A Closed Window [An SVU Fan Fic]

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"It's your job to take care of us, then why aren't you here anymore?" Quintin huffed as he looked at his father and crossed his arms over his chest.

"Quintin-"

"No, Daddy! You left us! Mama has been doing everything for us! You come by one day a week, and then only stay for an hour! You aren't doing anything for us!" Quintin yelled.

Trevor swallowed hard as he looked at his son. He had only been gone for two weeks, but during those two weeks he hadn't spent more than two hours with his sons. He hadn't talked much to his wife, minus when he would come over and have a quick dinner with his family and then leave again.

"Do you not want me around anymore, Quinny?" Trevor asked weakly, as he looked down at his son.

"I want you to stop hurting Mama... and I want you to love not only me... but us all." Quintin sniffled. He had to grow up way too fast over the last few weeks since his father wasn't around. He really stepped up and helped with Robbie as much as possible and was there for his mother when she cried.

"I love you all so much." Trevor frowned as he squatted down in front of his son. He reached out and gently ruffled his hair as tears slipped down Quintin's cheeks.

"Robbie? Mama? The babies?"

"Quintin-"

"Do you love them or not? Because if you don't love them, then why are you here? It's hurting Mama more!" Quintin sobbed. Trevor swallowed hard before standing and moving to where Robbie sat. He lifted his son up before looking at Quintin.

"We are going to go see Mama. She can deal with you and your attitude." Trevor huffed, deciding to get angry instead of trying to talk through this with his little boy.

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Olivia was talking through some of her findings while doing a search of their victim, when Trevor and the boys walked in.

"Liv." Elliot spoke, and Olivia stopped talking before looking over her shoulder and frowning deeply when she saw her husband and sons.

"Uh... excuse me." Olivia sighed, as she pushed her chair back before standing and moving to where her husband and sons stood.

"Mama, I hate him." Quintin whispered, and Olivia swallowed hard as she looked up at her husband.

"What did you do?" Olivia asked, as Robbie reached his arms out to her. She took him into her arms before holding him close.

"I have did everything wrong, I guess. So I'm not helping out anymore. You can deal with them by yourself." Trevor huffed. He dropped the diaper bag onto the floor, before turning and heading to the elevator. 

Olivia quickly gave Robbie to Quintin, before running after her husband. She pulled him from the elevator before slamming him against the wall beside it.

"You don't get to keep walking away. You don't get to show up here and just shove our children onto me. Now, tell me what the fuck happened. Because I am so fucking close to just filing for divorce." Olivia huffed.

Trevor's eyes went wide as he heard those words leave his wife's lips.

"Quintin asked me if I loved you all... but at this point I honestly don't know." Trevor grumbled.

"Wow." Olivia huffed, as she stepped away from her husband and crossed her arms over her chest. She couldn't believe that the man standing in front of her was the same man that she fell in love with years ago. The same man who made her feel so incredibly special.

"If you want a fucking divorce, file for one. Don't use that as an empty threat." Trevor growled.

"Let's say I actually do file... do you want our kids at all? Our house? Our-"

"Take everything, Olivia. Because in the end, I can start a brand new life. No one will know that I have kids or had a wife." Trevor spat.

"I hate you." Olivia whimpered, as her face grew red and she balled her hands up into fists.

"Yeah well, I really don't care. I'm tired of you making me the bad guy. So just leave me alone."

Olivia took a few more steps back before watching as her husband requested the elevator again. 

"Hey, is everything okay?" Elliot asked, as he came to check in on his best friend. Olivia turned around and shook her head as tears streamed down her cheeks.

"We are going to get a divorce..." Olivia sobbed. Elliot stepped closer to his friend before drawing her into his arms.

He held her close as her sobs shook them both.

"He doesn't deserve you, Liv... you deserve to be happy."

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Olivia filed for divorce as soon as the case closed. She knew that there was no use in trying to wait until her husband came around. They both deserved to be happy, even if Olivia didn't want Trevor to be happy at all. She wanted him to suffer, just like she was.

"So, how'd it go?" Elliot asked, as Olivia came into the squadroom after meeting with her sister-in-law, Tracey. Trevor's family was far from impressed with him, so they were taking Olivia's side in the divorce.

"Tracey had me sign all the paper work and they are going to be served soon." Olivia sighed, as she slowly walked over to her desk.

"I'm sorry that you are going through this all, Liv." Elliot frowned, as he stopped her before she could sit down. He looped his arms around her and held her close.

"I knew that it was going to end... I could just feel it... but what I hate the most is that he said he can move on. That no one needs to know that he has kids and an ex-wife. But that everyone will know that I've been married before and that I have kids. Since I'm getting custody of them." Olivia frowned.

"He's an asshole. I really don't think anyone will want to be with him." Elliot replied.

"I did, El. I wanted to be with him. He made me so happy before, but now he makes me cry myself to sleep... everything has changed and I fucking hate it."