As they checked out, the cars were waiting for them at the airport. Sid had not got a chance to talk to Sana. She was sitting with Viju, Ruhi, Pari, Adi, Aahaan and Adi's one more cousin Ruby. They all were waiting for Sid. He was helping Maaji in the car. They had to travel to the resort through chittorgarh road. Sana was hurt and upset with Sid and Aahaan's continuous flirting was irritating her. She saw Ruhi engrossed in her fone, next to her. As Sid came and sat on the front seat, he saw Sana sitting between Aahaan and Ruhi. He got upset, but forgot his anger when he saw Sana's angry face. Their eyes met.
Sana: Ruhi kya tu thode der ke leye phone side me nhi rakh sakti?? Rakh vo pocket me aur chup karke bait.
Ruhi: Are maine kya kiya hai di?? Muje kyu daat rahi ho.
She looked at him through the mirror with dangerous eyes.
Sana: Tune kuch nhi kiya.
Sid understood the attack was on him. He looked at her with pleading eyes
Sid: Adi.... Sorry yaar.
Adi: Abe sorry kyu bol raha hai??
Sid: (Still looking at Sana in the mirror) Vo maine tera dil dukhaayana isliye.
Adi: Vo to tu bachpan se dukha raha hai. Aaj kya special.
Sid: Shut up Adi.
Pari: Adi kabhi kabhi agar saamne waala maafi mange to maan jaana chahiye. Kyu Sana??
Sana: Pari agar maaf karne ka mood na hoto??
Pari: Fir to soochna chahiye ke maafi maangne waala firse maafi maange ga ya nhi.
Sid: Koi baat nhi pari, mai zindagi bhar maafi maang sakta hu.
Pari: Are bhai aap to zindagi bhar ka vada karne lag gaye. Kab se.
Sid: Shut up Pari. Tere aur Adi ke muh par shaadi hone tak tape laga dene chahiye.
Adi: Ab mai kaha kuch bola be??
And they all laughed, except Sana. Did Sid commit something for a life time?? Shut up Sana, don't get your hopes high. You will fall on your face. She scolded herself.
They reached the hotel in half an hour. Too tired all retired to their room to meet later for lunch. They all were going to have the meeting with the Wedding planner that evening. Sid and Viju guided Maaji to her room. Her help was with her. Settling her properly Sid came to his room and took a shower. He knew Sana was still angry. He walked to her room. To his surprise Ruhi opened the door.
Ruhi: Aree bhai aap yaha??
Sana came from behind. Sid looked at her for help.
Sana: Ruhi, vo maine Siddharth ko bulaaya tha. Kuch kaam tha muje usse. Aur maine jo bola vo yaad rakhna
Ruhi: Thek hai di.
Ruhi left. Sid raised his eyebrows.
Sid: Kuch problem hai??
Sana: Nahi kuch nhi. Tu bata tuje kya chahiye??
Sid: Tu.
Sana: Siddharth tu hamesha aise he karta hai.Muje dur karta hai apne aap se fir yeh aise baate karta hai ke mai pigal jaati hu.
Sid: Sun?? Kya mai andar aa jaau please?? Muje tuje hug karna hai.
Sana: Nahi mai nhi aane dungi tuje.
Sid: Please baby. Please aane de nhi to yahi darwaaze me tuje hug aur kiss kar leya to muje mat bolna.
She stepped aside to let him in and then closed the door behind them. He instantly rushed to her took her in his arms and kissed her hungrily. She melted in his arms and started kissing back. He lifted her in his arms, still kissing her. Sana had wrapped her legs around his waist. She had circled her arms around her neck and he had around her waist. It felt so natural. He took her to the armchair kept near the window overlooking the beautiful garden. He sat on the chair with Sana on his lap and kissed her until they both were panting. He removed his mouth from her to look at her face. She looked fresh as flower as she had just come out of the shower. Her hair were wet and it smelled of lavender.
