Trust, Love, and Lost Relations

Heart to Heart

"Ugh, whatever," I said, sticking my tongue out at him. "I should probably go check on Zayn."

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* Felicity's P.O.V*

I went upstairs and knocked gently on Zayn's door. He softly said "Come in."

I walked in slowly. Zayn was sitting on his bed staring at the ground. "You ok?" I asked, hoping he didn't regret coming. "Yeah, yeah I'm fine." He said, I could tell he was lying. We may have been apart for a few years, but we were together longer. I could still remember his tells. For example, he repeats words. Much like he is now.

I told him this and he replied with, "What tells?"
"The ones you've had since you were born..." I said, urging him to tell me what was bothering him without being obvious.

"What are they?" I think he was just trying to avoid the question now, but whatever. "It's a secret," I teased, holding my finger up to my lips.

I was still standing in the doorway awkwardly, so I walked slowly into his room. "Can I sit?" I asked, gesturing to the bed. "Oh. Yeah, sure." He scooted over some.

I hesitantly sat down next to him. "So, are you gonna quit avoiding the question and talk to me?" He looked at me, debating whether or not to tell me. I sat there patiently. I wasn't gonna make him tell me if he didn't want to.

Finally, he sighed and looked at me. " I just feel like I'm not really fitting in here." He said sadly. I looked at him confused. I was about to ask why but he continued. "Your sister doesn't seem too fond of me, and your friend doesn't like me much either."

I was shocked. Clarissa was just awkward, and Chris was like that with everyone. "Um, how would he know that, dummy?" I asked myself mentally. Jesus, I'm losing it. " Well Clarissa is just awkward because she hardly knows you and doesn't know how to act. As for Chris, he's an ass to everybody. It's not just you."

"Really?" He asked
"Yeah," I replied
"Well, I still feel out of place."
"Well, I'm sure you'll get used to us. You probably miss home too, that might be a part of it."

"Yeah, maybe you're right. I miss the boys too." All of a sudden, I had an idea.
"Alright, well I'll go back downstairs. Maybe you can give them all a call. It may help." I said, heading towards the door."Hey, Felicity.." He said hesitantly as I walked out the door. I quickly turned around, "Yeah?" I asked curiously. "Thanks." He gave me a small smile.

I made a bold move then. I walked over and hugged him. "You're welcome." He hugged me back tighter. "I missed this," I whispered in his ear. "Me too," he replied. We stood there for a little while longer, and then I remembered my plan. I slowly let go. " Alright, you call your family. I'll go start supper."

"Ok. What are we having?"
"Chicken," I smiled at him and he smiled back. I really missed him. Too bad Clarissa didn't get the chance to...

I went downstairs and put the chicken on the counter to thaw out. Then I headed to my room to make some calls.

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A/N: Yay! Heart to heart with Zayn. What do you think my book-self's plan is? Any ideas?

Co-A/N:anyway candy Is amazing and everybody knows it but seriously a good chapter not my favourite but it's still good so how's the book I honestly haven't read the chapter yet but I hear it's good so have fun and

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