Summer with swayLA

Part 2 chapter 10

We spent the evening doing face masks and talking again. Sometimes it would lead back to LA and all of them back their but after our first talk I didn't really feel like I wanted to keep bringing up the topic. It was weird cause some of the things they said could actually be true and I think it worried me a bit.

When we were washing the face masks off Ben came in with some hair dye throwing it towards Kylie.

Kylie-"you ready for a transformation like no other?"
Savannah-"no but I don't think I have a choice"
Livvy-"correct"

They both opened the box tipping the contents out before we washed my hair putting the dye into it. After a while we washed it out and my blonde hair was gone. Can't lie it wasn't too bad. I kind of liked it.

Kylie-"did better than I thought we would"
Savannah-"wow and I let you guys take care of my hair"
Livvy-"it looks good! Suits you sav"
Savannah-"It kinda does" I said looking at myself in the small crooked mirror.

After we talked for a little more I decided I wanted to go back to my room. They questioned it at first as there isn't anything to really do in there but I just insisted I was tired and needed to rest.

I headed down the corridor over to my room and quickly shut he door behind me once I was inside. I headed over to the bathroom and looked around for the blade I had hid earlier, once I had I cleaned it before moving it into a different draw that I hadn't put much else in.

I lay down next to the bath looking at the marks I had made earlier that day. I could see the dried blood and gently cleaned it off leaving the mark I had created. One was noticeably smaller than the other and it was wonky. It was the second one I did and I'm pretty sure it's because I was called out halfway through it.

I picked out some long sleeved training clothes for tomorrow so I wouldn't have to look at the marks and nobody else would know they were their. I hope.

I crawled into bed ,changing into my pjs on the way, staring at the roof above me. It was old for sure and the paint was beginning to flake away in some patches. However, this is how I fell asleep most nights other than the ones I would sit in my window for.

Those were the night I felt lonely. I would usually look up and out for the moon, I thought maybe if I could see the moon so could Bryce.it was stupid but it helped me feel closer to him. Some nights when I had lost all hope I would do this as my way of telling him I loved him. I would be holding back tears and other night I would go to sleep with the red puffiness of crying.

It was all stupid. I know. However, It was my stress reliever, My safe spot in this house even though it wasn't safe at all.

I fell asleep on my side holding my arm that I had recently injured watching the moon and the stars. LA never felt so far away then it did now...

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It was the next morning and surprisingly nobody woke me up today. I don't know why but by the time I was up dressed and ready it was 10am.

Weird.

I stepped carefully down the steps seeing if I could hear them but nothing. I shook it off going and getting breakfast. As I began eating the toast I had made someone came up behind me and shouted boo.

Savannah-"shit!" I screeched jumping out of my seat.
Hunter-"gotcha"
Savannah-"of course it's fucking you"
Hunter-"nice to see you too this morning savannah rose" he mumbled making me role my eyes.

Savannah-"where is everyone?" I questioned taking another bite out of my toast.
Hunter-"shopping I believe"
Savannah-"okay well I'm going back to my room then"
Hunter-"boring" he muttered throwing himself of the chair and over into the living room.
Savannah-"well what do you expect me to do"
Hunter-"I don't know stop hiding away in your room the whole time"

Savannah-"eh when you don't particularly want to be somewhere you tend to stay by yourself and take your mind of it as best you can"
Hunter-"you still on about not wanting to be here" he said raising his head up and glancing towards me.
Savannah-"yeah well after whatever yesterday was yeah! I just want to be with my boyfriend"
Hunter-"oh the one that's using you and hasn't messaged since your disappearance on text. Also hasn't face timed you once may I add"
Savannah-"one you made me 'disappear' and not face time him. Two how is he using me I don't have followers"
Hunter-"aww Bryce hall has a new girlfriend which is also his friends little sister. The girl who spends the summer ends up going out with a sway boy. I think the fans will like the possible drama and the cute love story. plus how many more followers did he get when he had a secret girlfriend before you two became public"
Savannah-"a lot..." I mumbled
Hunter-"point proven. He knows how to work an audience and if that meant using you so be it"

Savannah-"yeah i don't want to talk about that anymore.How do you even know all this shit anyways. Keeping tabs on me?"
Hunter-"no but I did my research when you were brought here. Just wanted to look out for my friend you know."
Savannah-"oh well thanks then... I'm still going to my room"
Hunter-"alright then see ya soon" he mumbled turning away and facing the tv again as i rushed up the stairs to my room. Did Bryce actually use me?