Unspoken Past (Completed)

Interaction

Sid looked away and shifted away from Sana, laying on his back looking at the ceiling. They both knew that they were hungry for each other. Sana came near him and rested her head on his chest hugging him. He too encircled his arms around her. He wanted to calm his libido. It was killing him. And Sana half laying over him was not helping at all. But he still didn't wanted her to be away from him.
Sana: I'm sorry Siddharth.
Sid: Kyu baby??
Sana: Kuch nhi.
He shifted and took her face in his hand. She lifted her face to look at him.
Sid: Kya hua??
Sana: Nahi kuch nhi.
Sid: Baby yeh bata, aaj tu itni disturbed kyu lag rahi the. Kya hua tha.
She went in his arms, hiding her face in his neck, encircling her arms around him again. She hugged him tighter.
Sana: Siddharth maine vo sapna fir se dekha. Mujhe bahot ghabrahat hoti hai jab mai vo sapna dekhti hu. Mujhe bahot darr lagta hai.
Sid: Kis baat ka dar meri jaan?? Bata mujhe tu. Mai tera yeh darr dur karne ke leye kuch bhi kar sakta hu.
Sana: Mujhe lagta hai ke agar tu mujse dur hogaya to?? Mai mar jaaungi siddharth. Nahi reh sakti tere bagair Mai. Tu baar baar chala jaata hai. Agar fir kuch ho gaya hamare beech aur tu mujse dur ho gaya to??
Siddharth got up with her and sat on the bed making her sit on his lap. He made her face him and looked directly in her eyes.
Sid: Sana, baby dekh mere taraf. Aaj Mai tujhe promise karta hu, ke Mai tujhe chod kar kahi nhi jaaunga. Mera bass ab ho gaya. Ab kisi bhi halat me kisike bhi kehne par, Mai tujse dur nhi hone wala. Tu agar mujhe kahegi to bhi nhi. Tu meri jaan hai. Ha, ab meri maut he mujhe tujse dur kar sakti hai.
Sana hit him on his arm.
Sana: Aise baate mat kar.
Sid: Sorry, sorry.
Sana: Abhi to hamara baby aane wala hai. Siddharth mujhe to beta chahiye. Tere jaisa handsome.
Sid: Chance he nhi. Mujhe beti chahiye bilkul tere jaisi.
Sana: Siddharth....
Sid: Baby it feels so good. Ab mai kuch aisa nhi hone dunga, jisse hum dono me kuch bhi problem ho.
Sana: Par tu jaa raha hai na??
Sid: Kaha??
Sana: Dubai. Mujhe fir se akela chod ke.
Sid: Aise mat bol meri jaan.
Sana: Siddharth Tu consider bhi nhi kar raha hai.
Sid: Sana tu jaanti hai yeh kitna mushkil hai. Contract sign ho chuka hai. Logo ka bahot saara paisa laga hai. Tu chaahe to chal mere sath.
Sana: Nahi iss haalat me nhi. Par tu mat jaa na.
Sid: Baby aise mat kar. Mujhe bhi accha nhi lag raha. Tere bagair nhi rehna hai ab mujhe. Isliye bol raha hu ghar walo se mai baat karta hu tu chal.
Sana: Nahi nahi mat baat kar. Dekh raha hai na meri haalat. Tu vaha busy rehega. Fir meri tabiyat ka kuch ho gaya to tujhe tension. Mai yahi thek hu. Tu jaa.
Sid: But baby, I will miss you na.
Sana: I will miss you tooo. Kab jaana hai??
Sid: Next week.
There was a knock on the door. Suresh called out.
Suresh: Bhaiya...
Sid ignored at First he wanted to be lost in his wife's beautiful arms.
Sana: Siddharth Suresh knock kar raha hai.
Sid: Rehne de. Chala jaayega.
He called out again.
Suresh: Bhaiya...
Sid: Yeh Suresh bhi hamare pyaar ka dushman hai.
Sana giggled and he was the happiest.
Sid: Hayeee, meri jaan. Teri iss hasi pe to meri puri zindagi kurbaan.
Suresh knocked again.
Sana: Jaa ab. Vo kab se awaaz de raha hai.
Sid got up and moved to the door.
Sid: Aa raha hu yaar, Suresh. Sabar to kar.
He opened the door and found Suresh standing with a glass of milk on the tray.
Suresh: Yeh Maa ne bhabhi ke leye bheja hai. Kab se knock kar raha hu. Mujhe dusre bhi kaam hai.
Suresh grumbled. Sid took the tray from his hand.
Sid: Shaadi nhi hue hai na beta teri. Isliye kuch pata nhi. Kab se bol raha hu kar le. Tu sunta he nhi hai.
