Stranded (An Andy Biersack Love Story) {1} [COMPLETED]

Chapter 28

Chapter 28

ShyAnne's POV

*One Month Later*

I've officially been living with Andy for a month and...it's okay. Don't get me wrong, I love Andy and I love seeing him everyday, but I really hate LA. I miss San Francisco so much and it's definitely taking a toll on my mental health. Within the first week I was here, I landed a job as a waitress at a restaurant. 

"I'm just going to remind you, you don't have to work." Andy had said when I was filling out applications.

"I want to." I had told him. What was I supposed to do while he was doing band stuff or on tour, sit around? No thanks, sounds boring. I hoped that a job would reset my brain and make it easier to adapt to my new life, but no such luck so far. 

I feel like I'm just going through the motions. I wake up, eat, go to work, come home, eat, shower, sleep. I feel...hollow. I wish I didn't feel like this, for Andy's sake, but I can't help it. I've spent a lot of time crying, in private of course. I cry in my car before or after work, in the shower, anywhere I can get privacy. I don't want to let Andy know I'm feeling like this because he's so happy.

"Hey ShyAnne." Andy said, walking into a bedroom. I quickly wiped my face of the tears, trying not to look at him. I was laying in bed crying while he was out, but I didn't even hear him come back.

"Hey baby." I said, trying to make my voice sound normal, still not looking at him.

"Shy, are you okay?" He asked, concern evident in his voice.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I said, turning to look at him.

"Baby, your eyes are red, what's wrong?" He asked, sitting next to me on the bed. Fuck, shit, damn. I let out a sigh and felt tears well up in my eyes. He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tightly as I cried into his chest. He repositioned us so he was laying down next to me. He hugged me as I cried for a few minutes until I composed myself.

"What's wrong baby?" He asked, stroking his fingers through my hair.

"I-I'm just homesick." I said, just scratching the surface on my issues.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked. I just shrugged. "How about you help me redecorate the apartment? We'll go shopping and pick things out together to make this our home. How does that sound?" He asked.

"It sounds fun." I said. Maybe that's what I need, my home to feel a little more homey. Hopefully this plan will fix me.

"Okay, we'll go on your next day off." He said, placing a kiss on my forehead. "I love you so much ShyAnne."

"I love you too Andy."

"Thank you for moving down here with me. I know it was hard, but I appreciate you." He said and I felt tears coming again. I pushed them back  and forced a smile as he looked at me. I leaned in and kissed his lips in response.

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