Unspoken Past (Completed)

Sid Demands A kiss

They had come back in the wee hours of the morning. Sana has asked him to cut the cake at the dhabha. He had fed her and she had fed him. He was looking at her lips with so much hunger that she had hid her face with both hands. Sid removed her hand from her facing and looked in her eyes smilingly.
Sid: Kya hua??
Sana: Kuch nhi.
Sid: Bol.
Sana: Are kuch bhi nhi. Hath chod mera siddharth.
Sid: Nahi pehle bol.
Sana: Kya bolu??
Sid: Tu kyu sharmayi??
Sana: Muje nhi pata. Chal chalte hai ab.
Sid: Sana.... Tu nhi bolegi, tab tak hum yahi baitenge
Sana: Siddharth yeh kya zidd hai.
Sid: Nahi muje sunna hai.
Sana: Kya sunna hai??
Sid: Ke tu jab maine tuje dekha to kyu sharmai
Sana: Kyuki tu muje jab dekh raha tha to muje laga ke tu muje kiss karna chata hai.
Sid: Aur kya tu chahti hai ke mai tuje kiss karu??
Sana: Nahi... Bilkul nahi.
Sid: Sana I want to kiss you.
Sana: Muje pata hai, Par abhi nhi....
Sid: Accha to fir thek hai. Chal chalte hai.
He was angry now. But how can she?? She was not that sixteen years Sana anymore. She will not jump on him just because he wants to kiss her. He sat in the car not looking at her. She looked at him, but he looked ahead and drove.
Sana: Siddharth kya hua hai?? Tu mujse baat kyu nhi kar raha??
Sid: Kar to raha hu.
Sana: Aise nhi... Jaise tu hamesha karta hai.
Sid: Chod Sana. Tu relax kar kuch nhi.
They drove in silence, got home and Sid left directly to his room.
The dinning table was filled with talking and laughter during breakfast The party was to be held in a hotel today. Sana and Pari were at the table. Sid was not there. He had been angry earlier. Sana didn't wanted him to be in a bad mood on his birthday. She will have to talk to him.
Baba: Maaji aapki tabiyat sahi hai na. Rita Maaji ke garam kapde yaad se le lena. Udaipur me climate thoda thanda ho sakta hai.
Maaji: Baccho mai sooch rahi the mai agar na aau to?? Agar meri tabiyat kharaab ho gayi to tum sab pareshaan ho jaaoge.
Maa: Nahi maaji Aap hamare sath hogi to hame fikar nhi hogi. Aap chale, hum sab hai na.
Baba: Ha maaji. Aap bas apne mann bana le. Vaise yeh Siddharth kaha hai. Utha nhi abhi tak??
Maa: Ha shaayad.
They all saw Sid coming all fresh and handsome. Viju was with him.
Baba: Kya baat hai beta aaj itne der tak soye the?? Raat neend nhi lagi?? Tabiyat theek hai??
Sid: Nahi baba. I'm fine.
He was not looking at her.
Chachu: Siddharth sath chalna thoda hotel ke preparation dekh kar aate hai.
Sid: Ha chale chachu.
Chachu: Tu breakfast to kar le??
Sid: Mann nhi hai. Baad me kar lunga.
Viju: Are bhai aaj to aapka birthday hai. Mann kya nhi hai. Aapko to aaj khush rehna chahiye.
Sid: Kuch log mere birthday par muje khush nhi rehne dena chahte to kya kar sakte hai??
Viju: Kon hai vo, aap muje bataao.
Pari: Aap logo se kab se affect hone lage bhai??
Sid: Agar vo banda mera apne ho to farak padta hai.
Chachi: Kisne kya kar diya mere bete ke sath.
Sid: Hai koi... Chodo. Chale chachu??
Chachu: Ok chal.
Sana had gone all pink. Why was he doing this?? He is acting like a baby now. Pari was watching her expression. When Sana looked at her she raised her eyebrows
Sana: Kya??
Pari: Kya kiya tune bhai ke sath??
