Why Would You Ever Kiss Me?

Lovers Dearest

Stiles POV
My heart fluttered and all the jealousy I was feeling was just melting away.
Maybe she did need me more than I thought.
And she looked at me like there was something worth looking at.
"He'll be back." Derek said.
"Yeah, I'm counting on it." She said brushing dirt of her pants.
"Well well have to come up with a plan." Scott said.

We all stood in silence kind of thinking.
"Well, think about it." Derek said. "Now go before anyone else shows up."
We all understood and started to leave.
"Next time, don't come alone." Scott said to Stassi as we reached our cars.
"I was fine!" She groaned.
"You two need to stop treating me like I can't handle this."
"It's not that you can't handle it trust us we know you can, but you don't have to do it all alone." Scott said.

She leaned up against her car throwing her head back.
"I know. I know. You guys need me alive to defeat this." She said kind of sassy.
"No." Scott said. "We need you alive because you're our friend."
And I couldn't have said it better myself.
She tried hiding her smile and she kicked some rocks with her feet.
"And we weren't ignoring you today." I said kind of more to Scott for him to back me up.
"No it's Will." Scott said.
"Well I'm his friend too and I want to know that he's okay!" She said crossing her arms across her chest.
"He's fine! It's just, it's not our place to tell you. He'll tell you though. When he's ready." Scott said.

She kind of thought to herself and it looked like a lightbulb went of in her head.
"He finally admitted it huh?" She said.
"Uhhh.." I kind of stuttered looking over to Scott and he looked at me as if I told her.
"He come out to you two?" She said.
"H-how do you?" I asked.
She scoffed and rolled her eyes.
"Oh please!" She said laughing out loud. "He complemented my Prada shoes the first day of school and he would come with me to get my nails done and would help me pick out the color, shape, and length. Do either of you know the difference between an almond and coffin shaped acrylic nail set?" She asked.
"Uh no.." I said extremely confused.
"Exactly." She said.

We both sighed in relief. And laughed at little at all the possible signs we probably missed. But it makes no difference in how we see him. Made no difference for me when my best friend got bitten by a werewolf either.
"So what are you guys up to for the rest of tonight?" Stassi asked opening her car door and throwing her backpack in the passenger seat.
"Uh don't know." Scott said looking at me and I had no idea either.

She still made me so nervous.
I wanted to make sure I always said the right thing and take the right opportunities and made her feel special and not alone, but then she bats her eyelashes and she looks at my lips when I stutter and she says really big words and I can't even remember my name.
She walks around in her tight jeans and her tight tops and she struts so teasingly and she knows what she's doing to me.

Scott told me that she said she wasn't a virgin and I was! Yes I am a virgin and I have no clue what to do with her or how to do things that she would like and God the jealousy I feel when I think about literally anyone else touching her in that way.
For Christ sake I could barely think about the other guys at school looking at her in that white top with the AC blasting.
That's one of the reasons I offered her my extra sweatshirt. The other one was I kinda digged seeing her in my clothes, as well as everyone else.
And I see that Luke tool and all I can think about is him on her and I hate it.

"Stiles!" Scott said kind of snapping me out of my downward spiral.
"Huh? Hmm what?" I said confused.
Stassi kind of laughed and I didn't realize that in my weird thinking of her and sex that Inwas staring right at her chest.
My eyes snapped back up to hers and she said, "Make sure you bring your bathing suit this weekend."
"Oh. Oh yeah yeah for sure.." I said remembering the plans and everything.

She pulled out her vape and leaned up against her car and I know she knew what she was trying to do. You can't try to tease me next to the woods! Then leave for me to go home and stare at her pictures and finish what she started.. Again.
"Hold on." Scott said looking at his phone. "It's Allison.. She said she wants to apologize to you too Stass." He said unlocking his phone and walking away.
He was in front of my jeep which was in front of Stassis car and he was out of sight.

It was kind of silent and she laughed a bit. "You know what I'm going to get you?" She said.
"What?" I asked confused but smiling at her.
"Sun glasses. Completely tinted black sunglasses." She said laughing and I kind of put the pieces together and I laughed along a little bit embarrassed, but I gotta be honest, I didn't care. I was going to look.
I moved in a bit closer to her making sure Scott was still preoccupied.
I looked back down to her and she batted her stupid pretty eyelashes at me.
My hands kind of hovered over her hips and they shook at bit.

"Well.." I said licking my lips. "What can I do. You tease."
She laughed leaning into me more and I just had to place my hands on those hips. I pulled her in closer and she said, "A tease? Me? How?!"
Her hair tickled my face and it smelled like vanilla and like flowers.
"Your existence teases me." I said jokingly but truthfully.
"That sounds like a you problem." She said touching my bare skin underneath my shirt. Her hands were cold and I could feel the cold band around her finger from the ring I got her on her birthday.
"I will not hesitate to make it a you problem." I replied back. "Because you seem to be quite the problem solver."

We stayed this way for a bit and all I wanted to do was move my hands all over.
"You know that I would never ignore you. I couldn't ignore you if I tried." I said resting my chin on top of her head.
"Mm." She said moving her hands downward and playing with the band of my boxers and I inhaled sharply.
"I know. I probably wouldn't let you." She said. "Well trying to make me jealous is not the way to get my attention. It would just end terribly for whoever it's with."
Her hand moved from my waist band to my sides and she pulled me in closer kind of aggressively.
"I was not trying to make you jealous!" She said laughing.
"All I'm saying is that there is much better ways to get my attention if that's what you missed." Okay, so now I was teasing.

She laughed and put her face into my chest and I moved my hands and wrapped them around her keeping her close. I ruffled my hand through her curls and my lips pressed against her forehead.
"Oh yeah? Like how? You gotta let a girl know these things."
"Oh I don't know maybe like rubbing your cold little fingers on my boxers." I said. She kind of leaned back never letting go of me and she said, "Would you rather want me to do this?" She removed one hand from underneath my shirt and tracing her fingers over my dick and I squirmed.
"Oh my God.." I said hunching over and she laughed and pulled me back to her.
We're like magnets.
And I couldn't get enough of her.

"Uh you should let Scott drive your car because you are going to come with me." I said jokingly.
Scott of course hung up and came back around in a rush.
"Hey we gotta go." He said.
"What? Why?" I said bummed.
"Because Allison just told me that Jackson was going to out Will."
"What?!" Stassi said really pissed off. I was pissed too, and worried for Will.
I looked at Stassi really apologetically.
"Go! Both of you! He can't do that!" She said as Scott ran to the passenger side of my jeep.
"I'm sorry.." I said not wanting to leave her but not really having a choice.
"No don't be. Go!"

I grabbed her by her cute freaking face and I kissed her and she kissed back.
"I am not done with you." I said and she smiled.
"Go! You better beat his ass!" She said.
I ran over to the drivers seat and hopped in and started the car.
Then without thinking I popped my head out the window right before she got into her car and I don't know why but I said,

"Bye! Love you!"