Unspoken Past (Completed)

Wedding Ceremony.

Sana sat like a statue. The beautician and Pari together got her ready for the wedding. She wondered, why she is not feeling anything. She is feeling only one emotion and that is hatred and that too for only one person. The person she is about to marry. The beautician left. Pari looked at Sana through the mirror.
Pari: Tuje pata hai tu kitni pyaari lag rahi hai.
Sana: Ha thek vaisi he jaisi ek jaanwar lagta hai, uski bali dene se pehle.
Pari: Sana kya yaar tu yeh sab kyu bol rahi hai?? Mat bol na aise baby. Tu dekh bhai tuje bahot khush rakhenge. Vo tuje bahot mohabbat bhi dega.
Sana: Mujhe usse kuch nhi chahiye Pari samjhi tu, aur mohabbat to bilkul nhi.
Pari: Accha accha thek hai. Chup ho jaa. Itni takleef mat de khud ko.
Sid was ready in a kurta pajama. He didn't have anything more functional to wear. Little did he knew that he was going to get married so suddenly. He could not leave Sana in this situation. Aahaan shouldn't have done that. He did not knew if he should be angry or thankful to him. Sana was in lot of pain, and she has gone cold. Nothing was affecting her and this was worrying him. She was not at all happy in marrying him. He had seen so much hatred in her eyes for him that it scared him. She thinks he was doing a favour on her by marrying her, but she doesn't know that this was his only wish. To marry Sana. His Sana. The girl he loves so much. The girl whom he can die for. Happily. Sheetal barged in.
Sheetal: How can you do this Sid?? How can you marry her.
Sid: I can give my life for her. So don't ask how can I marry her. You very well know how I feel about her. So if she needs me, I will always be there for her. Sheetal I'm sorry ke maine tumse vo deal ke. Par Sana ke saamne mere leye aur kuch maine nhi rakhta.
Sheetal: You are a very mean person.
Sid: I'm sorry, if I have made you feel like this. But I can't help it.
Sheetal: Mai jaa rahi hu. Mera yaha rukne ka koi matlab he nhi banta.
Sid did not stop her. She was right. He has nothing to give her and it's best that she leaves.
Sana entered the shamiyaana. She was looking gorgeous. Sid was mesmerised by her beauty. Hasn't he dreamt of it all the time. He felt his heart will popped out of his chest. She stepped on the stage with the help of Pari. She looked up and Sid saw her eyes were cold. Don't do this baby. Don't look at me like this he pleaded with his eyes, but she looked away. The pandit started the rituals at exact time of the muhurat. During all the rituals Sana looked at Sid only two times. One during the time he had applied sindoor in her hair and second when he had put mangalsutra around her neck. Sid had got emotional. Her eyes met his and locked. She had wanted to look away, but she couldn't. As if her eyes, were stuck on him. It was when the panditji said something that the spell was broken. The ceremony was over and they took blessing of their elders. Sana felt as if she has been on an automatic mood. She wanted to react, she wanted to cry, she wanted to smile, but nothing was coming out. It felt like everything was blocked inside her. It was suffocating her. But she was not able to shove it away.
When they both went to take the blessings of Sana's papa, he stood with his hands folded in front of Sid. Sid took papa's hand in his.
Papa: Siddharth beta muje...
Sid: Uncle please, kuch mat kahiye. Bas aapka ashirwaad dijeye hame.
Papa: Hamesha khus raho beta. Bhagwaan tumhe duniya ke har khushi de.
Sana went and hugged his dad.
Papa: Muje maaf kar de meri bacchi. Muje maaf karde.
Sana: Papa roye nhi. Sab thek hai. Sab thek hai.
They took the blessings of chacha chachi, Maa baba. Maa took Sana's face in her hand and kissed her forehead.
Maa: Tuje to mere paas he aana tha. Hai na??
Sana nodded and hugged her tight.
Sana's head was aching by the the time the lunch was served. She didn't feel like eating anything. Sid and Sana were sitting next to each other on the decorated table for lunch. All the family members were sitting with them. Sana has not taken anything in her plate. Sid noticed that and served her.
Sana: Muje nhi chahiye.
Sid: Muje pata hai
Sana: Ha tuje sab pata hota hai.
Sid: Ha tere baare me to sab.
Sana: Accha mazzak hai.
Sid: Thek hai. Kha ab.
Sana: Nahi khaaungi.
