Stranded (An Andy Biersack Love Story) {1} [COMPLETED]

Chapter 83

Chapter 83

ShyAnne's POV

*Two Weeks Later*

"We're going on a date tonight." Andy said, wrapping his arms around me from behind as I folded laundry.

"What do you mean?" I asked, turning around to face him.

"We're going out to dinner, and then we're staying the night in a hotel. Just me and you."

"And what about the twins?"

"Jinxx and Alice have agreed to come over and watch them for the night. Come on baby, we haven't had a peaceful night alone since the twins were born."

"I don't know if I'm ready to leave them alone for a night."

"Come on, they've done a great job with Lennon. The guys can help them if they need it, and we won't be far so we can come home if need be. We deserve this ShyAnne. We've been through so much in the last year and we never get any alone time."

"Okay." I said with a shy smile.

"Go get packed." He said, kissing my lips and letting go of me. "I'll finish the laundry."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, go."

"You are so sexy right now." I laughed, kissing him one more time before leaving the room.

***

"Thank you so much for doing this." I said to Jinxx and Alice as I let them into the house.

"Of course! We know how hard being new parents can be on a relationship, you need to take time for yourselves." Alice said, giving me a hug.

"Especially with tour starting in a few weeks." Jinxx said, putting Lennon down on the couch.

"Alright, they have clean diapers and are asleep. Call us if they give you any trouble." Andy said, walking down the stairs. We put them in their nursey for the night so they're close to the guest room where Jinxx and Alice will be sleeping.

"Everything should be fine." Alice said.

"Thank you again, if you ever need us to watch Lennon, we'd be happy to return the favor." I said with a smile.

"Thank you, have fun tonight. You deserve it." Alice said, hugging me. Jinxx hugged me as well and then we said goodbye, heading out to the car. Andy put our bags in the trunk while I got in the car. He got in on the drivers side and we headed to the restaurant. 

I played with the fabric on my dress, looking down at my lap. I was wearing the same dress I wore for our anniversary dinner, I'm still not confident in my body. I couldn't help but feel guilty that I was leaving my children behind. I felt so selfish. I'm a mother, I'm supposed to take care of my kids, not just hand them off to someone.

"What's wrong?" Andy asked, reaching over and grabbed my hand.

"Nothing." I said, forcing a smile. He sighed and pulled over, turning to face me.

"What's wrong ShyAnne."

"Nothing!"

"ShyAnne, something's wrong and I want us both to enjoy our night. So tell me what is on your mind!" He was trying to be gentle but I could tell he was frustrated.

"I'm a terrible mother."

"Oh my god, this again? You are not, ShyAnne."

"I'm leaving my children behind so I can have fun. I'm being selfish! Mothers aren't supposed to be selfish!"

"You're a human being. You're allowed to take time for yourself. You're allowed to be selfish. The kids are in good hands. We need to take time and remember how to be humans, not just parents. Going out on a date for one night won't be the end of the world. It won't fuck up our kids. Am I being a terrible father for leaving my kids so I can have fun?"

"No, you're an amazing father. It's not the same."

"It is the same. Mothers and fathers are not held to any type of different standards. Not in our family. We are good parents ShyAnne. We deserve a break. Now, can we please just stop thinking about the kids and start having fun."

"Okay." I said with a small smile.

"That's my girl." He smiled, leaning over and kissing my forehead before pulling back onto the road. We made it to the restaurant and got seated.

"See, isn't this nice?" Andy asked in the middle of dinner.

"Yeah, it is." I said with a smile smile. I was able to loosen up throughout dinner and actually start having fun. We finished dinner and got back in the car, going to the hotel. Andy checked us in and we went up to the room.

Suddenly, Andy pulled me in for a passionate kiss, pushing me down onto the bed. He got on top of me as we made out, my fingers running through his hair. He lifted my dress up a little bit and I swatted his hand away.

"ShyAnne." Andy sighed, visibly frustrated.

"I don't want you to see me." I said, shifting my gaze to the curtains.

"ShyAnne, I watched our kids come out of you. Nothing phases me anymore." He laughed. "Come on, we haven't done anything since you were pregnant and you had that irritation."

"I-I'm fat and I've got an ugly scar." I said, shaking my head.

"ShyAnne, you are my beautiful wife. You were beautiful the day I met you, and you're even more beautiful now. This body carried my children and it's more beautiful to me than ever. The lights are off, I can't see anything. Please, I just want to make love to my wife." He said, hovering over me. My heart fluttered with his words.

"How'd I get so lucky to find a man like you." I smiled and a smile creeped onto his face.

"I ask myself the same question every day." He said, stroking my cheek with his finger. I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him into a kiss.

***

Andy pulled me close and nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck.

"I missed us." He said quietly.

"What?"

"We haven't been us in a while. We haven't been ShyAnne and Andy in so long, we've been Eliza and Elijah's parents."

"I guess you're right." I chuckled.

"I fall in love with you more and more everyday ShyAnne." He said, running his hand along my skin. "Goodnight darling."

"Goodnight my love." I said, falling asleep with a smile on my face.

***

"My babies! I missed you so much!" I exclaimed, kissing their foreheads as they sat in their bouncy seats. "I hope they didn't give you too much trouble." I said, turning to look at Jinxx and Alice.

"They were angels." Alice smiled. "It did remind me that I don't want another baby for a while." She laughed. "How was your night?"

"Amazing, much needed. Thank you again."

"Anything for you guys." Jinxx said. Andy and I talked with them a little more before they headed home. Andy and I sat on the couch and I rested my head on his shoulder.

"Thank you for suggesting this date night. I actually feel refreshed."

"Told you." He smirked, kissing the top of my head.

"I'm sorry I was being so difficult."

"It's okay, you were just adjusting. The point is, you were willing to listen. I love you ShyAnne."

"I love you too Andy." I smiled, picking up my head and kissing his lips.

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