Sana: Maine kya kiya??
Pari: Raat me tum dono bahar gaye the na??
Sana: Haa. Hum drive pe gayi the
Pari: Fir??
Sana: Fir kya Pari?? Shaam me teri party hai, jaa apni tayari dekh. Parlor bhi jaana hai hame.
Pari: Na batana chahti to na bata. Par muje bhaga kyu rahi hai.
Sana: You are impossible you know?? Mai he chali jaati hu.
She went to the room and sat on the bed
Sana: Khamakha gussa hua pada hai. Ab kya karu mai??
She removed her mobile and messaged him.
Sana: Kya hua hai tuje??
There was a blue tick, but no reply.
Sana: Siddharth yeh kya bachpana hai??
Still no reply.
Sana: Tu chahta kya hai mujse?? Thek hai nhi karni baat to mat kar. Mai bhi tujse baat nhi karungi.
Sid had not replied to her any messages. Sana was restless now. She had gone to the parlor with Pari. They came back by four. They had not had lunch so were very hungry. Maa brought food for them.
Pari: Thank you Maa bahot bhuk lagi hai.
Maa: Are koi siddharth ko bulaao, khaana bhi nhi khaaya hai usne. Aaj sab pasand ka banvaaya tha. Par uska to mood he kharaab hai.
Pari: Sana please kya tu bula laayegi usse. Mere na pair me dard hai. Nahi to mai chali jaati.
Maa: Nahi nhi beta tu bait mai bula laati hu.
Sana: Nahi Maa mai bulati hu usko.
Sana went to his room. He was laying on the bed headphones on his ears. He did not hear her come in. His eyes were closed. She stood watching him her hands folded to her chest. As if sensing her he opened his eyes and looked for a long time into her eyes. He then sat upright, looking away.
Sana: Yeh kya chal raha hai tera??
He did not answer.
Sana: Tuje mujse baat nhi karni hai??
He didn't say anything.
Sana: Thek hai mat kar baat. Par Maa ne tere leye itne pyaar se khaana banaya hai. Vo to chal ke khaa le.
Sid: Muje bhuk nhi hai.
Sana: Chalo kuch to bola tu.
She sat next to him
Sana: Maine tuje message kiye, tune jawaab bhi nhi diya. Siddharth kya chathta hai tu mujse??
Sid: Kuch nhi jaane de.
Sana suddenly pulled him by his t- shirt and kissed his lips. It was a hard one. An angry one. She bit his lips to punish him. He then moved his lips and her kiss softened. He nibbled on her lower one. It reminded her of the one they had shared nine years ago. Her body stiffened. He sensed it and stopped the kiss. He moved his head backward to see her face. She had pain and hurt in her eyes. The same pain and hurt, which he had seen, when she had left Mumbai, nine years back. She got up from the bed and walked to the door. He came in a flash and held her from behind. She had tears in her eyes now
Sana: Chod siddharth jaane de muje.
Sid: Nahi.
Sana: Tuje jo chahiye tha vo mil gaya na.
Sid: Sana baby.....
Sana: Siddharth yeh itna aasaan nhi tha mere leye. Mai ab vo bewakuf, nasamaj Sana nhi rahi.
Sid: Sana please ek baat yaad rakh, tu kabhi bhi bewakuf nhi the. Please aise mat bola kar baar baar. Muje dukh hota hai.
Sana: Bewakuf to the Siddharth mai. Kya kya karti the mai. Tere attention paane ke leye, tuje har baar apne sath rakhne ke leye. Apni baat manvaane ke leye. Muje sach me sooch sooch kar sharmindgi hoti hai.
He turned her around and took her face in his hand, looking into her eyes.
Sid: Tu mujse apni baat manvaati kyuki mai teri baat maanna chahta tha. Mai vo sab kuch karna chahta tha, jo tu karvati. Apne khushi se. Aur tuje mujse sharminda hone ke koi zarurat nhi hai baby, kyuki vo haq maine tuje diya tha. Nau saal pehle bhi aur ab bhi. Samjhe.
