saved | e.d.

47

she got in her car just drove away. i don't know what she meant completely like is she moving out? is she just dumping both of us?

too many unanswered questions. she couldn't have gotten far you know? i sprang up and started walking to my car. she still has to pack her things right? if she is moving out.

"grayson move your car" i demanded.

"ethan what are you doing? didnt you hear her?" he asked.

"i don't give a fuck she's not just going to walk away. she may be done fighting but i'm not. i'm no where near finished. so move. your car." i sort of seethed. i hadn't realized how fucking angry i was until right now.

grayson got up and moved his car letting me out to drive to the house. he followed but i don't think he knows what i'm up to.

as soon as we got to the house, i didn't even bother to go into the garage i barged into the house and the guys just stared at me.

they look sad and my heart drops.

"we tried to convince her to stay but she just packed her stuff and left." hayes said.

"kingsman refused to let her go alone. so don't worry he left with her. he won't let her get hurt." osman added.

"so that's it? she just left?" i asked.

"she went to say goodbye to you two." nash answered.

"and you guys just let her go?" i asked.

"she was frantic and she explained in bits and pieces why she was leaving. and we all don't think she's gonna say gone. we all love that girl so much and we know she loves us. this won't be forever." hayes offered.

i walked up to her room and it was pretty much empty. she made the bed and left everything neat and clean. she just took her clothes and a couple personals with her.

i basically slammed her door and then walked into my room and slammed mine. i'm angry and wanting to do nothing but fight for her but i feel so defeated.

once i paced back and forth for 10 minutes calming down i see a piece of paper sitting on my bed. it's in an envelope with my name on it.

by the handwriting i know it's her. so i of course pick it up and read it.

hey e,
i know you're probably confused. i had those hours to myself when you and grayson left to think. get MY shit together mentally. and like i'm going to tell you when i go find you and grayson, you guys need to forget about me. i've brought nothing but trouble into your life. i won't discredit the amazing memories we have and how i truly formed such an amazing family here. but i hate myself for what i did to you and gray. i'm staying up in new york for now. i don't wanna leave you for good so i promised the guys i'd come back to visit and such.

i'm sorry. i'm so sorry about blaine, about dragging you into my own bad decisions. i'm just so sorry. you were the first person to truly care for me and care for what was best for me. anyway i don't wanna get too sappy, but maybe one day when we've both lived our lives we can meet up again and talk. idk.

i hope you get everything you want in life. you deserve it e.

love, alex

it took a minute to process but i felt wetness on my face. i was crying.

she's gone.

————
A/N: it was the throwing curve balls because i randomly got the idea for me

not alex being like " SHOO🤺 GET AWAY🤺"

LMAO BYE IM SO ANNOYING

VOTE DOE!!