December 15, 2021
Dear Soobin,
Why, why, did it have to be me?
Why did you find me to play with my feelings, Soobin?
I found your second note.
I waited for a whole day, Soobin.
And your hiding place of the first note wasn't every easy to find either. I didn't know you'd give up on me this easy.
I was a fool, to actually have hope that we'd be back like we were before, and happy and content with ourselves.
But no, Soobin, you had to ruin everything.
You left even before I came.
Was this all a sick, cruel joke to you?
Calling me somewhere, giving me the hope that I'd finally have my Soobin back? And then running away from me once again?
This, this hurt more than the first time you left me, baby.
Now all I have is two notes in your handwriting with me.
I'm still at the address, Soobin. I refuse to believe that you wont come.
I refuse to believe that you've gone somewhere, without telling me.
Hell, I refuse to believe that you've broken up with me.
I really miss you, Soobin.
How I wish this was all just a wild dream.
- your Yeonjun hyung
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memories; yeonbin
Fanfiction[ Completed ] "Are you just a memory?" ________________________ In which a heartbroken Yeonjun writes heart-wrenching letters to Soobin. | berry™ 2020
