A Closed Window [An SVU Fan Fic]

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Tally stayed with her son and grandson until Olivia got home that night. She left quietly, and just prayed that Olivia and Trevor wouldn't be fighting when she checked in the next morning.

"Hey," Trevor spoke, which scared Olivia when she went into their room.

"Oh, hey... what are you still doing up?" She asked quietly.

"I heard you check in on Quinny, so I decided to stay up instead of rolling over and falling back asleep."

"Why don't you go back to bed. I'm going to shower and then go to bed myself." Olivia spoke.

"I'm sorry for getting nasty and angry with you, Liv. I'm just angry about not being a good father and husband. Liv, you are my best friend and soulmate, I hated not being able to hold you for so many months. And I hated that our plans on expanding our family had to be postponed." 

"It's okay, Trev. I'm just glad you are healthy and at home." Olivia spoke. She walked over and leaned down. She pressed a soft kiss to her husband's lips before moving and gathering things to shower.

She was in the middle of washing her body when she felt hands on her hips. Olivia drew in a sharp breath as she felt her husband's lips press against her neck.

"Trev." She moaned.

"Do you need help showering, Liv? Because I think I can forget about sleep for a while to help." Trevor hummed into Olivia's ear.

"Aren't you tired?" Olivia asked, and Trevor shrugged as he turned his wife around and smiled at her.

"Not tired enough for this, babe. We haven't done anything in five months, Liv. That's too long for me to not show you how much I love you." Trevor spoke, before leaning close and sucking on his wife's neck.

"Keep going."

///

One month later, Trevor was doing much better. His family was thriving, and it was as if he never spent five months in the hospital with a horrible lung condition. Quintin was doing better in school and really opened up more. Olivia and Elliot both had taken the Sergeants exam and both passed, but due to a shortage of detectives, they were both allowed to stay at Manhattan Sex Crimes.

"Where are you going, Liv?" Trevor chuckled, as he watched his wife move down the hall after they put Quintin down for the night. He went to bed at seven, and it was only eight and it looked like Liv was already heading to bed.

"I'm tired." She spoke, stopping and turning around. Trevor stood and moved towards her, before placing his hands to her hips.

"Are you feeling okay?"

"Just exhausted." She replied, before stepping close and hugging him tightly.

"You slept in late and now you are going to bed at eight?"

"Yeah... is that a problem?" Olivia questioned, as she leaned back and looked up at her husband.

"No, but this reminds me a lot of when you were first pregnant with Quintin," Trevor spoke softly. Olivia continued to look at him as her eyes went wide.

"I'm not pregnant."

"Liv-"

"We have only had unprotected sex once since you got released from the hospital. Every other time we have used protection until we are more ready. Trevor, I'm not ready."

"Babe, you weren't ready when we found out about Quintin. You reacted the same way. And we were even trying for him."

"Trev, I'm just tired," Olivia whispered.

"Can you do one thing for me?" Trevor asked.

"I guess," Olivia whispered.

"Tell me how many days late your period is..."

///

The next morning, Olivia took a test before leaving for work. She didn't stay long enough to see if it was positive, because she was scared. She was scared that Cragen would be angry when he finds out that his new sergeant is pregnant.

"Hey, Liv!" Elliot smiled, as his partner and friend walked in.

"Hi," Olivia replied quietly.

"Are you okay?"

"I'm fine," Olivia replied, as she sat at her desk and placed her phone face down so that she wouldn't be able to see any messages from her husband.

"You aren't okay, Liv. I've known you for years, and I know that you aren't doing okay. Do you want to talk?" Elliot asked, and Olivia shook her head as her desk phone rang.

"Sergeant Langan, Manhattan Sex Crimes," Olivia spoke. 

"Liv, it came back-"

"No," Olivia spoke.

"Olivia, you are pregnant and we can't ignore this. I know that a lot of stuff has gone on lately, but we will be okay. You will be okay." Trevor spoke.

"I'm going back to work, Trevor. Please don't call me again today." Olivia spoke coldly, before slamming her phone back into the cradle. Elliot eyed her but didn't say a thing.

"Langan, my office," Cragen spoke. Olivia looked up and swallowed hard.

"Am I in trouble?" Olivia squeaked.

"Just come into my office."

///

Olivia sat across from her boss with tears slipping down her cheeks.

"I'm sorry." He spoke, and Olivia shook her head.

"Why do I have to be transferred? I know that Elliot has been here longer than me, but don't you think that he'd want to be transferred closer to home? I can't even work in Queens because Trevor is their ADA." Olivia whimpered.

"Liv-"

"Captain, I'm pregnant," Olivia spoke suddenly, before lifting her eyes and looking at Cragen.

"Huh?"

"I'm pregnant. By the time that I get used to being in a new unit, I'll have to leave. So maybe I'll just quit."

"No, Olivia, you aren't quitting!"

"What's the point right now?! Because I won't be in Queens' SVU. Aren't they sending me to like some other unit?"

"Okay. Let me talk to Elliot-"

"No, I'll just leave," Olivia spoke quickly. She jumped up before moving to leave. 

"Liv!"

"I don't want things to change! I don't want any of us to leave! We working great as a team, Captain! Thinking about leaving them is breaking my heart! I hate that things are changing in my family too! Right now is not when I expected to be having my second kid! I'm just not ready for all of this fucking change!" Olivia sobbed. The door opened from the outside and Elliot stood there and stared between his Captain and his best friend and partner.

"What's happening?"

"Nothing. Nothing is happening. Everything in this squad will stay the same."