I probably used to live a healthy life.
Somewhere far away.
I have a name.
I do not remember it.
Just his.
Some days I feel nothing.
Than suddenly I feel everything.
My mind is twisted.
In a scary way.
I fear it.
I adore it.
I'm scared.
Some times I desperately want to leave.
Other days I want to stay.
Because of him.
I never reached out for him.
Never heard his voice.
I fantasize about it.
How I'll love him.
How I'll kill him.
Swiftly.
One blow.
Finished.
Justice served.
Freedom.
Birds.
Winter.
Spring.
Summer.
Autumn.
Endless.
Life.
As I knew it.
Without him.
Kieran.
He will be gone.
An eternal slumber will take him.
To depths of his consciousness.
He will face God.
He will face Satan.
What will I do when I miss him?
I'll remember the things he has done to me.
Forgiveness.
Retribution.
None I'll give away to him.
Let him rot in Hell.
NO
NO
NO
Give him to me.
Let him be a part of me.
All until we die.
Together.
For infinity.
After then.....
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Romance''I laid in the cold. For last 100 years. And be it a 100 more.'' ----- I used to be freer than the birds in the sky. Now I'm as free as a prisoner. My mind is my only friend, vivid pictures filled of no-memories. Different scenarios I play out. T...
