Unspoken Past (Completed)

Longing For Each Other

Pari has hugged Sana when Sid had left. They were both sitting in the garden.
Sana: Vo jaldi aayega na??
Pari: Ha Sana. Tu itna kyu emotional hoti hai bhai ko lekar. Mai jaanti hu tum dono ek dusre se bahot pyar karte ho. Par yeh intensity jo tum dono me hai, vo bahot kam logo me dekhne ko milti hai.
Sana: Pari, Siddharth hamesha mujhe chod kar gaya hai. Ab mai jaanti hu ke kyu gaya. Par fir bhi mujhe darr lagta hai kahi aur kuch ho jaayega, kahi mere bhalai ke leye ya koi aur reason se vo mujhe chod ke na jaaye.
Pari: Pagal hai kya tu?? Tum dono ab husband wife ho. Tumhara baby aane wala hai. Bhai ab kaha jaayenge???
Sana: Nahi jaayega na??
Pari: Bilkul nhi.
Sana: Kyuki mujhme ab taakat nhi, usse wapas lane ke.
Pari: Tu yeh sab kyu soch rahi hai pagal. Accha sooch na. Ab sab accha hai aur aise he rehega. Samjhi??
Sana: Hmmm.
Pari had left when Adi came to pick her up. Sid had called before boarding the plane. She had been sitting in Maa's room. She was dreading to go to hers. It's going to feel so empty now that he has left. Chachi too joined them.
Sana: Aani parso Doctor ka appointment lena hai.
Reet: Kyu kuch problem ho raha hai kya abhi??
Maa: Kya hua beta. Doctor ne to next month bulaya hai na??
Sana: Aaaaaa.. Nahi mujhe doctor se kuch puchna hai??
Reet: Kya beta??
Sana: Vo.... Aani mujhe do din pehle back pain ho raha tha to maine usse call kiya tha. Usne check up ke leye bulaya.
Reet: Back pain?? Tu ne bola kyu nhi??
Sana: Are thodi der ke leye hua, fir chala gaya. Mai sooch rahi hu ab jab bulaya hai to chali jaati hu.
Reet: Thek hai Parso chalte hai fir.
Sana: Nahi aani meri parso shoot hai to Mai vahi se chali jaaungi.
Maa: Par beta tum akele...
Sana: Are Maa regular check up to hai. Mai chali jaaungi.
She came to the room. The scent of his perfume teased her nostrils. She removed her mobile and messaged him
Sana: I love you so much baby❤❤❤
Sana has received Sid's message at eight.
Sid: I love you too meri jaan. Missing you already. Hotel me check in karke call karta hu.
Sana was having dinner when her mobile rang. It was Sid's.
Sana: Check in kar liya??
Sid: Hmmm. Tu kya kar rahi hai??
Sana: Khaana kha rahi hu. Tu ne dinner kiya??
Sid: Nahi.
Sana: Kyu??
Sid: Aise he.
Sana: Ja pehle kuch kha le. Fir hum aaraam se baat karenge.
Sid: Ok sweetheart.
Sana felt Sid was missing home. He had called Maa too and told her that he has reached safely. Sana went to her room and called Sid. She kept a cheerful voice not wanting Sid to know she was missing him too much.
Sid: Ho gaya dinner??
Sana: Hmmm
Sid: Accha se khaaya??
Sana: Haa baba. Tune dinner me kya khaya? ?
Sid: Nahi kiya maine dinner.
Sana: Kyu baby??
Sid: I'm missing you yaar. I'm missing you every moment.
Sana: Par mai to yahi hu na?? Tere pass?? Tu mujhe hamesha samjata hai na?? Ab tu kamzor kaise pad sakta hai?? Aise mat kar baby.
Sid: Hmmm mai thek hu sweetheart.
Sana: Accha bata Air hostess kaisi the??
Sid: Kya?? Baby tu bhi na....
Sana: Flirt to nahi kiya na uske sath??
Sid: Tujhe lagta hai mai aise kisi se bhi flirt karta hu??
Sana: Maine to dekha hai. Udaipur se aate jaate.
Sid: Mai nahi vo kar rahi the.
Sana: Ha aur tu enjoy karta hai na??
Sid: Baby you are impossible.
Sana: Impossible kya. Kahi bhi jaao, ladkiya bass muh khula rakh kar dekhti rehti hai tujhe.
Sid: Ab yeh kuch zyada ho raha hai.
Sana: Are sach me.
Sid: Mujhe nhi pata. Mai dhyaan nhi deta.
Sana: Chal jhuthe. Bada aaya mujhe nhi pata. Tujhe sab pata hai. Ab yeh acting band kar apni.
Sid: Kya hum koi aur topic me baat kar sakte hai please??. Yeh bahot awkward hai.
Sana: Awkward kya?? Tu enjoy karta hai yeh. Mujhe pata hai.
