March 4, 2022
Dear Soobin,
Taehyun asked me if I had any good pictures of Beomgyu because he wanted to make a scrap book.
So I opened the gallery of my phone, and guess what?
The only thing there in it is either pictures of you or pictures of us.
The fact that I can't even refer to the both of us as good friends at the point really breaks my heart.
Not that it wasn't broken before, but it just cracked more.
I've gone 3 months without you.
I wonder how that's even possible. How did I even survive without my oxygen?
Looks like you can live without me, Soobin. But I can't. There's no way I'm gonna live without you.
So there's this plan I have. I'm leaving this house for good,Soobin. It has too many memories of the both of us, and I can't bear looking around.
I can't bear looking at the kitchen, where you would be, and I would come and annoy you. I can't bear looking at the living room, where we used to cuddle all day. I can't bear standing in the balcony, where we had our first kiss.
I can't bear looking at our own room without cracking up, Soobin. I think I need to learn to let go of you know.
I think it's what's best for you and the love of your life.
I hope you'd be proud of me, Soobin.
I wish I can atleast be friends with you if we ever cross paths.
I love you baby.
Tons of love
Your Yeonjun hyung
YOU ARE READING
memories; yeonbin
Fanfiction[ Completed ] "Are you just a memory?" ________________________ In which a heartbroken Yeonjun writes heart-wrenching letters to Soobin. | berry™ 2020