Sid: Sab dekh rahe hai.
Sana: Muje koi farak nhi padta.
Sid: Tu abhi agar nhi khaayi to muje tuje khelana padega. Tu chahti hai mai yeh karu??
She looked at him angrily. And took a morsel from her plate.
Sana: Iska jawaab mai baad me dungi. Tuje lag raha hoga ke tu jeet gaya. Par tu jeeta nhi hai.
Sid: Mai tujse jeetna chahta bhi nhi Sana.
Sana: Bas kar mere sar me bahot dard hai.
Sid went quite. She looked tired. After lunch, he called Pari.
Sid: Pari Sana ko room me le jaa. Usko sar me dard hai. Aaraam karne de usko.
Pari gave a mischievous smile.
Sid: Kya?? Zyaada mat has. Jaa le jaa usko.
Pari: Abhi se apne wife ke khidmat kara rahe ho humse.
And it striked him hard. Wife. Sana his wife. He felt a sense of pride at that thought.
Sid: Bakwaas mat kar. Jaa abhi.
Pari laughed and went. She told Maa and took Sana to her room.
Pari: Tu soo jaa thodi der. Bhai bata rahe the ke tere sar me dard hai.
Sana: Yeh banda thakta nhi acting karke.
Pari: Vo acting nhi kar rahe hai Sana. Vo sach me fikar kar rahe hai teri. Chal chod tu soja thodi der.
Pari made her lay on the bed and left the room. And Sana fell into a deep sleep.
Sid was sitting with Adi. Pari came to them.
Sid: Sula diya na usko??
Pari: Bhai aap bole to lory bhi gaa aau??
Sid: Adi isse thoda kam bolne ke tution de. Kitna bolti hai yeh.
Adi: Bhai usne meri tution lagani hai. Muje baksh do.
Pari: Ha ha bhai ab meri baate to aapko khatkegi na.
Sid: Adi le jaa yaar usse.
Pari: Thek hai, thek hai. Jaa rahi hu. Par seriously bhai aapko khush dekhkar bahot khush hu mai. Kitne dino baad aapke ke zehre par yeh chamak dekh rahi hu.
Adi: Mai bhi khush hu. Mere bhai ko uska pyaar mil gaya.
Sid: Ha mai bhi khush hu yaar. Maine soocha he nhi ke aise kuch ho sakta hai aur vo muje mil sakti hai. Abhi thodi naaraaz hai par waqt ke sath sab thek ho jaayega. Mana lunga mai usse.
Sana got up to the banging on the door. She opened it to find Reet standing in the doorway.
Sana: Aani kya hua itne zoor zoor se kyu darwaaza knock kar rahi the.
Reet: Kabse knock kar rahi hu beta. Kitni gahri need soyi the tu. Shaam ke 6:00 baj rahe hai.
Sana: Pari kaha hai Aani.
Reet: Vo Udaipur ke hotel chali gayi beta. Chal ready ho jaa. Tuje aur Siddharth ko bhi jaana hai.
Sana: kyu?? Nahi nahi yahi thek hai.
Reet: Kuch thek nhi hai. Bhaisaab ne kaha hai. Tu ready ho jaa. Aur raat ke leye apne kapde bhi le le.
Sana: Aani kya hai yeh...
Reet: Aur sun kal tum chaaro vaha se mandir jaa rahe ho. Siddharth ko sab samjhaaya hai.
They was a knock and they both saw Maa standing in the doorway.
Maa: Mai aa jaau??
Reet: Aao na didi.
Maa came and hugged Sana. She then kissed Sana on her forehead. She gave a bag in her hand.
Maa: Sana mai chahti hu ke tu yeh sari kal mandir me jaate waqt pehne. Pehnegi na??
Sana nodded. It felt as if she doesn't have a say in anything. She was just doing what others wanted her to do. But Maa was different. She adores Maa.
Maa: Thek hai tu ready ho jaa. Mai chalti hu.
Maa left.
Sana: Aani aap logo ne yeh sab kya laga rakha hai?? Yeh hotel nhi hai??Udaipur bhejne ke kya zarurat hai??Muje nhi jaana.
Reet: Sana tuje kya ho gaya hai?? Tu kitni samjdaar hua karti the.
Sana: Nahi hu mai samajdaar ab. To kya kare.
Reet: Sana pareshaan na kar. Jaa ready ho jaa. Siddharth wait kar raha hai.
