Why Would You Ever Kiss Me?

Unconditionally

Stassis POV
He stopped in his tracks and I could see his back go up and down as he exhaled. With his back still turned he moved walking backwards towards me.
"You do?" He said turning around. I nodded my head and was really nervous and my heart was thumping in my chest and my knees were wobbly.
I was looked at him as a friend until I realized I loved him. He scoffed but not like rudely but like he couldn't believe it.
Are boys really that blind? Could I have made it anymore clear?!
I rolled my eyes at his reaction but I. Could. Not. Stop. Smiling.
"I just don't think you'll ever realize, you've changed everything for me." He said smiling.

He pulled me in and he hugged me tightly. I could feel his breath brush my hair as he sighed in relief.
"Everything is better with you. Everything has been better since you." I said to him.

It started to drizzle softly and the rain hit the pavement and it sounded like a melody. It sounded like something every artist aspired to sound like. It smelled fresh and freeing. It felt like the universe was crying because they were so happy for us. And mother nature wanted to let me know.

"I'll see you tomorrow?" He asked again smirking goofily.
"You bet your ass." I said smiling back.
"Okay good." He said.
I waved bye to Scott and it really started to come down.

As I sat in the car and saw the jeep back out we followed them until they turned left and we stayed straight.
The whole car ride home all I could think was, I just want to make this boy the happiest he's ever been.
As if he can find it in this huge mess or a person I am then my God i'll be the happiest girl.
I have brought the stars down from the sky, I could bring Gods broken to their knees, and I have ended wars single handedly, but my greatest victory was sparking his smile.

My brothers teased me and mocked me but I didn't care.
The rain was speaking quitely now and I was able to sleep.

The sun rose the next morning and it kissed my skin, I wished it was Stiles. I washed up and got dressed and went downstairs and everyone seemed like they were waiting for me.
"Hey.. is everything okay?" I asked nervously. My mom looked like she'd been crying and everyone else looked a bit shocked.
"Uh well we got some news..." My dad said.
"I'm pregnant!" My mom said.
Oh my God. More?!

But I was so happy. I love my siblings and I love my big family and I love my parents and I love how they love each other and love us. So if we can bring and raise more great people into this world, why the hell not?!

"Oh my God!" I said hugging my mom. "How far along? When's the due date? What's the gender? Is there more than one?!" I asked frantically.
"Woah wish clam down kid." My dad said laughing and rustling my hair.
"3 months, April 12th, we don't know the gender yet, and it looks like twins again." My mom said smiling.
Twins?! 3 sets of twins?!
Oh boy.
"You better get your tubes tied after this." Hero said laughing.
"Alright you 8, school time." My dad said clapping his hands.

We all broke off and went to school.

I walked into English a little bit late and everyone was already seated.
"Hey.." Stiles said as I sat down. "I was worried you weren't going to show up."
"No, just a uh family meeting." I said kind of truthfully.
"Miss Stark..!" Mr. Stone said taking his glasses off and setting them on his desk.
"Extend my congratulations to you and your family!" He said. Whhhhaaaaat? I thought.
Everyone kind of looked at me and I felt anxious because how did he know?
"Stark Tower looks beautiful. I saw it on the news this morning."
"Oh.. Oh! Yeah yes Stark Tower yes. Thank you." I said. My thoughts were proved wrong and that was uncommon for me.

"Hey.." I said turning back to Will. He was still more quiet than usual, but he seemed to be in a better mood.
"You're looking dashing today." He said smiling. That's my boy.
We sat through the last of the presentations and I know I needed to talk to Will. That I knew and that I didn't care.
"Hey Will! Wait up!" I said trying to catch up to him before the assembly.
Stiles and Scott followed quickly behind.
He turned around and he looked so sad. He looked so small.

"What's up?" He said shrugging his shoulders slightly.
I didn't know what to say, I didn't know how to approach this confidently and respectfully. For another very rare occurrence in my life, I was speechless.
"You know.." He said. His eyes began to water and his lip quivered.
I nodded and said, "But I don't care."
He sighed and rolled his eyes and Inknow that his annoyance was just due to his inability to grasp the fact that I loved him regardless. He was one of my first friends here, he helped make me feel less alone.

I pulled him into an empty classroom with Scott and Stiles still following and closing the door keeping lookout.
Will was crying and he seemed so scared and unsure.
"What am I going to do?" He said.
"What do you mean? There is nothing to do." I said confused.
"How am I going to tell my mom?" He asked. "What if she kicks me out? What if she hates me? I'm scared I-I-I" He stuttered.
"It's okay!" I said trying to calm him down. "It's okay to be scared-"
"It's easier said than done." He said wiping under his eyes. I wasn't going to pretend that I knew what he was going through, but I wasn't going to let him believe that I wasn't scared shitless all the time.

"Yeah I know," I said holding his hands. "Everything is scary, okay? If your mom kicks you out you come live with me you'll be my 5th brother and then I can tell you everyday how wonderful you are and how much you mean to me, to us," I said motioning between me, Scott, and Stiles. "And you can be yourself and you can be happy because that's all I want to see for you." I was out of breath trying to get my point across. After a few inhales I continued, "I don't care if you're gay, I care that you're happy."

He stopped crying but he still sniffled. Like when you're done, the tears stop falling, and your words are coherent, eyes stained red, and the stuffy nose. He reminded me of the storms that role in through Beacon Hills. The sky after a storm, how quickly the sky pulls itself back together.
"I just didn't want to be seen any different."
"I do see you different, but not in the way you think, I see you in this light that reminds me of mornings and I see you as the first sip of coffee in the morning and I see you full of potential and love and I can see you accepting yourself and it's beautiful. I see you, seeing yourself, in the way I've always seen you."

He sighed heavily but smiled. He sniffed again and said, "So if my mom doesn't kick me out, can I still live with you?"
We all laughed and I hugged him, "Yes! Of course!"
I hugged him again and then Scott and Stiles soon joined wrapping their arms around us.
"Group hug.!" Scott said.
"I love you unconditionally. All of you! Even though you all make me crazy." I said as the hug broke.
I wiped under Wills eyes.
"We better get to the assembly..." Scott said sounding a little rushed, but I didn't blame him.
The four of us ran down to the auditorium and luckily we were amoung some stragglers.

We all sat down in our assigned seats and Stiles was right, right next to each other. Yaya.
I leaned over to ask him a question quickly.
"Pst. Do you mind if I have one of those mentos in your pocket?"
He looked at me confused.
"I don't have mentos.. In my pockets..?"
That's weird because I swore that when we did the group hug and he was behind me that I felt a pack of mentos Oh My God.
I clasped my hand over my mouth and I felt my cheeks get red.
"Oh God.." He said. I couldn't help but try to contain my laugh.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't help it! You've got that little skirt on!"

I have to admit, Stiles' attractiveness towards me always made my heart flutter and was seriously a turn on. I kind of liked how easy it was to get him going. The feeling was definitely mutual. I still didn't know his experience in that department and I selfishly hope that there was never anyone before me. I just hope that if he is, my history doesn't scare him away.

I placed my hand on his thigh and he groaned softly biting on his fist.
"You're teasing." He whispered lowering his head close to mine.
My right arm rested on the arm rest and my cheek rested in my palm while my left hand moved slightly higher. Just a bit.
"Yeah I know." I replied.
He looked over at me and licked his lips trying to think of what to say.

"It's on girl."