Sana woke up to see the bed empty. Where did he go?? Why does she have a feeling that Sid is behaving a little weird since yesterday. He had not spoken a lot. Though they made love with the same intensity and severity. She got up picked her clothes, wore them and went to her room.
Sid had left the room to go and talk to Ruhi. Sana has dozed off after they had made love. She was so sexy, yet innocent. Aahaan is a very lucky man. Now the time has come for him to drive her away again. He will do it before it is too late. "It is already too late siddharth" His brain shouted. And he agreed with his brain. Now he will have to think of a way to push her away. Should he talk to her directly and end this. But was it that easy??Parting mutually?? It can be. He should try talking to her. But now he has to talk to Ruhi. He knows Ruhi made a mistake. But she is just growing up and She can get carried away. He knocked on her door and she opened it. Her eyes were swollen. He came in and held her in his arms. She started crying.
Ruhi: Sorry bhai. I'm sorry.
Sid: Shhh. Koi baat nhi. Ho jaati hai galti. Hum sab se hue hai, apne apne time pe. Par pata hai kya Ruhi kisi pe bhi aise bharosa nhi karte. Tumne pehle he baar usse paise nhi dene chahiye the. Help ke baat nhi hai. Hum apne friends ko help karte hai. Par kya tum usse acche se jaanti thi?? To agar vo apne student se paise mangta hai to galat hai na?? Aur student se involve hona aur bhi galat.
Ruhi: Mai samaj gayi bhai. Mujse bahot badi galti ho gayi. Aage se dhyaan rakhungi.
Sid: Agar life me kabhi bhi tumko problem aaye to tum pehle mere pass aaogi. Thek hai??
Ruhi: Thek hai.
Sid: Promise??
Ruhi: Promise.
Sid: Accha abhi apna mood aur huliya thek karo aur us choreographer ko thoda dance sikhaao.
They both laughed and Sid kissed her forehead. He got out of Ruhi's room. Sheetal was coming today. She had messaged him. He will go to receive her. As they were all going to practice, he better get out from here. This will give him time to think. He needs to be away from Sana to plan something to drive her away from him. He told chachu and left to the airport.
Sana came to the dining area. Pari was sitting there with Aani and Maa. They were discussing about the haldi function that was on the next day after the sangeet. She went and sat with them.
Maa: Ruhi kaha hai, aaj dikhaayi he nhi de vo??
Reet: Vo thek nhi lag raha tha usse. Abhi usse thoda khila ke aa rahi hu. Boli aa rahi hu thodi der me.
Pari looked at Sana. Adi must have told her. Shehbaaz and Viju came along. They took there plate from the buffet laid on the table. Sid was not to be seen. Where was he?? What was going on??
Sheetal was happy that Sid has picked her from the airport. She hugged him and they drove to the hotel.
Sheetal: I was surprised. Tumne kaha tha tum gaadi bhejo ge. Tumhe dekh kar to mere khushi ka thikaana nhi raha.
Sid: Accha??
Sheetal: You know I love you.
Sid chuckled.
Sheetal: And I know you love Sana.
Sid: Saala saari duniya ko maalum hai hamare pyaar ke baare me. Aise kya karte hai hum ke sab jaan gaye hai.
Sheetal: Kuch karne ke zarurat he nhi hai. Tum dono jis tarah dekhte ho ek dusre ko vo he sab bol deta hai.
Sid: Pata nhi.
Sheetal: Vaise muje vo pasand nhi hai. Par tumhari problem kya hai??
Sid: Vo nhi bata sakta.
Sheetal: kyu??
Sid: Mere apne reasons hai.
Sheetal: Pata nhi, but I really love you and want to marry you. Aur such bolu to tumhare name aur fame ke bhi zarurat hai muje.
Sid: Fir mera pyaar na mila to bhi chalega??
Sheetal: Pyaar to eventually ho he jaayega tumhe mujse.
Sid: Accha??
Sheetal: Nothing is impossible Sid.
Sid chuckled and Sheetal gave him a stare.
Sid: No, but I liked you honesty. Tum mujse name Or fame ke leye shaadi karna chahti ho. Mai tumse pyar karu ya na karu that's irrelevant to you.
