Unspoken Past (Completed)

Sid Leaves For Dubai.

Sana opened her eyes to find Sid staring at her. She smiled at him. He kissed her forehead.
Sana: Mmmm. Good morning. Aaj tu mujse pehle kaisi uth gaya.
Sid: Tu bhul gayi hogi par aaj meri char baje ke flight hai aur meri kuch packing nhi hue hai.
The smile disappeared from her face. She felt her heart drop.
Sana: Ohh mai bhul he gayi. Chal mai fresh ho kar aati hu.
She had went in the washroom. Sid had picked her up in his arms last night and took her to bed. Sana was holding the photos in her hand. She had hugged him tight for a long time crying on his shoulder and he has coaxed her.
Sid: Moti aaj kal tu kuch zyaada he nhi rone lagi hai??
Sana: Tu yeh photos itne saalo se apne paas rakha hua hai. Koi kisi ko itna pyar kaisi kar sakta hai. Itne saalo me mai ne tujse itni nafrat ke, tujhe gussa nhi aaya??
Sid: Baby tu mujhse kabhi nafrat kar he nhi sakti. Vo to tera gussa tha, teri naarazgi the. Kyuki tu sach nhi jaanti the. To mujhe gussa kaisi aa sakta hai??
Sana: Jiju ne kaha ke tu usse har jagah le kar jaata tha??
Sid: Vo Adi kuch zyaada he bolta hai.
Sana: Siddhaarth jhut mat bol. Bata na sach mujhe.
Sana has pulled him by his collar.
Sid: Baby yeh photos na mere leye lifeline the jab hum sath nahi the. Tu yakeen nhi karegi. Mai kahi jaata aur mujhe tuj jaise koi dekhti, ya achanak koi incident yaad aata, ya teri yaad aati to mai jaha bhi hu mai bhag ke aata, usse dekhne ke liye. Fir maine yeh photos apne mobile me click kar leye the. Mujhe ajeeb sa sukun milta yeh dekh kar. Pehle mai yeh sath le jaata out of town jaate waqt. Par fir mai vo clicked pics se apna dil behlata. Par na us clicked photo me kuch maza nhi aata. Mobile me hote hue bhi mai isse apne sath lekar ghumta. Mujhe aise lagta ke tu mere aas paas he hai.
Sana: Aur yeh sab meri cheeze tujhe kaha mili??
Sid: Tu jab bhi mere room me aati kuch na kuch yaha chod jaati. Maine vo har ek cheez apne paas rakhi. Har, baar sochta ke tujhe wapas karu. Par tujhe de he nhi pata. Aur fir ek din tu hamesha ke leye naaraz ho kar gayi. Aur yeh mere paas reh gaye. Bahot zyaada dramatic lag raha hai na yeh. Isliye maine kabhi kisiko nhi bola yeh sab.
Sana: Dramatic nhi romantic hai yeh sab.
Sid: Dekh tu mera mazaak uda rahi hai ab. Isliye mai nhi batata kisiko.
Sana: Mai mazaak nhi uda rahi baby. Mujhe kabhi pata he nhi tha ke tu itna romantic hai.
Sid: Khabardaar tune kisiko bataya iss baare me.
Sana: Kyu na batau. Mera pati mujse itna pyar karta hai to kyu na batau.
Sid: To pati ka pyar, sirf patni ke leye hai. Duniya to dekhane ke liye nhi. Samajhi.
Sana: Nahi bataungi pagal. Yeh hum dono ke beech ke baat hai. Kisi aur ko jaanne ke koi zarurat nhi. I love you baby.
Sid: I love you too meri jaan.
Sid had cheered her up and they had talked and laughed till late at night. Sid has kissed her. He did not wanted to lose control like the previous night so had withdrawn as the kiss got more intense. He had then taken her in his arms and they had fallen asleep.
She will be sleeping in that bed alone tonight. The thought scared her. But she didn't wanted him to know about it. She felt she should not burden him with her fear of sleeping without him. She got ready and came out. Sid was doing something in his wardrobe.
Sana: Tu bag nikaal de mai teri packing kar deti hu.
Sid could see her face had gone pale, after he reminded her of him going today.
Sid: Baby pehle breakfast kar lete hai.
Sana: Abhi mann nahi hai. Mai baad me karti hu.
Sid: Nahi bilkul nhi. Hum sath me breakfast kar rahe hai.
Sana: Thek hai chal.
