Unspoken Past (Completed)

Possessive Siddharth

     Sana sneaked into her room. She sat on the bed and cried her heart out. This was so painful. Why was Sid not his?? Why can't he be his?? What was stopping him?? Is it because he doesn't love her?? But she felt he loved her. She has seen it in his eyes. But he will never say it. Don't enter into dangerous water Sana, she warned herself. She slept into a deep sleep.
    Sana got up to the banging of the door. The functions were to start from today. They were to start with a puja for the well being of the couple. They had their rehearsal for the sangeet today too. Sangeet was day after tomorrow. Sana opened the door to find Pari standing in the doorway. She entered looking angry.
Sana: Tuje kya hua hai??
Pari: Kuch nhi. Sab logo ne milkar muje pagal kar diya hai. Uper se Adi se bhi zagda kar liya.
Sana: Adi se kyu??
Pari: Vo mehendi wala suit jo hamne coordination me banaya tha designer ne diya nhi tha. Vo pahuchane wala tha yaha. Ab bol raha hai mehendi ke din morning me dega. Vo bhi Udaipur tak he bhejva raha hai. Vaha se lelo keh raha hai.
Sana: Ha to itna kyu tension le rahi hai. Koi na koi jaakar le aaye ga na.
Adi: Par Adi ka friend hai keh kar bahot fayda uthaya hai usne Adi ka. Aur yeh usse kuch bolta he nhi.
Sana: Pari Adi ke nature me nhi hai kisi se jhagda karna. Tu usse bachpan se jaanti hai na. Aur ab Tu in cheezo ke leye usse badal nhi sakti. Aur badalna bhi mat. Bahot pyaara insaan hai vo.
Pari: Ha vo to hai. Tu bata tu kab aayi aur kaisi hai??
Sana: Acchi hu.
    Sana gave a sad smile.
Pari: Fir itni sad kyu??
Sana: Yeh sooch kar ke yeh permanent nhi hai.
Pari: Mai samjti hu. Par Sana jo waqt hai usse jee le na baby. Aage ka sooch kar abhi kyu dukhi ho rahi hai.
Sana: Tu thek keh rahi hai. Koshish karti hu. Par dil udaas ho he jaata hai. Aur muje dekh kar vo udaas ho jaata hai.
Pari: Tu fir mat kar aise.
Sana: Hmmm
Pari: Chal jaati hu mai. Dundti hu uss buddu ko. Bahot gussa kar ke aayi the. Aur haa, tu Aahaan ke sath perform kar rahi hai na??
Sana: Pari yaar muje nhi karna. Vo bahot bore karta hai.
Pari: Sana kar le yaar. Meri saas bahot excited hai. Aahaan to sab ko bol raha hai ke tum dono perform karne wale hai. Aur mere shaadi me tu gaana na gaaye to tera singer bannne ka fayda kya hai.
Sana: Accha chal dekhte hai.
Pari: Thek hai. Aaja breakfast ke leye jaldi.
      As Pari was getting out of the room, Sid entered.
Sid: Pari, Adi kaha hai??
Pari: Usse ko dundne jaa rahi hu.
    She left smiling. Sid stood watching her leave. Sana went to Sid and hugged him, resting her head to his chest. He encircled his arms around her, resting his chin on her head.
Sid: Pari ko kya hua hai??
Sana: Adi se jhagda kar leya hai. Usse manane gayi hai.
Sid: Hmmm. Tu thek hai??
Sana: Haa.
Sid: Thoda rest karti na baby.
Sana: Haa kee.
Sid: Chal breakfast karne. Sab aa gaye hai dining hall me.
Sana: Shehbaaz aa raha hai aaj.
Sid: Haa aaya tha call muje. Bahot khush hu mai.
Sana: Bahot maanta hai tuje vo.
Sid: Vo hai he itna pyaara banda.
Sana: Mummy papa parso aa rahe hai.
Sid: Hmm.
Sana: Siddhaarth, kiss kar muje.
     Sid bends his head and gives her a long and loving kiss. She smiled. Why does she love him so much?? Because he is the most wonderful man. Because he is her life. Their kiss got urgent and Sid removed his mouth from hers.
Sid: Not now baby. Breakfast ke leye late ho jaayenge.
Sana: Siddharth kya hai yeh. Muje breakfast nhi tu chahiye.
    Sid chuckled and pushed her to the bathroom.