Sid and Sheetal reached the hotel. Sheetal's laguage was taken away. They both saw Maa and Chachi sitting with the others in the dining area and walked their way. Sana was sitting with her head down listening to want Pari was telling her.
Reet: Are sheetal, tum aa gayi beta. Welcome, welcome.
Sana looked up to see Sid and Sheetal entering the dinning area. She didn't understand what was going on.
Reet: Bataya tumhare chacha ne ke tum sheetal ko pick karne gaye ho.
Sheetal came and hugged Maa and Chachi. She came around and hugged Pari, totally ignoring Sana. Sana was looking at Sid with confusion in her eyes. When did he go?? Why did he not tell her??
Sheetal: Hi Sana.
Sheetal gave her a fake smile and she reciprocated back in the same way. Sheetal sat next to Maa and Sid next to Sheetal. Sana was angry with him. He should at least have told her that he is going to pick Sheetal up. But why should he. "Because he is mine'. She told her brain. And it went quite. She will not talk to him, until he comes and explain why he did that.
They all got up and went for practice as the choreographers have arrived. Sana also went as she saw Aahaan come to rehearse for their song together.
Sid left to his room. He didn't wanted to answer any of Sana's questions. He went and lay on the bed. He was tired and fell into a deep sleep. He got up with a start as his mobile was ringing.
Adi: Kaha hai tu??
Sid: Kya?? Room, me.
Adi: Lunch nhi karni??
Sid: Lunch?? Kya time hua hai??
Adi: 1:30 ho raha hai bhai. Aaja lunch karte hai.
Sid: Oh ok. Aata hu.
Sid freshen up and went to the dining hall. He took his plate and went to sit with Adi.
Adi: Maa kasam pair ke waat lag gayi. Dance kar kar ke.
Sid: Bada shauk tha na tum logo ko yeh nautanki ka?? Bhugto ab.
Adi: Tujhse aise he baat ke umeed the. Bahot kamina hai tu.
He looked around, but Sana was not to be seen and nor Aahaan. Where were they?? Pari came and sat across.
Sid: Ruhi kaha hai?? Thek hai vo??
Pari: Vo choreographer ko hairaan kar ke rakha hai. Ro dega bichara ab vo.
They all laughed
Sid: Good.
Pari: Kya good bhai. Zara jaake samjhao usse.
Sid: Karne de usse Pari. Mai chahta hu ke vo hamesha aise he rahe. Usse dekh kar muje kisi ke yaad aati hai. Aur waqt ne uss kisi ko kitna change kar diya. Mai Ruhi ko hamesha aise he bindass aur khush dekhna chahta hu.
Pari and Adi looked at each other, but didn't say anything. They all knew he was talking about Sana. He got up and went. Chachi called him and he went and sat with her. Some guests had some problems in their room chachi told him to look after it.
Sid: Aap tension thoda kam liya karo. Buddi lagne lagi ho ab.
Reet: Hayee sacchii?? Nahi nhi leti koi tension abhi.
Sid laughed
Sid: Accha Chachi yeh Sana kaha gayi hai??
Reet: Are vo to Aahaan ke sath udaipur gayi hai.
Sid: kya??
Reet: Maine mumbai se kuch saaman mangaaya tha. Vo udaipur me aane waala tha. Viju aur Shehbaaz to koi guest ko receive karne gayi, to maine usse gaadi se jaane ko kaha. Aahaan bola vo chala jaata hai Sana ke sath. Accha hai na, dono ek dusre ko jaan lenge. Sana ke mummy se aaj baat ke. Vo to bahot khush hai. Kal aa rahe hai na uske mummy papa bhi.
Sid sat motionless. Why was it affecting him so much. He was trying to drive her away. Now she is going afar on her own. Then it shouldn't be a problem for him. But he has a problem. Stop it Siddharth. You will not have her, you don't want anyone to have her. What are you playing at?? Just control your emotions and fuck off from her life. He told himself.