They went to the dinning hall and had breakfast in one plate. They have been doing this lately. Eating in one plate was giving them a different feeling. It felt like they are one. Sid feed her toast. He knew she likes to have plane toast and butter for breakfast. He insisted her to eat some eggs but she refused. She drank juice from his glass instead. He felt happy about it. They came back to the room. Sana was quite all along. It was Sid who was doing all the talking. Sana started packing Sid's stuff. Sid offered to help but she refused. He stood there looking at her. He was going to miss her terribly. This trip was the most difficult one for him. Staying away from her was going to kill him. But showing her his plight will make her more sad. Sid had to make a few phone calls. He was busy with that. He then went to meet Maa to her room. He sat with Maa and Chachi for a while. Checked on Viju and Ruhi. Ruhi was preparing for an entrance test. He told her to study hard and call him if she needs anything.
Sid entered the room to find Sana hugging his T-shirt, sitting on the sofa and crying her heart out. He rushed to her.
Sid: Sana, baby kya hua?? Tu aise kyu ro rahi hai.
Sana: Siddharth tu mat jaa na please. Mai nahi reh sakungi tere bagair. Please mat jaa.
Sid took her in his arms, feeling helpless.
Sid: Baby tujhe lagta hai maine koshish nhi ke hai yeh cancel karne ke. Mai khud nhi jaana chahta. Yeh meetings yeh sab kis leye the. Maine bahot try kiya sweetheart, par nhi ho paya.
Sana: Mujhe nhi pata. Tu nhi jaa raha hai bass.
Sid: Baby, this is not fair. Tu aise karegi to mere liye bahot mushkil ho jaayegi. Tu jitna chahti hai na, uthna mai bhi nhi jaana chahta. Par kya karu yaar majbur hu. Please tu pehle yeh rona band kar. Idhar dekh. Dekh meri taraf.
Sana: Nahi dekhna Mujhe.
Sid: Baby please na yaar. Tu to yaha sab ke sath hai. Khud ko distract to kar sakti hai mere jaane ke baad. Par mai to vaha akela jaa raha hu. Baby it's killing me to leave you and go. I'm going to miss you a hell lot then you realise. Aise ro kar mujhe mat bhej. Please meri jaan please.
Sana looked at him with teary eyes. She saw so much of pain and helplessness in his eyes. She then tried to calm down. She realised this was as difficult for him as it was for her. She hugged him tight and kissed his check.
Sana: I'm sorry baby.
Sid: Sorry mat bol. Tu bas aise ro mat. Tujhe aise rote hue mujse dekha nhi jaata.
Sana: Hmmm
She wiped her tears. And got up from the sofa.
Sana: Check karle teri sab cheeze maine rakh le hai. Yeh t-shirts nhi de rahi hu mai tujhe. Yeh mujhe chahiye. Raat me isse pehen kar sooungi.
She was walking towards the bed.
Sid: Baby idhar aa.
Sana went to him. He took her on the lap and hugged her tight. He was going to miss all this so much. He made her get up and walked to his suitcase, hiding his tears and agony from her. But Sana knew how he was feeling. She decided to not cry until he goes. It was making him weak. And she wants to be his strength not his weakness.
Sana: Maa se mil aaya ??
Sid: Ha mil liya. Maa bhi thoda upset the ke mai late aaya kal.
Sana: Ha mujhe laga he. Teri galti the vaha pe. Kaha tha na baba se daat padne wali hai.
Sid: Hmmm
Sana: Vaise tujhe itna late kyu hua.
Sid: Vo..... Vo meeting kuch late chali isliye.
Sana felt Sid had stuck on words while answering. But she brushed the thought away.
Sid: Chal baby lunch karte hai. Fir nikalna hai mujhe.
Sana: Thek hai chal.
She was about to walk when he pulled her by her arm and stopped her. He removed the card from his wallet, which she has returned to him in anger when she had come back from mohali and kept in her hand.
Sid: Tera card.
Sana: Siddharth mere paas.....
Sid: Just shut up baby
Sana smiled and closed her fingers on the card. He kissed her forehead.
Sid: Chale??
Sana: Hmmm.
They had lunch together. He called baba and chachu at the office to tell them he was leaving and bid them goodbye. Pari and Adi had also arrived. Sid had strictly refused for Sana to come to the airport. They had had an argument over it, but Sid was adamant over it and she had given in. Adi was to drop him at the airport. He had hugged Maa and Chachi. Sana was standing next to Pari. He took Pari in his arms and then kissed her forehead.
Sid: Iska khayaal rakh. I'm going to miss her yaar.
Sana was not looking at him. A fake smile on her face. She was trying to control her tears. He came towards her.
Sid: Jaau??
Sana shook her head.
Sid: Sana muh se bol. Jaau??
Sana: Jaa. Aur jaldi aa.
Sid hugged her. It was awkward as all were standing there.
Sana: Jiju airport aa sakte hai. Mai nahi na??
Sid: Fir mai jaa nhi paunga na Sana.
Sana nodded. He kissed her forehead and left.