You wake up with a heavy weight on your chest. You look down and see a platinum blonde haired boy laying there. You untangle your legs from his and unwrap his arms from your back. Trying not to wake him, you climb out of bed and gather all your clothes from the floor and slip them on. You walk over and wipe some of his hair away from his head. You kiss him on his forehead before walking back to your room. You get into your room and look to see if anyone is awake. Thankfully, everyone is sound asleep so you jump in the shower and think about last night.
"What a fucking roller coaster. You broke up with your cheating ex and had sex with your enemy. What the hell, " you think.
You get out of the shower and look in the mirror to see how bad the hickeys are. They are scattered all over your body in many different spots. You smile as you look at every inch of your hickey covered body.
"What are we going to do now? You can't let this continue. Your parents will kill you, both of you," your brain says to you.
You sigh and nod your head, knowing your mind is right.
You: This can't continue. It was just a one time thing, that shouldn't have happened in the first place.
You sigh again and get dressed into your uniform. You walk out of the bathroom and realize how late it is. You hurry down to the great hall for breakfast worrying you might be late. You get there just in time and you sit down next to Alice ignoring that blonde haired boy across the table.
Alice: Hey. How'd last night go? What happened? Was it hard?
You: I'm sorry?!
Alice: With Cedric?
You: Oh, right. Uhm, well, I found out that he has been cheating on me with Cho, and it started this summer.
Alice: Oh my gosh I'm so sorry. You should've woken me up. Did you sleep okay, you look tired.
In the corner of your eye, you notice Draco spit out his juice and stare at you and Alice.
You: Surprisingly, I slept alright, considering.
Alice: Well that's good at least. Fuck him, he doesn't deserve you.
You nod and look down at your food as Draco still stares at you. You look up and he smirks and winks at you as he turns back to Crabbe and Goyle.
Alice: You ready for class?
You: Ready as I'll ever be.
As you're walking to class something pulls you by your arm into an empty classroom. Before you looked to see who it was, an icy chill shot up your spine telling you it's Draco. You look up and see him beaming down at you.
Draco: You ran out on me this morning.
You: I had too.
Draco: Well, don't do it again, I want to see you glow the morning after.
He leans down to kiss you but you swerve away. He looks down at you and raises an eyebrow.
Draco: Avoiding me are we?
You: Draco look-
You get cut off by his lips crushing onto yours. You try to pull away but your body reacts differently and kisses back.
"PULL AWAY GODDAMIT!" your mind screams.
This time you listen and pull away pushing him off gently.
Draco: What's wrong? No one is around to see.
You: Draco we can't. We shouldn't. We can't do this. Last night was a drunk mistake, okay?
Draco: But, last night you did want me, what's with the change of heart?
You: I was drunk. It was a one time thing, it should have been a no time thing but I can't change the past.
He looks down at you with glossy eyes and storms off not saying anything. Tears begin to form in your eyes as you watch him walk away. You know it's the right thing but you don't want it to be. You straighten yourself up, wipe your eyes, and walk to class and sit next to Alice.
Alice: Hey, you okay?
You: Oh, yea, I'm fine.
You look across the room at Draco to see him slumped in his seat not talking to either Crabbe or Goyle.
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Can't Have You | D.M. | 18+
Fanfiction"Who would have thought, that I would have fallen in love with a Potter." "And I, a Malfoy." ***** You, Anastasia May Potter, and your family are rivals with Draco Malfoy and his family so, you easily hate each other. But after a couple drinks and...
