Unspoken Past (Completed)

A Soul Stirring Gift.

The lunch and the meeting with the wedding planner went in the haze. Sana's mind was not into either of that. Sid could see, she was lost. He knew why and was happy to see her in this state. He gave her a knowing smile and she blushed. He loves this girl so much. He can easily give his life for her. He too was waiting for the evening ahead. After the meeting she left for her room. Pari was with her.
Sana: Pari mai bahot nervous hu. Par bahot excited bhi. Vo muje date pe le jaa raha hai Pari. Mere bachpan ka sapna pura ho raha hai. Mai na bahot acche dekhna chahti hu. Uske leye. Aisi ke vo muje dekhe to bass dekhta he reh jaaye.
Pari: Jaa jee le is pal ko. Enjoy kar.
Sana: Tu yaha sambhal legi na?? Agar kisine pucha to??
Pari: Uski tension mat le. Tu jaa ab ready ho jaa. It's already six. Aur enjoy your evening.
Pari hugged her and they departed and left to their own rooms.
As Sana entered the room, there was a bouquet with white and blue flowers. With it was a blue velvet box and an envelope attached to the box. Sana went near it and opened the box to find a blue sapphire necklace in it. She lifted the envelope with shaking hands. She had not expected this and she can't accept it. It is too costly. She will not accept such type of gifts from him. She opened the envelope to find a letter. She smiled at his neat handwriting. " Moti muje pata hai tu yeh padne se pehle he decide kar chuki hogi ke tu yeh mujse nhi legi. Muje pata hai bahot naak wali hai tu. Par ek baat sach batau, yeh maine abhi nhi kharida hai. Yeh mere paas nine years se hai. Tere leye liya tha. Nine years pehle. Tab jab tu mujpe apne haq jatati the. Aur muje bahot khushi hoti the. To yeh mai vo nine years pehle wali Sana to de raha hu. Tuje nhi. Thoda late ho gaya dene me, par yeh uska hai. Aur usse de hue cheez ko tu mana nhi kar sakti. Samji?? Milte hai thek saat baje. Bye. Siddharth.
Sana had tears in her eyes. He had kept this with him for nine years. It was just beautiful. She held it in her hand. She will wear it today. And she had a perfect dress to go with it. It was six thirty five now. Sana was very nervous and was looking beautiful. She had worn a blue and white kaftan. With a thight filmsy trousers under it. She had kept her inner garments simple. She didn't wanted to over do it. The necklace was still lying on the table. She had got emotional reading his letter and had sat and cried before getting ready. She had cried for the love which was never hers and will never be hers. How was she going to cope up with this pain after this is all over. You will have to Sana. You will have to. She now got up and wore the necklace. She couldn't believe her eyes. The necklace had made her look beautiful then she had ever looked. Fresh tears formed behind her eyes, but she controlled it.
As the clock struck seven she left the room and walked to the gate, which Sid had shown her earlier. None from the family was to be seen. She took a few steps and reached a pathway which was darker. The only light was of the moon above her. She was so nervous that her legs were trembling and she was not able to walk fast. As the gate came into view, she saw Sid standing at the gate, leaning to his car. He was looking so handsome in black shirt and blue trousers. He saw her and straighten himself.
As she came near, Sid felt his legs had given away. He leaned again for support. She was looking dazzling and it took his breath away. He took deep breath, as he had forgotten to breathe when he was looking at her. She came and stood in front of him and then he saw that necklace. She had worn it. He got so emotional about it that his eyes became wet with tears. She looked at him nervously. He was looking at her with such intensity that Sana felt she wanted to hide her face. He had not moved nor his eyes had left her face.
Sana: Siddharth....
Sid: Kuch mat bol sweetheart. This is the most beautiful site, I have ever seen. Jee chah raha hai ke bas tuje aise he dekhta rahu.
Sana: Siddharth chal yaha se koi dekh lega.
