Cunning and ambitious {H.P imagines}

33- Full moon (sirius black, Remus Lupin)

This is for Shayleemf_19 I hope you like this one ❤️❤️❤️

I'm not actually a wear wolf so some of these facts/ other things may be made up... hehe.

Shay's POV
when it happens it's awful. I feel like a monster. I'm seen as a monster. I didn't choose this life but I guess it just had to happen or as some people say "it was fate" I don't really believe that, as fate can't be a wear wolf coming out of no where and scratching me on the arm repeatedly. No. It was mainly luck that I didn't die... but I've been given this curse. A curse which makes me turn into a monster at full moon. I hate it. I really do. My dad Lupin tries his upmost best to help me get through it but it's difficult. It's painful. For you muggles or non wear wolves out there let me help you out- it feels like a chainsaw is being driven through my back repeatedly until the turning is over. Yeah. Sounds painful right? It is. I really don't like changing into a monster as it's not only painful but it's had me get into fights with people I wouldn't ever think of fighting. I tried to kill Lucius malfoy for heavens sake! He thought it was just a wolf but no it was me... a hogwarts student who doesn't exactly get along with his son but that doesn't matter. I'm afraid I'll be kicked out because being a wear wolf is seen as a nightmare to most parents. That's why when people found out about my dad they tried to pull their kids out of school and dad was immediately keen to leave. It hurt to see him go but he's always there for me, no matter how far away we are from each other. Anyways enough of me talking, let's get into the story.

I leaned against my head board reading through the book of potions Harry had given me. I'm pretty close to Harry as well as his friends. They're all really nice although I knew they would probably never even understand me being this creature. I heard a tapping at the window and I turned my head noticing an owl tapping its beak against the glass. I stood up quickly and pulled the window up before taking the letter from it "thank you" I spoke and it fluttered it's wings before flying off into the distance. I smiled and shut my window before opening the letter. I sat down on the bed reading through it. It was short and sweet but still a bit nerve wracking.

Remember it's tonight. Good luck.
-From Sirius x

My heart beat picked up its pace and I took a deep breath glad that my dad had reminded me as tonight was meant to be the night of the Christmas dance. I was going to go but knowing that factor of the night sky tonight I'm definitely not going. I'm uncontrollable when I've turned and no one can stop me. Absolutely no one. My dads seen it and he says it's like a war going on inside of me. It's scary. Very scary. I've seen my dad turn into a wolf before and he chased hermione and Harry. That was terrifying. Snape was there too and I think he was the one to tell other teachers about my dad being a wolf. I hate him for doing that but I guess he needed to say something for the school to be safe. I sighed and shook my head before putting the note in my pocket and getting changed into some casual clothes as I didn't have any lessons today. I needed to go on a walk and just disappear until the full moon was over. I hurried down the stairs trying to stay hidden from all eyes. I ran outside and towards where Hagrid's little house was. I walked past it and up the hill until I neared the whomping willow. I sat down and pulled my hood over my head and tried to just stay calm. That's what Lupin always told me to do "stay calm. Breathe. Never ever ever panic" I smiled as his voice rang in my head. I haven't seen my dad in over two months. He has been keeping a low profile due to dementors searching for him. Dementors and I really do not get along. They're the real monsters in this world... well excluding death eaters. I sighed and watched as a bird exploded in the whomping willow. Nature is mean. Well that isn't exactly nature it's just evil magic. I shook my head and smiled down at the butterfly that landed on the grass beside me. I slowly put my hand on the ground and watched as the butterfly flew onto my finger. I smiled at the beautiful creature before flinching as thunder growled in the sky. Rain started pouring down and I watched as the butterfly immediately flew away. I sighed before looking up at the clouds noticing a skull slowly forming within the clouds. I scoffed underneath my breath watching lighting light the sky up, acting as the sun. It very slowly began to get darker and I knew what was coming and I was terrified. "Dad... please come help" I whimpered squeezing my eyes shut tight.