A Lost Object [h.s]

Chapter 50

Aurora

Three days later we were back in Boston. I went searching for answers to my questions and I think after speaking to Liam my questions were answered. My mind was clear. I was ready to continue my studies. I was ready to face Harry again. When I got home from the airport at three in the morning my mother had completely lost it. It was safe to say that she was absolutely upset and disappointed in me. She said I can't run away from my problems. That's where she was wrong. I absolutely can and I certainly will if I need to do so again.

There was a letter sitting on my bed when I went to my room. There was no doubt it was from Harry, meaning that he had probably been in my room while I was gone. I didn't know how to feel about that. I sat down on the bed with the letter in my hands.

"To my future wife,

I miss you. These past few days have been lonely without you. I hate being alone. All my life I've felt alone even when I'm surrounded by people. Most nights I'm up, three in the morning with a heavy heart and clouded thoughts. I don't feel that way when I'm with you. You are my safe haven Aurora.  

I haven't been up to much since you left. Actually, I went shopping for a suit for the big day. I wasn't sure if there was a specific color you wanted, but I did remember you saying the color theme was blue and pink, and black seemed too plain for a princess wedding. I think you'll like what I have picked out. I hope you're well.

All the love, H"

It was such a beautiful feeling to know that Harry thought me as his safe haven. I'd be whatever it is he needed if it meant he would never have to feel alone ever again. I understood him when he said he felt alone even when surrounded by people. There was a time in my life where I felt like that. It was one of the worst feelings in the world.

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I was up early and ready to study for finals the next day. I felt ready and confident. There was no doubt in my mind that I wasn't going to pass my finals. My head was clear of unnecessary thoughts and filled with everything I needed to know in order to ace these exams. I quickly fixed myself up breakfast before starting my long day of studying. I was accepting absolutely no distractions today.

A knock had came at the door as I was heading upstairs with my food. I stepped back down, unlocking the door.

"Hey"

"Harry. What are you doing here?"

He held out a folder towards me, "My mum wanted me to drop this off to your mother" I averted my eyes from his to the folder. I grabbed it from him giving him a nod. Harry stood opposite of me with his hands behind his back.

"Can I come in?" No distractions Aurora.

"Sure." Expect for one. I couldn't bring myself to say no to Harry. I didn't want him thinking that I was pushing him away, that'll make him feel even lonelier. I'm his safe haven.

Harry and I had went up to my room. I locked the door just incase my mother decided to barge in. Harry laid on the bed, pulling the covers over his body. He closed his eyes and within seconds he was fast asleep. Maybe he just needed somewhere quiet to rest.

I sat at my desk where all my material was to study. I had spent two hours trying to cram all the necessary information into my brain before I decided it was best if I took a break. My brain would've exploded if I hadn't. I leaned back on the chair, jumping in surprise at the sudden human contact on my shoulders.

"Relax" Harry's voice sounded from behind me. I let out a deep breath and closed my eyes, relaxing into his touch as he massaged my shoulders. It felt really good actually.

"Why did you leave?"

My eyes opened at Harry's question. "What?"

"Did you leave to get away from me?"

"What? No of course not, It was just a little break from school before finals. Odyssey and I go every year honest, don't take it personally."

"That's not what your mother told me"

"What did she tell you?" Harry had stopped massaging my shoulders. I was getting a bit nervous. What could she have possibly told him? Why was she even telling my business to Harry in the first place. She had no right. Harry walked from behind the chair, now standing in front of me

"She said that you left to get away from me. You don't have to lie about it if that's why. I understand."

"That's not true."

"Okay." He shrugged.

"Okay" I responded.

"Come with me." Harry left the room, going downstairs. I stood up from the chair and followed after him. He was already outside by the time I got downstairs. I slipped on my shoes then went outside. Harry told me to get in the car, I did as told getting in the passengers side. He pulled away from the curb and sped off to the road.

"Where are we going?"

"A place." twenty minutes later we arrived at an empty parking lot. Harry got out of the car and went around to open my door. He motioned for me to get out. I did as told, standing outside waiting for his next instructions. He got in the passengers side of the seat and closed the door.

He pointed to the drivers side of the car, "Get in."  Confusingly I got in the drivers seat, turning to look at him.

"What are we doing?"

"I'm going to teach you how to drive."