A Closed Window [An SVU Fan Fic]

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"Of course I'll be leaving... but that's because we aren't together anymore." Trevor sighed softly. He tried to get Olivia to make eye contact with him, but she just kept avoiding his eyes.

"Trevor, I want you to leave. Okay?" Olivia whimpered as tears slipped down her cheeks.

"Liv, I'm sorry that we got a divorce and that I moved on, but please let me just be here for you. For the twins."

"I don't want you here anymore, Trevor... because if you stay I'll start thinking that you want to be with me again, but you don't. Now, if the twins pass away, I'll contact you... but then I will never talk to you again. It'll be exactly how you want it to be."

"Don't be-"

"Get. Out." Olivia growled, as she finally looked at Trevor as her anger bubbled over.

"I'm gone. For good. I honestly was just lying. I don't care about you or the kids. Never have and never will. So fuck off." Trevor spat before standing and stomping out.

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Every day that the twins hung onto life, was surprising. Olivia continued to spend her days laying on her side and resting. Elliot sat with Olivia at night, and Kathy sat with her during the day. They tried to make sure she always had someone, but they weren't the one she wanted. She still wanted Trevor, even if he was a giant asshole that just walked away from the whole life they built.

About a week after the fall, Olivia woke up and saw that the babies' heart beats had grown stronger and faster. She quickly hit the call button, before hesitantly placing her hands to her stomach. She had stopped touching her stomach once the doctors said she probably would lose the babies. But now that her little ones seemed to be doing better, she couldn't help herself.

"Good morning, Olivia. How are you doing this morning?" The nurse asked, once she opened the door.

"Their heartbeats are stronger. Look." Olivia sniffled, as she watched as her children's heartbeats stayed steady.

The nurse looked over and watched the monitor for a moment before nodding and lifting the sheet up and smiled.

"There isn't any fresh blood, either. I'm going to get your doctor. Do you want me to contact your friend for you?"

"Uh, no... I wanna do this alone. Thank you, though." Olivia breathed.

She smiled as she looked down at her stomach before kissing her hand twice and placing it against her exposed skin.

"Good job, sweethearts. You kept fighting, and I'm so freaking proud of you two."

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Olivia was released that day. She was told to take it easy, and that she was supposed to be on bedrest, but Olivia decided to not go on bedrest until that night. Once she could get things set up with the sitter and when she could go and talk to someone.

Olivia walked quietly into Trevor's practice, and a few people noticed and stared at her with wide eyes. Olivia made it into the elevator and hit the top floor. Once out of the elevator, she quickly walked back to Trevor's office without making a noise.

"I'm busy. Come back later!" Trevor panted from inside his office. Olivia rolled her eyes and shook her head before opening the door and slamming it behind her. She crossed her arms over her chest as Pippa and Trevor both swore and tried to cover themselves up since Olivia had caught them sleeping together.

"I told you that I was busy!" Trevor yelled, before realizing that Olivia was the one standing there. 

"I just thought that you would want to know that the twins we created together are still alive and fighting. And I'm not going to let you win. I'm going to be an amazing mother to our children, and they won't even miss you. I hope that you are happy with her, because when she realizes that you are just a giant asshole... I won't be waiting. I will never wait for someone that treated me like shit." Olivia huffed, before turning and opening the door. She left it wide open, and a few of the partners looked in and saw a mostly naked Trevor and Pippa.

Olivia smiled when she heard Trevor yell a line of profanities, before getting into the elevator.

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Lucy agreed to help out Olivia while she waited for Dr. O'Neal to gave her the all clear to go back to her normal duties.

Lucy brought Olivia laundry to fold, and the boys spent a good portion of their day upstairs with their mother. They both had missed their mother a lot, and were wanting to cuddle with her for hours that first night.

But once the boys went to bed, Olivia was busy looking up baby names for her twins. She had found a few cutes ones she liked, but not ones that really stood out for her. She was just about to put her computer away, when Lucy came upstairs.

"Olivia?" She asked softly.

"Hey, I thought you were going home tonight?" Olivia asked.

"I was just about to head out, when someone showed up... it's Trevor, and I didn't know if you wanted to see him or not. He seems pretty pissed off." Lucy frowned.

"I... I walked in on him sleeping with his girlfriend in his office. So I'm not surprised he's angry. Would you mind sending him up? I'll deal with him." Olivia breathed.

"Of course. Do you-"

"Lucy, go home. We will be good for the night, and Kathy is going to come over tomorrow and see me and the boys. So, take the day and I'll be good. I promise." Olivia smiled gently.

"Okay, don't over do it at all, Olivia. I have my heart set on meeting those kids." Lucy smiled, before hugging her boss and heading out.

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Trevor came upstairs and was shaking his head when he walked into Olivia's room.

"I'm suspended because you left the fucking door open. I'm going to be on suspension for two weeks for that!" Trevor huffed, as he leaned against the door frame and looked at his ex.

"Do you honestly think I care? Like, thanks for getting me to the hospital... but I'm done feeling bad for myself and missing you. Because you have never loved me, and I'm realizing that now. You probably just felt bad for me, and didn't have the heart to tell me until recently." Olivia spoke.

"You are so freaking dumb, Olivia." Trevor huffed.

"I'm dumb? Are you-" Olivia started, but was cut off when Trevor stomped over to her bed and smashed his lips against hers.