Summer with swayLA

Part 2 chapter 9

I sat down and gulped. Why were they all starting at me like that. I already felt sick and after I had just hurt myself I didn't really feel like sitting with these people.

Preston-"we need you too take a social media break"
Savannah-"what no why!"
Preston-"your fans think something wrong and one of your stupid friends tweeted something about you not being at your house so people are looking for you"
Savannah-"okay I'm not going to stop posting it's the one thing that makes me feel normal and let them look I don't want to be here!"
Preston-"thought we got over that stupid fase of yours"
Savannah-"what fase? Wanting to go back home or should I say LA"
Preston-"well your not we have to do something about it"
Kylie-"she could dye her hair" she began to suggest
Livvy-"colour contacts"
Ben-"new style?"
Hunter-"new name?"
Savannah-"all of you shut the fuck up. I'm not doing any of that nor am I staying here" I said standing up now.

Ben and Hunter each grabbed one of my wrists yanking me down. A rush of pain ran through my arm from where I had cut. I tried not to show how much it had hurt me and yanked both my arms away sitting down.

Savannah-"do not touch me! Ever again!"
Ben-"you need to watch how you talk to us"
Savannah-"and you need to watch how you touch Me"
Hunter-"what the fuck is wrong with you"
Savannah-"I want to go home" I said with my bottom lip shaking.
Kylie-"well you can't so stop being a pussy"
Savannah-"I'm going back to my room then"
Livvy-"you have to answer messages first"

I sighed reaching over to my phone. It was the only form of contact I had with them yet It didn't feel like I had that at all. I felt alone and now guilty very guilty.

I skimmed over Twitter to see what they meant and that's when I saw Avanis tweet. Ughh I hate this. Anthony even commented under it too.

I decided on answering Bryce first before messaging the group chat. It hurt me seeing him always waiting on me to answer or message. I just want to be with him.

I sighed looking down at my phone before looking up and being urged to message on the group chat now.

I looked up for answers and was yet again pressured to give the same answer I did for Bryce. This is killing me.

I looked up at Preston who took the phone and messaged back before throwing it back at me. I sighed out a heavy breath picking the phone up and looking at the message he had typed out.

Seeing those last few messages hurt me like hell. How can I not answer them when they are almost begging me too.

Preston-"okay now that's done you can go back to your room until we get the things for your new look" he smiled at me. All I do is nod and trek back up the stairs to my 'room'

I slump down near the end of the bed with my hands over my head sighing trying to hold back the tears threatening to spill.

As I was overthinking all of the shit that's gone down today a knock was heard from my door.

Savannah-"come in" I croaked out.
Kylie-"hey" she smiled weakly at me Followed by Livvy.
Savannah-"hey?"
Livvy-"we just wanna talk ya know"
Savannah-"oh what about"
Kylie-"anything... wanna tell us about la?"
Savannah-"erm sure... it was fun you would of enjoyed it Kylie honestly. Oh and Livvy you should go to Hawaii honestly it's beautiful" we continued the conversation until Hawaii was brought up again.

Livvy-"cool. Did they buy you the holiday?"
Savannah-"yeah It was sweet"
Kylie-"you sure they weren't just buying you. Like oh look we can give you all these nice things if you behave and follow what we say"
Savannah-"they aren't like that"
Livvy-"you sure Anthony and avanis tweets were a bit rude?"
Savannah-"yeah but they were just worried"
Kylie-"worried you had slipped out of their control. Gone back to being yourself"
Savannah-"I-..no..."
Livvy-"savannah I'm going to be honest with you. I want you here with us. You Used to be really close with us all and then got dragged away. We miss you and only want what's best for you"
Savannah-"yeah but-"
Kylie-"sav... I miss my bestie! You know I wouldn't ever do anything to hurt you right? You know we all care about you here right? Not like those people back in LA. Sav they just basically wanted you under their control and if they couldn't do that they forgot about you. Like they haven't even messaged since you last saw... if they were your real friends wouldn't they try and reach out more?"
Savannah-"I guess but-"
Livvy-"great then it's sorted. Your our bestie again... meaning face masks!" She yelled excitedly causing me to jump slightly.

They dragged me out of my room and into one of their own and sat me down on the bed grabbing their own spa things for at home. I took in a deep breath as they carried on some of the conversations on LA.