𝐁𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐌𝐲 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 || 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐊𝐨𝐨𝐤

10- forget

jungkook pov

i felt sunlight hit my face. i groaned irritated at how bright it was, even though my eyes were closed. rolling over in my bed, trying to avoid the light.

when that failed, i finally sat up. wincing, as i held my head. feeling a shit tone of a head ache. "shit.." i mumbled, not wanting to deal with a hangover. i could literally feel the room spinning from how much my head hurted.

i flopped back down, laying again. sighing as i stared at the ceiling. trying to remember what happened last night. finally looking around to see where i was. 

my room.

ok.. so i got home last night. i then looked at my clothes. i was still in my regular clothes?? ..ok so i didnt change. wait- how did i get home? theres no way i drove home right?

i tried to think hard about what happened. until a flash back suddenly hit me.

~ jungkook leaned in, finally capturing their lips. the two moving in sync and their eyes fluttered closed. taehyungs hands running through jungkooks hair. and the older wrapping his arms around taehyungs waist~

i gasped aloud, sitting straight. getting major whip lash as i did so, but i didnt focus on it. 

"taehyung kissed me?"

i thought again.

~taehyung then widened his eyes. pushing the older away. breathing heavily, as jungkook only stared at him. taehyung then sighed after many minutes. he looked at the drunk male. "...come on. im taking you home."~

"fuck. i kissed taehyung?!"

i said confused. wait. i did? why? how? what?? oh god. i flopped back down, and stuffed my head in my pillow. no..i didnt. right? i couldnt of?...

"fuck." i said, muffled through the pillows. i then rolled over and grabbed my phone, seeing what time it was.

10:17

for the next 10 minutes i stared at my phone screen, looking at my contacts, debating if i should do it or not.

but i couldnt just not do anything, right? we should talk this out, right? i mean, i was drunk..i dint know what i was doing... right?

yeah. yeah..right. thats all. ok..

no one pov

jungkook took a breath before typing something. then hitting send. putting his phone down, and waiting patiently until it buzzed.

kookie💜: can you come over?

after a few minutes, jungkooks phone buzzed. he almost jumped because of the sound. quickly grabbing the device an reading the message. 

tae 🌼: sure.

he didnt even bother responded. he couldnt. the males mind was running like crazy. so many things he was thinking..but at the same time. he felt numb? blank? like their was no thoughts in his head.. it was a weird feeling for the raven haired boy.

-

taehyung tried to breath normaly as he knocked on jungkooks door. his hands making small little knocks on the door. then dropping his hand from the door and patting his face. trying to calm down his under eyes from looking too red from all the crying he did.