narrations for my au

the wedding

the nervousness cracks up jeonghan's whole body.

he seems chill all the time, he doesn't take any second whenever he decides or when he does, he asks for other people's thoughts. except for this day. backing out of this wedding isn't on his list— it never was. but why does he keep fidgeting and wanting to vomit from everything that was keeping him insane?

yes, he felt so crazy right now wanting to just cry it all out, out of happiness if people wants to know further. he looks at the entrance from the church as he bites his lower lip stopping himself from being shaky, the ceremony already started a few moments ago and now, they all just need to wait for the bride.

what if she backs out?

what if she decided to cancel it all off or,

what if she decided to leave him?

after all, it's still her decision too.

these thoughts started to rummage through his mind and all he wanted right now is to tear his hair apart (feeling guilty that mingyu fixed his hair). hindi siya mapakali until someone held his wrist, he turned to his left and saw jihoon looking at him worriedly.

"hey," jihoon starts off, "kaka-kalikot mo diyan sa balat ng kuko mo, baka pati kuko mo matanggal. sige ka." the smaller one teases. jeonghan was still biting on his lower lip until he opens his mouth, but nothing came out as if he was silent all of a sudden. "if you're worried about her na hindi sumipot, it's normal. hindi kita masisisi doon, but out of all people in this room, jeonghan," jeonghan looks at the audience waiting for the bride too,

"you know her the most." jihoon continues, "and god knows how much she wanted to spend the rest of her life with you, and only you, jeonghan." he added. jeonghan looked down as he started to pout feeling sentimental, jihoon laughed at his side and started to pat his lower back, "nako bro, nakita ko siya kanina and all i gotta say is damn, you are a one lucky guy." jihoon smirks as he returns his gaze at the entrance of the hall.

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later on, the song started to play. jeonghan unconsciously smiled at how he remembered when malia wanted their song to be tagpuan.

"bakit tagpuan? kala ko ba our song is 18?" he asks as he holds malia's waist while fixing her hair, she purses her lips and holds both of jeonghan's cheeks.

"the lyrics... reminded me of us." she says under her breath as jeonghan leaned closer with a confused hum, "i said, the song reminded me of our story." she says in a small voice as jeonghan soothingly caresses her lower back.

"ah, i see." he says smiling down at her, "ikaw ang panalangin ko." he sings as she laughs hugging him tightly.

he was brought back from his thoughts as the door opens and there, he finally sees the woman he was and will always be sure of. there's no backing out now because this is it, he's been waiting for this all these years. he automatically smiles as jihoon nudged him by his side.

he said he wouldn't cry, but as soon as they locked eyes, his tears started to fall off from his eyes as if he won a lottery—which he actually did, it's malia, his lia after all. the walk was slow as he felt they were the only ones around and the world only revolved around them. he looks down and softly wipes his tears as he hears some soft laughs form from the crowd. he looks at the side and sees sanha capturing this moment but his brother was also crying.

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on the other hand, malia smiles as soon as she locks eyes with jeonghan. she felt her arms being locked with wonwoo's arms, as she looks at her brother, she saw how wonwoo's breathing was kind of off, soon then she realized wonwoo was trying to stop his tears because he rarely cries— except the time he came out with their parents and the day he married soonyoung.