A Closed Window [An SVU Fan Fic]

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"I quit working because I missed out on so much time with my family! Because I was dying!" Trevor yelled.

"Trevor! You have been ignoring our baby! If it wasn't for Lucy, he'd be stuck in a dirty diaper all day! You seem to love Quintin more than Robbie and I hate it." Olivia spat.

"I'm sorry that I couldn't really bond with Robbie like I did with Quintin! And I can't change his diaper with only one good arm!" Trevor hissed. Olivia rolled her eyes before looking her husband over.

"I'm coming home to only get more stuff for me and the kids. But then I'm gone. I'm not dealing with you." Olivia huffed before she shoved her husband out of the house and slammed the door in his face.

"Liv?" Tally asked, and Olivia wiped tears from her cheeks before turning around and looking at her mother-in-law.

"Can we stay here? I don't know for how long... but I can't go back home right now. Not to stay."

"Of course you can stay here! You and the boys are always welcomed here." Tally replied, before stepping closer to Olivia. She didn't know if Olivia wanted to be hugged by her or left alone, but eventually she just gave in and hugged her daughter-in-law as tightly as she could as Olivia started to sob.

"I'm tired of fighting. Especially while I'm pregnant. We fought after I didn't want to have my c-section... we fought after I found out about being pregnant with Quintin too. Everything is just messy." Olivia breathed.

"He'll realize what he is missing and come back around to make up with you. I promise."

"Really? Because I really doubt it."

///

Thankfully, Quintin was feeling better the next morning so Olivia could go back to work and finish off her week. By the time she clocked out, she had decided to go home and grab more of her items and those of her boys before heading out to Tally and Matthew's house.

Olivia opened the front door and sighed when she saw her husband sleeping on the couch. He slept all the time, and she hated him for getting sleep when she rarely got any.

Olivia had made three trips down to her van before her husband even stirred. And he only did start to wake up because Olivia dropped a shoe on the way down.

"Shit." She whispered, as she quickly picked up Quintin's shoe and tossed it back into the laundry basket.

"Olivia?" Trevor yawned, and Olivia sighed as she moved back to the door.

"I'm leaving. The house is all yours."

"So you ignored all my calls and texts, but then decide to come here to just grab shit?"

"Our sons need to be clothed. And Quintin has school on Monday so he needed his school bag and homework."

"Olivia, bring the boys home."

"They are getting taken care of at your parents house. I'm getting sleep for the first time in forever. So please just leave us alone."

"I'm trying to be a good father!" Trevor exclaimed, and Olivia rolled her eyes as she grabbed a few jackets and tossed them onto the pile before sighing.

"Do you even want these babies?" Olivia breathed.

"I-i don't know."

"Such a great father."

///

Olivia got back to her in-laws house and found that the boys were both wide awake after their naps and playing together on the carpet. Quintin was helping his brother play with his toys and stack his nesting blocks.

"Hey, sweeties." Olivia smiled weakly, as she carried the first load into the house.

"Mama!" Quintin smiled, as he stayed put next to his little brother.

"How are you feeling, Quinny?"

"Better! Nana took us outside for a walk!" Quintin smiled.

"I'm glad that you got to go outside, baby... uh, are you good with watching Robbie for a few more minutes? I have to talk to Nana real quick." Olivia breathed.

"Yeah! But did you grab my teddy bear?" Quintin questioned, and Olivia nodded as she pointed at the laundry basket she had filled with stuff.

"It's in there. Same with Robbie's."

"Thanks, Mama!"

"Of course, baby. I'll be back soon." Olivia breathed. She walked over and kissed her sons' heads before moving into the kitchen. Tally was busy making dinner, so she hadn't heard Olivia get home.

"Tally?" Olivia asked, as she hesitantly moved over to the stove.

"Hey, how'd work go?"

"It was okay. Didn't really have much to do. And I went over to the house and got a good portion of the stuff we needed."

"Was he there?" Tally mused, and Olivia nodded slowly.

"Yeah. He was napping for awhile but then woke up before I left. He told me to bring the kids home... but then when I asked him about if he wanted the twins, he said that he didn't know. I bet that he won't even bond with them like he hasn't with Robbie."

"He hasn't bonded with Robbie?"

"I don't think so... he ignores him most of the time. He would hear him crying, but would wait for me to get him because he didn't want too. He doesn't love Robbie like he does Quintin, and I bet he won't love these babies either... but who even says I won't lose them." Olivia frowned, as she leaned against the counter and looked at her mother-in-law.

"You aren't going to lose them. You have had difficult pregnancies, but the babies have made it. Robbie even made it and he was born ten weeks early! And I'll talk to my son if that helps. Get him to pull his head out of his ass."

"No point. It's stuck up there for good now."

///

At nine that night, Olivia got a call from Trevor. She didn't know if it was for her or Quintin, so she answered just in case it was for Quinny.

"Yeah?"

"It's nine. Give me to our kid." Trevor sighed.

"Do you want to try and talk to Rob-"

"Give me to Quintin. Now." Trevor ordered.

"Our baby misses you just as much as Quinny. But you don't even give a fuck about our baby. You'll bitch about me being upset because I'm tired and need sleep, because everyone else has it worse than me in our house. So you don't have a right to order me around. Night, Trev."