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December 11, 2021

Dear Soobin,

'I'm cold and alone without you,
Can you feel the loneliness too?

I'm afraid you'll forget me forever,
Forgetting our memories too.

Replace me with whoever you can
I don't won't do it ever,
I love you so much,
I hope you forget that never.

Give me another chance,
To prove myself to you.

I'm afraid you'll forget me forever,
Forgetting our memories too.

Replace me with whoever you can
I don't won't do it ever,
I love you so much,
I hope you forget that never.'

I'm sorry I didn't write to you for so long.

I was really busy with distracting myself from anything that reminded me of you and I was doing just fine until an hour before, when I found our scrapbook.

Soobin, seeing pictures of you with me makes me even more guilty of what I already am.

We were happy once, why couldn't that stay?

Why couldn't you stay?

What did I do that made you leave me when every thing was all good between us?

Fuck, Soobin, it's been 2 weeks since you left me.

2 weeks since my everything was taken away from me.

2 weeks, Soobin.

I didn't think I could go even a day without listening to your voice or hugging you or kissing you. But here I am, and I haven't even seen you for 2 weeks.

Fuck, I don't even know where you are.

Even in college, Mr.Kim, he seems to be provoking me.

He's been asking us to write heartbroken lyrics.

I would've still written them though, that's the only way I can express myself to you.

We all miss you, babe.

Please come back home.

-your Yeonjun hyung