Sid: Sana tu meri taang khichna band karegi?? Mai koi enjoy nahi karta. Mujhe bas ek he ladki ke attention chahiye aur vo mujhe mil rahi hai aur mai enjoy kar raha hu.
Sana: Dhat boring insaan.
Sid: Are you insane. Mai tujhe bol raha hu, ke mai sirf teri attention enjoy karta hu aur tu mujhe yeh sab bol rahi hai??
Sana: Aur nhi to kya.
Sid: Pagal hai tu.
She giggled and he just wanted to get up from that boring hotel room, get on the next flight and run home to take her in his arms and kiss her breathless.
Sana: Chal ab Tu kuch khaa le aur so jaa. Kal tera early shoot hai na??
Sid: Hmmm
Sana: I love you Siddharth
Sid: I love you meri jaan. Bye.
Sana: Bye.
Sana was scared to sleep. She was scared that she may have that dream again, if she is not in Sid's arms. She called her mom and spoke to her. She saw a movie. Her mind not into it. She knew she should sleep but she was avoiding it.
Sid woke up at three. He looked in his mobile to see Sana's dp. She had put the pic of the photo she had found in his cupboard. The one where he is holding her close and they both are looking into each other's eyes. He thought of reading their chats and he saw, Sana online. Sid immediately called her. She picked up the call in a second.
Sid: Sana?? Baby tu abhi tak soyi kyu nhi??
Sana: Aise he
Sid: Aise he?? Kya matlab??
Sana: Kuch nhi. Tu kyu jaga hai??
Sid: Meri to neend abhi khuli. Kya problem hai bol na baby??
Sana: Vo mujhe dar lagta hai.
Sid: Kis baat ka darr baby??
Sana: Agar mai so gayi aur mujhe vo sapna fir se aa gaya to??
Sid: Sweetheart, par itne din se to nhi aaya na??
Sana: Vo roz mai tere baho me soti hu na Siddharth. Par aaj tu nhi hai.
Sid: Sana?? Meri jaan?? Yeh kya pagal pan hai. Tu aise thodi jaag sakti hai?? Chal so jaa.
Sana: Ha soti hu thodi der me.
Sid: Thodi der me nhi. Abhi. Mai mobile on rakh raha hu. Tu so jaa. Thek hai??
Sana: Thek hai.
Sana lay on the bed and fell asleep within few minutes. Sid smiled when he heard her breath got steady. He then disconnected the call and went to sleep.
Sid and Sana were both busy the next day. Sid's shoot had just started and Sana's recording. They had exchanged some messages, but not much. But they spoke at length at night. Sana fell asleep speaking to Sid and Sid disconnect the call. She went to the doctor the next day after her shoot, which she will be doing for a shampoo company. The doctor told her they can do it. But will have to be a little careful. She explained to her in length, how it works and assured her that it will not harm the baby in any way. Sid had called her after dinner.
Sid: Baby doctor ke paas gayi the??
Sana: Ha jaakar aayi baby.
Sid: To??
Sana: To kya??
Sid: Abe moti doctor ne kya bola?? Tu kuch puchne gayi the na??
Sana: Accha vo?? Nahi doctor ne mana kiya Siddharth. Vo boli delivery tak kuch bhi nhi.
Sid: You must be joking. That means almost six months??
Sana: Ha.
Sid: Baby tu ek kaam kar. Tu tere mummy ke ghar jaa thode din. Nahi ruk mai he yahi reh jaata hu. Nahi par mai tere bagair reh nhi sakta. Thek hai mai control kar lunga. Koi nhi. We will adjust. Ab jab doctor mana kar rahi hai to hum kuch kar nhi sakte na baby?? Tu tension mat le. We will be fine.
Sana: Siddharth, kitna bol raha hai tu.
Sid: Oh sorry baby. Kuch nhi all is ok.
Sana: Nahi all is not ok. Admit kar ke tujhe farak pad raha hai. You want it as much as I do.
Sid: You don't know how much I want it sweetheart. Par ab jab mana kiya hai to kya kar sakte hai??
Sana: Kuch mana nhi kiya hai.
Sid: Kya?? What did you say??
Sana: Doctor ne kaha ke hum kar sakte hai. Koi problem nahi hai.
Sid: Moti mai tujhe bahot maarunga. Bahot taang khichne lagi hai tu aaj kal meri. Dekhta hu rukh tujhe mai aakar. Aise bed se band ke rakhunga na, ke hil he nhi paayegi. Pura weekend bas room se bahar jaane nhi dunga.
Sana: Accha?? Aur ghar walo ko kya bolega??
Sid: Vo mai dekh lunga.
Sana: Pagal hai tu. But I love you.
Sid: I love you too baby. And I'm super excited about this weekend.
Sana: Ha mai bhi.
Sid was so happy. He wanted this reunion to be special. He will have to plan something. He knew Sana too had her weekend off. He wanted her for himself this weekend. Without anyone disturbing them. He dialled Adi's number.