I wondered the damp and dimly lit halls of the stupid place. I hated it. I hated everything about it, I wanted to be anywhere but here.
"Your all just god dam cocksuckers!" I heard a girl yell before running out another room down the hall I ignored it and continued with my wondering for a while all the time pondering that word.
I stood in the bathrooms brushing my teeth and washing my face from the dirty and grime that had accumulated there over the day I saw the girl from the other week doing her hair she glanced at me and saw me looking at her
"What do you want?" She asks
"What's a cocksucker?" I asked
"What do you mean?"
"What's that mean? I've not heard that word before"
"Well firstly... Do you know what a cock is?"
"No"
"Well, it's what boys have between there legs instead of what we got. Look in the back of the health book it kinda looks like a thumb" she explained
"Oohh so what's a cock sucker?" I asked
"Someone who sucks cocks"
"But... Don't they pee with that?'
"I assume it's wipe clean." She shrugs.For most of my life for whatever reason I just really stuck with that word, cocksucker. I don't know why it just always seemed like the best insult. And it's gender neutral which is always handy for insults.
I sat reading as I often did when I'm board. Sitting on the excuse for a sofa in benny's apartment, he sat on his chair his elbow on the arm rest his hand on his chin supporting his head as he looked at me, his shirt sleeve rolled to his elbows his buttons partly undone letting his chains rest on his bare skin he was starting at me but I tried to ignore him that stupid smirk of success on his lips and a dark hidden agenda in his eyes,
"Do you mind? It's very distracting" I sighed putting my book down
"I don't mind," he shrugs
"I'd imagine you to be much more reserved in such things"
"Why? You think I can't handle my emotions Cutie"
"Don't" I warn
"Sometimes it's important to not let an someone know your plans, your intentions, it's makes it safer let's you suprise them" he explained "and then there are other times where you need to go right out the gate with your purpose let them know what you want and that your serious"
"Like how?"
"Like sometimes you need to open with an attack so they know your here to win" he explained "so... I'm opening with honestly, I like you, I think your attractive, I think your head your mind is..."
"Crazy"
"Fascinating,"
"Then why do you have a look on your face like you've already won?"
"I got you to come over didn't I?" He shrugs "so I've won"
"You haven't won, I have no feelings for you one way or the other'
"Liar, you hate me"
"I don't hate you" I answered "I likewise find your mind... Equally fascinating"
"And you still won't admit we'd be good together?"
"No we wouldn't Benny" I sighed returning to my book
"Why do you use cocksucker so much?" He asks after a while
"Hu?"
"Why? It's such an odd choice. What's wrong with fuck? Or fucker? Or bastard?"
"Eh I like the feel of cock sucker"
"I bet you do" he smirked
"What?"
"Nothing, nothing..."
"Benny?"
"I always imagined you'd like the feel of a cock sucker" he smirked I ignored him for a while reading my book but then a thought randomly occurred to me as they often did.
"Benny?"
"Ummm?" He asks as he had since got his own book to read
"Your a boy aren't you?"
He looked confused a moment putting his book down and looking at himself "last I checked, why?"
"Are you a cocksucker?"
"Nope, not my sort of thing."
"Could I do it?"
"Do what?"
"Be a cocksucker?"
"Well yeah if you wanted y/n"
"Could I suck yours?"
He looked at me strangely unreadable until he laughed
"Are you serious?"
"What?"
"That's not how you ask that Cutie"
"Don't" I warn
"Come on I'll show you" he says so I shrugged and went over he grabbed my waist pulling me to sit across his lap on the chair his arms around me so I wouldn't fall "now if you wanna ask that you have become sit right here" he smirked pulling my hips to sit over his won baring in mind I was sideways on him "and come nice and close" he says moving me to have my head resting on his shoulder and chest we stay there for a while I admit it was comfy but I was confused
"Benny?" I asked
"Hu? Ohh sorry, you're very cosy" he winked "now when you wanna ask rather then just snuggling, you have to touch the area your talking about, usually do a few kisses to try and persuade and then you whisper very nicely what you wanted to ask" he explained so I nodded watching as he leant against the chair slightly biting on his mouth I moved my hand a little confused as I had no concept where I was going except the very bad and faded medical drawing from the health books at school, I remember her saying the same place as mine so I moved my hands to his belt moving down slightly until he gasped tightening his grip so I kept my hand there where it was giving his slender neck some kisses only making him squirm more as I kissed I felt something below my hand I could only describe as stiffen
"Benny?" I asked
"Umm yeah?"
"Did you want me to be your cocksucker?"
"Uhh... Better"
"Well what am I supposed to say?"
"I don't know something more like, did you want me to suck your cock? Like that"
"Oohh, so Benny did you want me to suck your cock?' I Whispered
"Uuummm your a fast learner" he smirked "yes please cutie"
"Benny" I warn
"Fine you pick something then"
"What's wrong with y/n?"
"It's not as cute it's a pet name that's the whole point that I don't use your real name" he laughs "honey?'
"No"
"Sugar?"
"No"
"Baby?"
"No"
"Sweetheart?"
"Actually... Again"
"Sweetheart? Aww what you like sweetheart?" He asks and I nodded "alright, go on then sweetheart get to work" he smirked glancing down at my hand I nodded still very confused and lost there was no way I could from here so I moved off his lap and kneeled on the floor looking at him moving my head close to wear my hand was "what are you doing?" He asks
"Uhhh-"
"Sweetheart? Have you ever done this before?"