Sid: You are so beautiful meri jaan.
Sana smiled a shy smile.
Sid: Dil kar raha hai ke tuje khaa jaau.
Sana giggled and his heart skipped a beat. He loved her so much, but he will never break a promise he had made to someone nine years back. Even if has to die for it. He brushed that thought away. He can at least give this to her and himself. This few days of happiness. Just these few days.
Sid: Aaj raat mere sath date par chalegi??
Sana looked at him surprisingly. She had known they will have each other very soon. But did not knew he will do it so perfectly.
Sana: Haa.
Sid: I will wait for you at the back gate by seven. Carry a change of clothes with you.
Sana: Kyu??
Sid: Kyuki hum kahi raat guzaarne waale hai.
Sana: Kaha??
Sid: Sana tu sawaal karna band karegi please. Barosa hai na mujpe??
Sana: Aapne aap se bhi zyaada.
Sid: To bas saat baje aa jaana gate pe.
Sana: Par mai sab ko kya bolungi siddharth??
Sid: Tu uski fikar mat kar. Raat ko sab apne apne rooms me dinner karne waale hai. Aur Pari se mai baat kar lunga. Vo sab mat sooch samji baby.
Sana: Hmmm
She lay her head on his chest and it felt so beautiful.
Sid: Moti tuje aaj kal bahot gussa aane laga hai??
Sana: Siddharth muje yeh aise sooch kar baat karna nhi aata. Mai kuch bolti hu to tere expression ekdm serious ho jaate hai. Muje pata hai tu muje kabhi nhi apnaayega. Aur mai shikaayat bhi nhi kar rahi hu. Tune muje yeh kuch dino ke khushi dene ke leye maan gaya, vo he mere leye bahot hai. Mai jaanti hu tu isse zyaada muje nhi dena chahta.
Sid: Tu kuch nhi jaanti baby. But I'm sorry. Aaj jo hua uske leye. Par mere expression ko tune galat samjha.
Sana: Chod jaane de. Uss baare me baat nhi karte hai. Chal muje kiss kar acche se.
Sid: As you wish sweetheart.
It's been an hour. They had been lying on the couch entwined into each other's arms. He had so wanted to take her to that bed and do whatever he wishes to do. But he will have to wait till evening to curb his desire.
Sana: Tu jaa abhi.
Sid: Kyu be??
Sana: Siddharth muje dar lagta hai koi aa jaayega.
Sid: Koi nhi aata. Chup karke leti reh.
Sana: Siddharth jaa na.
Sid: Thek hai jaata hu moti. Par yaad rakh tune mujhe bhagaya hai apne paas se.
Sana: Aise mat bol. Mai kabhi aise nhi kar sakti.
Sid: Are mazaak kar raha hu pagal. Dekhta hu thoda vo wedding planner kab aa raha hai. Vaise ek baat puchna tha, Ruhi ko tu kya bata rahi the aaj??
Sana: Vo.. Mai.... Are kuch nhi baba, just girl talks.
Sid: Accha thek hai.
The lunch was an happy affair. Sid sat opposite Sana. He was looking at her and smiling a mischievous smile which made Sana blush. One of Adi"s uncle aunty had arrived with their daughter Neha just before lunch from Delhi. She had all eyes for Sid. She said she was her biggest fan and she had seen all his shows and serial on repeat. She was fluttering her eyes at Sid. Sana was sitting next to Pari. They had just finished their lunch.
Sana: Yeh Neha kuch zyada he flirt kar rahi hai Siddharth ke sath.
Pari looked at Sana.
Pari: Sana muje tujhse baat karni hai. Chal mere sath.
Pari held her hand and took Sana to her room.
Pari: Kya kar rahe hai tum dono??
Sana: Kya??
Sid: Tu aur bhai??
Sana: Tu puchna kya chah rahi hai?? Saaf saaf puch.
Pari: Thek hai. Tu aur bhai aaj raat kaha jaa rahe hai??