Sid came out of the trance. He had not touched her yet. He was scared to touch her. He won't until he takes her to their Haven. The place where they will become one for the first time. He opened the door and she climbed in. Sid came and sat and they drove in silence. He wanted to say she was looking bewitching, but words were not enough to describe her beauty at present.He so wanted to take her in his arms and kiss her, but he knew he would not be able to stop if he touch her and they would end up making love in the car itself and he didn't want that. He wanted it to be so special that he could cherish it for the lifetime. He stopped the car in front of the most beautiful bungalow, Sana had ever seen. It was not too big. It seemed small, but it was pretty with a garden in front of it. It was lit with colourful light. Sana couldn't see much lights inside the bungalow. Sid came around and opened the door for her. She stepped out. They both walked to the door across the path. Sid opened the door and Sana entered in. The Hall was softly lit with colorful lights. It had not much furniture but sofa and couch were black and elegant. In the corner just below the staircase was a dinning table. It had a big vase with yellow flowers in it and a candle stand with candles. The light of the candles were making the flowers look golden. Sana stood watching the view. It was so beautiful, it brought tears to her eyes. Sid had come and stood behind her. He had still not touched her. Sana was confused at his behavior. She turned around and found their bodies touching each other. Sid took a step back. Sana realised, Sid was nervous too. She will have to lead now. She knew Sid too well. He is scared he my not be able to control once he touches her. And he doesn't want to hurry things up. She looked up in his eyes and smiled.
Sid: Chal. Dinner is ready.
Sana nodded and they both walked to the table. Sid pulled out the chair for Sana and she sat. He sat next to her and little too far. Sana chuckled.
Sid: Kya hua??
Sana: Kuch nhi. Vaise tune bataya nhi mai kaisi lag rahi hu aaj??
The minute he was about to say something, the door opened and in walked three waiters carrying dishes of steaming food. They set the food on the table in front of them and lift without a word. Sana wondered how Sid had managed all this, but then remembered he was " The Siddharth Shukla " Sid had started serving himself. He suddenly looked up and realised what he was doing. Excusing himself he started serving food to Sana. Why was he acting like a fool. Why was he spoiling all this. Have patience Sana. He is nervous. Bear with him. She told herself. She looked down and dug her fork into the chunk of paneer from her plate. There were array of small dishes with variety of food that the waiters had set up in front of them. They ate mostly in silence. Sid only asked and served food to her. Not looking at her. He was not eating his food, but only toying with it. Sana got up from her chair and stood in front of him, leaning to the table behind. She looked at him Seducingly. Sana looked breath taking in that seducing mode. He got up slowly from his chair. He wanted to kiss that long neck of hers, just above her necklace. The craving was so intense that he trembled. He took and orange kept on the plate cut into one forth pieces and displayed beautifully. He moved before her his hands snaking around her back, to encourage her bottom at the edge of the table, his body tantalizing close. He bend to her ears and whispered
Sid: Close your eyes.
Her body wound itself so tight in anticipation that it was almost painful. She closed her eyes and could sense him coming closer. Sid had brought the piece of orange to her mouth now. He whispered again.
Sid: Now taste it.
The fruit was succulent and sweet and she bit into it, swallowing hard. She felt the juice of the fruit run over her chin and then her neck. She opened her eyes, raising one finger to catch the droplets of juice, but his hand reached out and encircled her wrist, deftly lying her back on the wooden table before she had the chance, the half eaten fruit falling to the floor without either of them noticing. He leaned into her, his face so close to her that she was shuddering with anticipation.
She closed her eyes and almost cried out as his lips slowly began to kiss away the juice from her chin and then her neck, just above the necklace. He suckled on her neck making her moan out loud. He shifted a little, pausing for just a second before finding her mouth. He explored it thoroughly and expertly. Every part of her felt as if it was holding its breath, ready and waiting. Opening at the sheer heat of his tongue. He was kissing her so passionately that a drop of tear escaped her eye. She felt the hand that was gently holding her wrist, make a journey to find the swell of her breast, straining against the thin fabric of her kaftan. While the other headed towards the moisture flowering between her thighs. It felt like a blessing.
Sid felt the tension in his shoulder begin to sulk away as he possessed her mouth. He reached easily beneath the waistband of her filmsy trouser, until he found her slick wetness beneath what he was surprised to find felt like a plain cotton panties. The unexpected discovery. He had thought of silk and laces. But this fuelled his erection. He wondered if he has ever been so hard. But never before he had the women he had loved with his heart and soul, spread so wantonly before him. It won't take much more to send her shuddering body over the edge screaming. Is she always so responsive?? He wondered angrily, as he watched her brown eye grow dark with pleasure.
Sana: I want you Siddharth.
She whispered softly, her hand clenching at the waist of his shirt, as he continued to touch her. He imagined that hand between his legs and knew suddenly that if he continued a moment longer, in the next few seconds he would be plunging into her on this table. The thought was rousing. But he wanted it to be slow and special for his love and he will make it worth remembering atleast a lifetime. He pulled her up from the table. Smiling. She was confused and angry for breaking the rhythm.
Sana: Siddharth please....
Sid: Itne jaldi nhi baby. Not so soon.