Sid: Jaa baby ready ho kar aa jaldi.
Sana: Accha ab tu dekh mai kya karti hu.
    Saying that she left to the bathroom. Sid had left when she came out. This made her angry. He was not there when she entered the dining hall. She took her food and sat with Maa and Aani.
Maa: Beta tu thek hai??
Aani: Kaha the tu kal shaam ke baad tuje dekha he nhi.
Sana: Vo mai.. Sar dard ho raha tha Aani, isliye kamre me the.
Maa: Hame bolti na beta. Aise thek nhi aur kamare me akeli rahi.
Sana: Nahi maa aise kuch nhi. Medicine le li the mai ne.
    Adi and Aahaan's mom joined them.
Adi's mom: Sana tumne apni performance deni hai. Aahaan ke sath. Muje apne friend circle me dekhani hai. Hamare club ke bahot se ladies tumhare bahot bade fan hai.
Sana: Ha ha aunty kyu nhi.
Aahaan's mom: Reet behenjee hame to yeh aapki beti bahot pasand hai.
Maa: Ha hamare betiya hai he bahot pyaari.
     Sana was feeling awkward now. She excused herself. Where was Sid?? She went and sat on a table near the window with Viju.
Sana: Viju, Siddharth kaha hai??
Viju: Kya baat hai madam, aapko bhai ke alaava koi dekhai nhi deta kya??
Sana: Chup kar. Jyaada bakwaas na kiya kar tu.
Viju: Bakwaas kya?? Kal aap muje utha kar bhai ke paas kyu baiti??
Sana: Vo to muje Aahaan ke paas baitna awkward lag raha tha.
Viju: Aahaan ke sath awkward, bhai ke sath nhi.
Sana: Siddharth ko mai bachpan se jaanti hu.
Viju: Aur bachpan se pyaar karte ho.
Sana: Viju....
     Baba called Viju and he got up and went. She was all alone on the table lost in thought when Aahaan came and sat with her.
Aahaan: Hi Sana. Kaha the tum?? Kal se dikhi he nhi??
Sana: Vo kal muje thek nhi lag raha tha.
Aahaan: Ab thek ho??
Sana: Haa thek hu.
Aahaan: Hame hamare performance ke tayaari karni hai. Vaise tumko zarurat nhi hogi par muje practice ke zarurat hai.
Sana: Thek hai. Aaj afternoon me karte hai. Par hum sirf gaayenge. Perform nhi karenge.
Aahaan: Kyu?? Agar thoda dance karte to...
Sana: Nahi only singing karte hai na. Vo zyada impact dega.
Aahaan: Thek hai. Jaise tum kaho.
    Sid entered the dinning hall and saw her sitting with Aahaan. They were talking and laughing over something. His blood started boiling. Control yourself buddy. He warned himself. He took his food and went and sat with Maa and Reet.
Maa: Kaha tha tu beta??
Sid: Vo baba ke kuch business associates aaye the, to unko receive karne gaya tha Maa.
Reet: Siddharth, Sheetal kab aa rahi hai??
Sid: Muje kya pata??
Reet: Kya pata matlab?? Teri girlfriend hai vo. Nahi pata to pata laga.
Sid: Aa jaayegi vo. Don't worry.
Reet: Siddharth tuje agar Sheetal pasand nhi hai to bata. Mai tere leye dusri dundti hu.
Sid: Chachi aap bhi hadd karti ho Yaar. Jab dekho tab meri shaadi ke baate. Aur koi topic nhi hai kya aap ke paas??
Reet: Siddharth tu...
Maa: Siddharth, Reet..
Reet: Didi muje bahu chahiye.
Sid: To kar do Viju ke shaadi.
Maa: Aacha aacha bas kar do ab tum dono. Mai maaji ko dekh kar aati hu.
Sid: Maa inse keh do hum jaane tak meri shaadi ki baat nhi karengi yeh.
Reet: Mai to karungi.
Sid: Chachi mai bhag jaaunga yaha se. Sach keh raha hu mai.
    Then all three laughed and Maa left.
Reet: Siddharth vo choreographer kab aa rahe hai??
Sid: After lunch aayenge chachi.
    Sid was watching Sana and Aahaan. They both were lost in their own conversation. As if feeling his gaze Sana looked up and their eyes met across the room. She looked away. This pissed Sid even more. Reet looked at Sid looking towards their table.