Sana: Pata nhi. Jaha Siddharth le jaaye.
Pari: Sana tuje pata hai na tu kya kar rahi hai??
Sana: Kya kar rahi hu mai Pari?? Mai Siddharth se pyaar karti hu. Mai usse pyaar karna kabhi choda he nahi paayi. Usse pyaar karna meri marzi ya meri choice nahi hai, pyar hai aur behizaab hai. Kya karu bata. To mai jab yeh thode din, apne mohabbat, apne zindagi jeena chahti hu to galat kya hai. Mai in dino me aapne aap ko usse de rahi hu. Puri tarah se Pari. Agar koi muje galat samjna chahe to samaj le.
Pari: Mai tuje galat nhi samaj rahi hu sweetheart, par tu toot jaayegi iss sab ke baad.
Sana: Mai jaanti hu. Par mai us baare me abhi soochna bhi nhi chahti. Dekh lenge jo hoga vo.
Pari: Muje pata nhi Sana. Teri aur bhai ke khushi me mai bahot khush hu. Par darti hu tum dono ke leye. Kahi yeh sab ke baad tum dono agar khud ko na sambhaal sako to?? Tu samaj rahi hai na, Tu usse apne sab kuch dene jaa rahi hai.
Sana: Vo to sambhaal lega apne aap ko. Aur mai bhi. Please Pari muje kuch mat bol, kuch mat puch. Iss waqt muje koi logics nahi chahiye.
Pari: Thek hai. Kar tuje jo karna hai. Mai hu tere sath. Abhi bhi aur hamesha bhi.
Sana hugged Pari. She was happy that she had come clear with Pari. But Pari was worried, because she can see the intensity of their love. This can make them or break them. And she was scared for the later.
Sana was walking down the corridor back to her room, when Sid caught her arm suddenly and took her behind one of the pillar. He brushed off the hair from her cheek and started stroking it.
Sid: Kaha gayi the?? Tu na dikhe to pareshaan ho jaata hu mai ab??
They both looked at each other, realising what Sid had said and knowing that fate had decided that they won't be seeing each other after this. They smiled sadly.
Sana: Vo mai Pari ke room me the.
Sid: Hmmm.
Sana: Tu yaha kya kar raha hai??
Sid: Tuje he dund raha tha. Tu thek hai??
Sana: Hmmmm
Sid: Nahi tu thek nhi hai. Bata?? Kya hua hai??
Sana: Kuch bhi nhi.
Sid: Sana???
Sana; Kuch nhi. Abhi Pari se baat ke maine. Vo hum dono ke leye pareshaan the.
Sid: Kyu??
Sana: Siddharth log andhe nhi hote. Logo ko nazar aata hai, hum dono ke beech jo chal raha hai. Pata nhi kis kis ko pata chala hai.
Sid: To tu kya chahti hai?? Hum sab kuch yahi stop kar de??
Sana: Maine yeh to nhi kaha. Par muje lagta hai tu yeh chahta hai.
Sid: Stop it Sana. Har baat ka galat matlab mat nikaal. Mai sirf tere leye bol raha tha.
Sana: To kya jis shiddatt se mai yeh chahti hu, tu nhi chahta??
Sid: Mai kya chahta hu, vo koi nhi samaj sakta.
Sana: To fir muje samja na Siddharth. Kyu nhi batata tu muje tere mann me kya chal raha hai, Tu kya chahta hai??
He looked at her sadly. And then his expression changed. He smiled with mischeif in his eyes. He bend and whispered in her ears.
Sid: Mai kya chahta hu na vo mai tuje aaj raat ko bataunga meri jaan.
He gave her a peck on her lips and left.
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Unspoken Past (Completed)
FanfictionSidnaaz meet after nine years. Whatever happened nine years back had left a scare on their hearts. Will they be able to overcome the pain and come together again?? Or is their ego so big, that they don't realize they are made for each other.
