narrations for my au

sequel

always be happy

those three words and one phrase kept repeating in your mind every single day. you would often ask yourself if you are really happy or nadadala ka lang sa mga nangyayari sa'yo for the past years.

let's say, you won multiple awards because of your photography, had been contacting by multiple clients to have a collab, partnership with big brands to be their photographer for their models, and even met new friends— almost had a relationship, but you weren't ready.

you would sometimes forget that you just met your first love almost two months ago, your first love that you longed for... that you waited for.

you'd be lying if you say you have moved on, when you're not. loved is such a strong word for you to say to him because clearly, all this time, ikaw lang pala humahawak sa thought na "i'll wait for you." it really did broke you, a lot.

after that encounter, exaggerating kung exaggerating but for three straight days, you slept with a heavy heart, for three straight days, you'd cry yourself to sleep forgetting you have an asthma, thinking of— kailan ba kakampi ang tadhana sa akin? sa amin.

it pains you, until now.

and surprisingly, sa maliit na panahon na iyon, you never expected to see him again.