She looked at him and smiled. She brought her head forward and rested it on his chest, going automatically in his arms. It was so natural. So beautiful.
Sana: Mai na agar mere bas me hoti na to nau saal pehle ke kuch baate erase karna chahti hu. Kya kya karti aur karvati the tujse mai.
Sid: Aur mai na, unme se kuch bhi change ya erase nhi karvana chahta. Kuch bhi nhi.
Sana looked up at him.
Sana: Sach??
Sid: Bilkul sach.
She hugged him tight.
Sana: Chal khaana khaate hai.
Sid: Ab yeh mere fate hue lips se kaise khaau.
Sana looked up to see a slight cut on his lips where she had bit him. She brought her finger to his lips.
Sana: Siddharth I'm sorry... Yeh maine kya kar diya.... I'm so sorry...
Sid: Shhhh.. Thek hai baby. Koi baat nhi itna kyu hyper ho rahi hai.
Sana: Par sach me bada cut hua hai.
Sid: Koi baat nhi. Relax.
Sana: Siddharth....
Sid: Aree bola na relax. Kuch nhi hua hai. Chal khaane. Muje bhuk lagi hai. Tere chakkar me breakfast bhi nhi kiya.
Sana: Tuje gussa aaye to tu khaana pe kyu nikaalta hai?? Pagal hai tu. Chal ab.
They came down smiling at each other. Pari saw them. They were so much in love with each other. They should really be together, she thought.
     Pari was all ready. She was looking beautiful in the party gown. Adi and his family has reached the hotel. Sana was not ready yet as she was helping Pari get ready. They was a knock on the door and Sana opened the door to find Sid standing in the door way. Looking all handsome in white shirt and black trousers.
Sid: Kya chal raha hai tum dono ka. Pari, Adi aur uske family pahunch gayi hai. Baba bahot naraaz ho rahe hai. Aur tu?? Tu kya aise he chalegi??
Pari: Bhai mai Ruhi ke sath chali jaati hu, aap Sana ka wait kare. Vo muje help karne me abhi tak ready nhi hue.
Sid: Ruhi kaha hai??
Pari: Vo ready hai.
Sid: Thek hai chal tum logo ko mai car me bita ta hu. Sana tu jaldi ready ho jaa.
Sana nodded and Sid left with Pari calling out for Ruhi. Sid came back and stood outside the room for few minutes to give Sana time to get ready. When there was no noise from inside he knocked the door.
Sid: Sana jaldi kar yaar hum late ho rahe hai.
Sana: Ha rukh siddharth.
Sid: Ok.
It was already after five minutes.
Sid: Baby kya kar rahi hai. Hum dono ko daat padne wali hai. Mai aa jau ander??
Sana: Accha thek hai aa jaa
When Sid came in Sana stood wearing a black gown, but she had wrapped her shoulder with towel.
Sid: Kya hua??
Sana: Siddharth tu jaa mai aati hu baad me.
Sid: Kya matlab??
Sana: Kuch nhi. Bola na tu jaa.
Sid: Sana kya hua hai bataigi ab??
Sana: Vo meri dress ke zip attak gayi hai. Mai nhi laga paa raha hu.
Sid looked away. They both stood in awkward silence. After just a few seconds, he looked at her. Their eyes met.
Sid: Mai laga du??
Sana: Nahi Siddharth. Chod mai kuch aur pehen leti hu.
Sid: I promise, mai nhi dekhunga.
Sana looked away. This was such an embarrassing situation. Why does she have to make a fool of herself all the time in front of him. Sid came towards her, took her in front of the mirror. Turned her around and removed the towel. Sana looked at him through the mirror. Their eyes locked. He brought his hand to the zip at her lower back. He did not break eyes contact with Sana and slowly pulled the zip up. He then bend down closer to her ear.
Sid: Looking beautiful.
He looked up and Sana saw hunger, and desire, which made her shiver and he felt it.