March 1, 2022
Dear Soobin,
'I wish you came and hugged me tight
And told me that you needed me to make things right'
It hits the hardest at night.
To remember falling asleep without you by my side, to remember waking up without your giant legs trapping me on the bed, it's too much for me to bear.
I need to let go of the false hope and that you'll change your mind and come back to me.
At this point, I'm not even sure you remember me. If you did, how could you not even be the slightest bit curious about how I'm doing without you? If you don't love me anymore, don't you want to know how pathetic my condition is?
Do you really not care even a tad bit about me?
Ah, shit there, I'm tearing up again. Every time I write in here, I end up crying. I'm just such a hopeless fool.
I try to avoid writing in here, but I eventually come to try and seek comfort. It does help to an extent, but it makes me cry too.
Please come back, so I don't have to try so bad to live without you.
I love you Soobin. I love you so bad, that it hurts.
Ps- It's been 3 months. You should have come back by now.
Tons of love,
Your Yeonjun hyung
YOU ARE READING
memories; yeonbin
Fanfiction[ Completed ] "Are you just a memory?" ________________________ In which a heartbroken Yeonjun writes heart-wrenching letters to Soobin. | berry™ 2020