Reet: Sab bahot excited hai. Yeh dono sangeet me jo perform karne wale hai.
Sid: Kya??
Reet: Kya matlab kya??
Sid: Yeh dono ka performance hai??
Reet: Ha tuje pata nhi?? Adi aur Aahaan ke moms to bahot excited hai.
    Sid felt the need to punch Aahaan on his face. And Sana?? She didn't have the decency to tell him about it?? He was beyond angry. He will cut Aahaan's hand if he touches her. And why?? What right do you have?? His brain asked. He pushed the thought away. He Saw Sana getting up and going to the other side to keep her plate. He went to her.
Sid: Come to my room.
Sana: Nahi.
Sid: Don't try my patience Sana. Come to my room. Now.
    He left saying that. It was she who was supposed to be angry. Why was he in so much of temper?? She will not go. What can he do?? He can't drag her to his room. He had dismissed her when she wanted more. He had left before she came out of the bathroom. He was not there when she came to the hall. He sat with Aani, having breakfast. He is keeping himself away from her and now he suddenly want her to come to his room??
Sana: Mai nhi jaaungi.
    And within few seconds she was walking towards his room. She knocked and entered. He was pacing the floor. He took her by her arm as soon as she entered and pushed her towards the wall, kicking the door closed with his leg, locking it. He pressed his body against her looking dangerous into her eyes. She looked at him and started pushing him with both her hands. He caught both her wrist with his hand.
Sid: Sana don't.
Sana: Chod muje Siddharth.
Sid: Baby Mai is waqt bahot gusse me hu don't push me.
Sana: Ha ho jaa gussa muje koi farak nhi padta.
Sid: Farak nhi padta??
    He crushed his mouth to hers and bit her hard, she tried to push her but to no avail. He was kissing her wildly. She too kissed back with same outrage as his now. Both punishing each other with their kiss. And suddenly their kiss softened, but Sid removed his mouth from hers. He was breathing fast
Sid: Aise lag raha hai tera gala daba du.
Sana: Gussa mai hu tujhpe. Aur tu muje attitude dekha raha hai. Chod muje Siddharth aana he nahi chahiye tha muje yaha.
    And she started crying. This is the only thing he cannot see in his life. Sana crying. He shifted a little and took her in his arms. He hugged her tightly.
Sid: I'm sorry. I'm sorry baby. Tu rona band kar yaar. Mai nhi dekh sakta tuje rote hue. Accha bata tu kyu gussa the mujse??
Sana: Nahi batana muje. Nahi baat karni muje tujhse.
Sid: Tu rona band karna moti. Muje bahot taklif hoti hai tere rone se. Sorry bola na. Please maaf karde aur bata kyu gussa thi
Sana: Tu muje avoid kar raha hai.
Sid: Kab avoid kiya baby??
Sana: Mai tere pass aayi to tune muje dur kiya apne aap se. Mere ready hone se pehle he tu room se bagair bataye chala gaya. Aur breakfast ke leye bhi gaayab tha.
Sid: Abe gadhi. Baba ka call aaya to Mai chala gaya. Mai aaya to tu uss gadhe ke sath baiti the. Aur morning me shuru ho jaate to tuje breakfast ke leye jaane nhi deta mai, samji?? Tuje he kha leta. Pagal kahi ki. Mai kya avoid karunga tuje meri jaan.
Sana: Accha tu bata tu itna kyu aag babula hua tha??
Sid: Tu uss Aahaan ke sath perform kar rahi hai aur muje bataya bhi nhi??
Sana: Oh ho. Tu jealous ho raha hai??
Sid: Nahi... Mai kyu jealous honga.
Sana: OK. Sabne mere ha bolne se pehle he decide kar liya ke mai aur vo perform karenge. Adi ke mom bahut excited hai. Mai mana nhi kar paayi.
Sid: Agar tu na karna...
Sana: Nahi Siddharth thek hai. Par mai perform nhi karungi, bas gaana gaungi.
     Sid felt relieved. He looked at her and saw blood on her lips. He must have bit her too hard. He brought his finger to brush the blood off. He was ashamed of himself. He had never been so jealous for any women before.
Sid: Baby vo blood aa raha hai. I'm sorry meri jaan. Pata nhi....
    Sana lifted her head and brought her lips to his into a soft, slow kiss. He held her to himself and they kissed each other, tenderly at first. Their kiss got urgent and they ended up making wild sex. Each wanting to explore the other's body and soul.