It was seven in the evening. The sun has set a while back and there was a drizzle outside with thunderstorm. He was pacing the floor, in the lobby. Sana and Aahaan had not yet returned. He sat on the sofa, tired of pacing the floor. He saw a motorbike enter inside and to his horror, he saw Aahaan and Sana get off the bike. They were both wet. They removed their helmet. Aahaan said something and Sana laughed aloud. As they walked in the lobby. Sid stood up. He was stunned. He didn't knew, they had gone on a bike. He felt like someone has punched him. They both were wet. Water falling off their clothes.
Aahaan: Hi Sid.
Sid didn't even look at him. He was looking directly at Sana.
Sid: Itna late ho gaya. Ek call to kar sakti the tu??
Sana looked at Aahaan's surprised face.
Sana: Aahaan tum jaao. Mai aati hu. And thank you so much.
Aahaan: Anytime baby.
Aahaan left. Sana too started walking through the corridor, very angry on Sid. How dare he questions her, when he had gone without telling her in the morning. She went into her room and kept the parcel which Reet has told her to bring. Sid barged in. She didn't turn to look at him.
Sid: Itni kya busy the ke call nhi kar saki??
Sana: Jisi karna tha usse kar diya tha.
Sid: kya matlab??
He pulled her arm and she turned around
Sana: Aani ko call kar ke bataya tha. Tuje kyu batau?? Tu us sheetal ko lene gaya tha, to bataya tha??
Sid: Bijli chamak rahi the, to pareshaan ho gaya, isliye pucha. It's ok. I understand.
Sana: Par muje samaj nhi aa raha tu aisa kyu kar raha hai mere sath??
Sid: Aur kya kiya maine??
Sana: Tu usse lena gaya. Muje bataya bhi nhi??
Sid: Mai tuje kyu batau. Mera mann hua chala gaya mai. Tera mann kiya chali gayi tu bike pe. Aur jis halat me tu aayi hai?? Accha impression padega logo pe?? Vaise muje koi problem nhi hai. It's your life.
Sana: Kya impression Siddharth??
Sid: Kuch nhi chod. Mai yeh kehne aaya hu ke ab yeh hum khatam karte hai. Hamare beech jo hai.
Sana stood there looking stunned. But she was too angry too.
Sana: Thek hai fine. Agar tuje khatam karna hai. It's ok. Kar de khatam. Mai nhi aaungi tujhse gid gidaane is baar.
Sid: Good.
He turned around to go. She ran to him and hugged him from behind.
Sana: Mat jaa aise. Please.
Sid: Sana Mai thak gaya hu yaar. Please mera piccha chod de.
He remove her arm from him and walked out. Sana was in a shock. What was this all about. Just because she went with Aahaan he is driving her away?? No no, this has started since yesterday, Since he knew Sheetal was coming. He wants to distance with me because of Sheetal?? But he had said he doesn't love her. "He is saying all this because he is angry with me" she thought.
Sana: Mai usse pyaar se mana lungi. Kuch nhi. Sab thek hoga.
She said it loudly consoling herself. She changed and went for dinner. All were sitting on a long table together. She saw Sid sitting next to Sheetal. He was serving her a salad. She felt a pain in her heart. He had never served her anything openly. Theirs was always an secret thing and he never wanted it to make it public. As if he was ashamed of her. She went and sat next to Viju and Pari. Sid was not even looking at her. All his attention was just for Sheetal. Don't do this Siddharth. Don't do this to me. She pleaded to him silently. As if he heard her, he looked up to see the pain in her eyes. He forcefully looked away.
Sid: Maa, baba, chachu, chachi. Mai sab ko ek baat bolna chahta hu.
Chachi: Aise lag raha hai ke tu apni shaadi announce kar raha hai.
Sana looked at Sid with fear in her eyes. He was not looking at her. He smiled at chachi.
Sid: Aapne ekdum sahi kaha chachi. Mai aur Sheetal shaadi karne waale hai. Yaha se Mumbai jaate he.
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Unspoken Past (Completed)
FanfictionSidnaaz meet after nine years. Whatever happened nine years back had left a scare on their hearts. Will they be able to overcome the pain and come together again?? Or is their ego so big, that they don't realize they are made for each other.