Suresh: Bhaiya aap ne kar le na?? Kaafi hai. Ab mere piche mat pado aap. Dudh pila dena bhabhi ko.
Sid: Ha ha pata hai, pata hai.
Suresh: Aur ha. Maa ne kaha hai bhabhi ko dawai bhi dena hai.
Sid: Ok boss. Aur kuch??
Suresh: Aur kuch nhi. Faltu me pair dukha diye mujhe yaha khada kar ke.
Sid: Jaata hai kya, yehi pair todd ke de du tere hath me.
Suresh: Ja raha hu. Jaa raha hu.
Suresh left and Sid smiled. He closed the door and went to Sana.
Sid: Yeh lo jee madam dudh piyo.
Sana: Yeh tum sab mujhe khelane pilaane kyu lag jaate to. Yeh nahi peena mujhe.
Sid: Oh hello. Yeh Maa ne bheja hai aur hamare Suresh sir ke bhi instructions hai ke tumhe yeh pilaa du. Chalo jaldi se khatam karo isse ab.
Sana: Siddharth sahi me mann nhi hai. Please...
Sid: Sana, sweetheart isme koi laad nhi. Tumne suna nhi doctor ne kya kaha?? Tum bahot weak ho. Aise nhi chalega. Tumhe apna dhyan rakhna padega. Mai ab hu. Next week chala jaaunga tab tumko yeh sab cheezo ka dhyaan rakhna padega.
Sana: Baby please apne jaane ke baat mat karo. Laa de pee leti hu mai.
She drank the milk, closing her eyes in one go and gave the glass to Sid.
Sana: Lo jee pee leya ab khush.
Sid: Ha bahot. Ab medicine le.
Sana: Hayee, yeh bhi baaki hai ab.
Sid: Sana tera bahot nakra hai ha. Bahot tang kar rahi hai mujhe.
Sana: Thek hai, thek hai le rahi hu. Par pehle mujhe kiss de.
Sid bend and gave her a peck on her lips.
Sid: Le.
Sana: Kanjuss.
He chucked, he would have loved to kiss her hot lips. He was craving for it. But was scared that he may lose control. She was in her initial days of her pregnancy. He didn't wanted to take any risks. He was scared he may harm the baby, if they lose control and make love. He kept the glass on the side table and sat on the bed, resting his back to the pillow.
Sid: Idhar aa mere paas.
She went to him and he took her to him, encircling his arms around her neck and bringing her closer, so that she can lean on his chest. She looked up and he removed a lock of hair from her face, looking lovingly into her eyes.
Sana: Siddharth tujhe kuch batana hai.
Sid: Kya sweetheart??
Sana: Mujhe lagta hai, nahi in fact mujhe yakeen hai ke mai ne conceive tab kiya jab hum udaipur uss cottage me gaye the.
Sid was stunned to hear this. He sat up in his place took her face in his hand. He got emotional. Tears formed at the back of his eyes.
Sid: Kya?? Matlab tuje kaise pata baby.
Sana: Vo maine days calculate kiye, usse hisaab se to mera andaza sahi hai.
Sid crushed Sana to him.
Sid: Matlab jab hum ek hue, lade, zagde, mile, dur hue, yeh sab time Tu pregnant the hamaare baby se??
Sana: Hmmm.
Sid: O God. This is miraculous. I can't believe this. Mai express nahi kar pa raha hu baby Mai kya feel kar raha hu.
Sana: Mai samaj sakti hu. Jab mujhe pata chala ke mai pregnant hu, to maine pehle mobile uthaaya tuje call karne ke leye.
Sid: To kiya kyu nhi.
Sana: Kyuki Tu mujhe chod gaya tha.
Sid: I'm sorry baby. Mujhe ab samaj aa raha hai, ke tu kaise feel ke hogi, jab tujhe pata chala hoga tab. Maine aise idiotic harkat ke the. Tu kitna akela mehsoos ke hogi. Mai jitni bhi maafi mangu na iss cheez ke leye vo kam hai.
Sana went into his embrace and closed her eyes, smelling in the scent of him and feeling blissful.
Sid: Neend aa rahi hai?? Sona hai??
Sana: Nahi. Aise he reh bass. Accha lag raha hai.
Sid: Baby let jaa na comfortably.
Sana: Bola na aise he reh.
Sid: Ok thek hai.
He chuckled and sat, not moving. After few minutes he realised she has dozing off. He lay on the bed taking her along with him and switching off the lights on his side. Life was so beautiful and so was his wife. He was the happiest man in the world and was planning to remain the same.