Sana saw that there was no option. There was no point in arguing with anyone now. She went to the bathroom, took a bath and got ready.
She wore a cream lehenga. Aani helped her in getting ready. She forced her to wear matching jewelry and red bangles. Sid's favorite. She remembered suddenly. She wanted to remove and throw them, but couldn't. Reet packed her night things and the Saree which Maa has given her to wear the next morning.
Sid was waiting outside, when Sana came out of her room with Reet. Their eyes met, Sid then looked at the bangles in her hand and Sana looked away. She was looking bewitching. His heart started beating faster. Reet handed over Sana's bag to Sid and they all walked to the car. Sid opened the car door for her and she climbed in.
Reet: Pahuch kar call karna beta.
Sid: Jee chachi.
Sid sat in the driver seat and they drove to Udaipur. Sana was looking out of the window. Sid knew she won't talk to him, but he ought to try.
Sid: Ab Sar dard kaisa hai tera??
Sana did not answer. She will not respond to him. Why did fate bring her to this point that she had to take favor from this man. This man, who has broken her heart time and again. She had given her heart to him nine years ago and he had so easily broken it. She had given herself to him, few days back and he had pushed her away. "One day out of the blue he announces his marriage to sheetal and then he takes pity on me and marries me. He makes me wear the necklace making me believe he had purchased it only for me and then he promises the other girl the same necklace on their wedding night. What a hypocrite this man is. He is so fake" Sana thought.
She was boiling with anger by the time they entered their room. Sid could see that he has to face a tougher challenge then he thought. She has gone all cold on him. He knew she was going to remove all the frustration on him, once they reach the room. He had decided he will handle everything calmly and maturely. Sana looked around to see the room decorated with flowers and candles.
Sana: Yeh sab ke kya zarurat the. Humne to shaadi se pehle he suhaagraat manayi hai. Hai na??
Sid looked in her eyes pleading.
Sid: Sana please. Don't.
Sana: To galat kya bola usme. Nahi manai??
Sid looked away. She went and sat on the sofa nearby and started removing the bangles from her hand roughly.
Sid: Sana chudiya dheere utaar lag jaayegi.
Sana: Lag jaane de. Ab dard nhi hota muje. Ab koi cheez ya dard kamzoor nhi bana sakta muje.
Sid: Sana tu aisi mat kar please. Aise kyu ho gayi tu??
Sana: Kaisi?? Pattar jaise?? Aise he bane rehna chahti hu mai taaki ab koi chot se farak na pade.
Sid went and kneeled in front of her. Trying to look in her eyes.
Sid: Meri vo pyaari si maasum si Sana kaha kho gayi??
Sana: Mar gayi vo. Maar daala hai maine usse. Khatam kar diya. Aaj tuje ek baat bata rahi hu. Muje ab kamzoor samajne ki galti mat karna. Mere pyaar ka jitna mazaak udaana tha uda liya tune. Ab mai tujse pyaar nhi karti. Isliye yeh mat samjna ke tere yeh drame se mai pighal jaaungi.
Sid was taken aback. How can she hate him so much. He got up to his feet.
Sid: Tera problem kya hai pata hai?? Ke tu bahot selfish hai. Tere dimag me sirf tu hai. Saamne waala kya sochta hai, kya chahta hai, kya feel karta hai isse tuje koi lena dena nhi hai. Bas Sana taklif me hai, Sana ke sath bura hua hai, Sana dukhi hai. Bas tu. Zara apne aas paas bhi dekh. Dusre log bhi hai jo dukhi hai, tere wajah se. Tere mummy papa. Tera bhai. Unhone tuje jo chahiye tha vo diya. Tu jaisa chahti the vaise kiya. Kuch sahi galat nhi dekha tere zidd ke aage. Par tuje vo kuch nhi dikhai de raha hai. Vo bichari Pari. Uski kal he shaadi hue hai. Usko apna time enjoy karna chahiye tha. Par vo tere sath lagi hue the. Aaj subah se. Yaha hotel par aayi to bhi chaar baar call kiya tuje puchne ke leye. Lekin tu bas apne baare me soochna.
Sana: Nahi soochna muje kisike baare me. Tu hai na. Sab par ehsaan karne wala. Bada daanveer bana firta hai
Sid: Tuje pata hai tujse baat karne ka koi fayda nhi hai. Tu sach me pagal ho gayi hai.
Saying that Sid left the room.