawa. Tutulungan kita pero huwag kang umasa na mababalik kayo sa dati."

Humagulgol si Shannon ng marinig niya ang sinabi ni Rare at ngayon ay nagsisisi siya sa kung ano ang kanyang ginawa. Pumasok sina Johan, King at Hier. Hindi umimik ang mga kaibigan nina Rare at Johan dahil miski sila ay nalungkot sa sinapit ni Johan at hindi nila matanggap na ginawa nila ang lahat para tulungan si Shannon ngunit sinaktan ng dalaga si Johan... Walanghiya.

"Rare explain everything to me. How come that she is my sister?"

"She is your mother's daughter to other man."

"I don't have a mom. She died when I was young."

"Okay, but she gave birth to her."

Saglit na tiningnan ni Johan si Shannon tiyaka muling humarap kay Rare.

"What if she just lied to you? I don't have a sister who is so ugly like her and I have a feeling that she is a shameless woman. I don't like her"

"Hindi ka rin naman niya gusto. Ang akin lang wala naman, siyang kinalaman sa nangyari."

Halos masuka sina King at Hier sa kanilang narinig at hindi nila akalain na kakampihan ni Rare si Shannon.

"Rare, tara sa labas. Hayaan mo munang mag-usap ang magkapatid."

Matapos sabihin iyon ni King ay mabilis niyang hinatak papalabas ng kuwarto si Rare. Kinaladkad niya si Rare papunta sa isang sulok samantalang si Hier naman ay sumunod lang sa kanila at masusi silang pinagmamasdan.

"ALAM MO BA KUNG ANONG NANGYARI KAY JOHAN? NAG-SEIZURE SIYA HABANG KINAKAUSAP KAMI AT DAHIL YON SA BABAENG YAN! RARE NAMAN!"

"King, let me explain"

"Explain? Ano pang ipapaliwanag mo? Anong gusto mo? Umalis si Johan at pumunta sa States para magpagamot ulit?"

Hindi nagsalita si Rare at tumingin kay Hier. Alam niyang hindi nakakaintindi si King lalo na kung galit ang kaibigan niya.

"King, we should hear his explanation to know what we should do. I don't want to be biased because if we might make a wrong decision and it will create more troubles."