"What of course I have" I lied
"Yeah? Really?'
"Of course I do it so often, I mean like back home I was like a machine" I explain
"Where you now? So in all your cock sucking adventures you've decided that I'm the one who takes my pants off?"
"Your pants? Your the one who wanted it?"
"Touche sweetheart" he laughs undoing his belt and jeans but I still didn't move "really I have to get my cock out too? This is way more of my involvement then a blow job usually is" he sighed moving his hand under his jeans a moment and I almost had a fucking heart attack.That is not what the picture in the medical book described to me!!
I couldn't describe it I had no point of reference it was...big I think. I don't know. All I could think of honestly when I saw it was.
That looks werid and somehow it looked like benny like if in some way I only saw his cock I'd still somehow know it was him. I really hope I'm never in that sort of situation though.His hand on the bottom slowly moving up and down a little and somehow it got bigger as he did
"So... Are we doing this or am I just sitting here with my dick out till dinner time?" He asks so I moved forward and looked closer trying to think of something to do I need to suck it so I guess I'll suck it like a lollipop I moved closer still and put the top part around my mouth like I would a lollipop and began gently sucking "uuummm... Good girl" he groaned his hand on my shoulder holding the fabric of my dress a little so I continued "uughhh! Faster please... Your good at this"
I began sucking faster as I did I glanced up curiously to a sigh I did not expect.
Benny sat in his chair one hand on the arm inna vice like grip the other on my shoulder, his head back against the fabric of the chair his face lost somewhere else it usually so controlled and poised now relaxed and exposed almost like he couldn't hold a single secret form me this way he saw me looking a look of undefinable pleasure on his face he blew me a little kiss making me blush a little but I sucked harder still
"Uughhh!! Fuck... Your good sweetheart. Ummm please just use your tounge a little and maybe move down a bit up there is uhh really really sensitive lately" he begs so I moved down more as he asked and began licking the top like I would lick a lollipop and he melted into my me.
I kinda adored it having him at my mercy completely having this much pure dominating power over Benny watts the noise I was forcing out of him was so interesting pure animalistic noise he had so little control over "uuummm uuum uuh! Uughhh! Uumm just uhh just a little more" he groans I moved down as much as I could take before I choaked "oohh my God! Fuck! Uuummm you are a beautiful little cocksucker aren't you sweetheart" he smirked his hips moving forward almost uncontrollably like he was trying to fuck my mouth out of desperation but it caught me off guard and I was so unprepared and he for so close to choking me in some sort of reaction I just- "AAAAHH! FUCK! YOU BIT ME!" He screamed pushing me away to the floor "what the hell did you bite me for!"
"I'm sorry Benny I panicked"
"Panicked! What did you panic about?"
"I didn't know what you where doing"
"What I was- I was just bucking y/n I was about to fucking cum"
"Oooh that makes sense"
"You've never sucked a cock in your life have you?"
"No" I blushed
"Then why did you lie to me?"
"I wanted to seem I don't know, more mature. More experienced"
"Y/n, come on" he says doing his pants back up and pulling me on his lap "why would you lie to me? I don't care you've not done it before... Honestly it was kinda obvious, you looked at me like I was an alien when I got my dick out'
"I'd only seen pictures before"
"You don't have to lie to pretend your more experienced y/n, I like you just the way you are" he says kissing my cheek "and it's okay I can always reach you and help you, and we can work stuff out together?"
"I'd like that" I smiled hugging him closely nuzzling into his chest again
"You like being nuzzled there?"
"Your cosy"
"Honestly... You weren't doing that bad at actually cocksucking" he explained "until the biting. Please... please don't ever do that again"
"I said sorry"
"Yes we'll sorry doesn't heal the teeth marks in my dick" he sighed
"I could... Kiss them better?' I suggest
"I don't know, I'm not sure I trust your mouth near my dick anymore"
"Please Benny" I whine
"Okay, go on just please be careful"
I smiled giving his cock some tender kisses anywhere I clearly bit him he seemed very happy with this and I noticed even in his panic he was still... Very desperate while he was relaxed I took him in my mouth again even if he looked nervous gently holding what I couldn't take in my mouth in my hand slowly moving back and forth like he did as I sucked and licked "ohh my God! Uughhh fuck! Fuck fuck fuck! Faster hand less tounge okay sweetheart" he muttered so I did as he asked and soon enough he could barely sit still I pulled away a moment giggling
"Benny what on Earth are you-" I began giggling at his inability to be still
"Uumm don't stop! Please don't stop now..." He begs moving my head back how it was before I moved I pushed his hands away as they where getting grabby "umm ummmm... Uuuummmm... Y/n! Sweetheart-" he began before he grabbed my head so I couldn't move and instantly I felt his cock twitch in my mouth and soften a sticky strangly salty tasting stuff filling my mouth I swallowed what I could even if it tasted gross wiping my mouth of what remained "whoa..."
"Did I do okay? For my first try?"
"Biting aside you did brilliant" he smiled pulling me back to his lap "strange that you've done that to me and yet I haven't even kissed you yet?"
"Well why don't you" I giggled and he smiled back moving forward and kissing me but we both instantly pulled away
"Ooh why didn't I wait till you drank something to wash your mouth out" he complained as he know doubt had just tasted himself "oohh that was dumb, that might actually he the dumbest thing I've ever done"
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