TW: This chapter contains eating disorder
Three months. It has been three months since you broke up with Draco and it feels like it's been a year. You have been so numb and broken that you don't want to eat. You barely sleep. You go to class but don't pay attention. Alice doesn't understand what happened, and as you try to explain, she just gets more confused.
Alice: That makes no sense.
You: Yes, it does. He just wanted a cover up...
Alice: I don't know...
Alice keeps talking about the end of the year party that is next month to try and distract you. You helped her clean the room and tidy it up to keep your body moving so it doesn't shut down. You barely see Draco in the halls, at breakfast and in class. The only time you see him is in the common room, but it very rarely happens. Blaise keeps checking on him but always comes back with the same answer...
Blaise: He looks like shit. He's awful.
Cedric has been super clingy to you and is always making sure you have a good day. It's starting to piss you off. Harry is starting to worry about you again but you just try and keep him at ease...
Harry: Ana, you don't look good at all. Have you been eating and sleeping alright?
You: Harry, I'm fine, really. I must have some bug that's going around. Truly, I'm fine.
Harry: Okay, let me know if you need anything.
It's finally Friday and you couldn't be happier to just lay in bed and cry away the pain. As you sit at the table for breakfast, Alice begins rambling about another damn party this weekend.
Alice: Everyone is going. It's supposed to be really fun.
You: That's great.
You stare down at your plate of eggs as you run your fork through them. Alice looks at you and sighs.
Alice: You should eat something.
You: I'm fine.
Alice: Ana, you haven't eaten in a week. Eat something.
You look up at her and sigh before stabbing your fork in the eggs and slowly bringing them up to your mouth. You inhale the smell of them and you already feel sick to our stomach. Alice reaches over and pushes the fork to your lips and raises her eyebrow. You roll your eyes and open your mouth, using your teeth to slide the eggs off the fork. You slowly chew as Alice watches you to make sure you swallow. As soon as you feel the eggs run down your throat you know it's coming back up. You set your fork down and run to the bathroom before puking up the egg in the toilet. You sigh and flush it down as you slink to the floor and lean against the stall wall. You sit there and hug your stomach as tears slowly fall down your cheek. You hear someone walk into the bathroom but you don't care. You look to see who it is but instead of seeing two feet you see four. You knit your eyebrows together but don't move when you hear that voice.
Draco: Pansy, fuck off.
Pansy: Aw, c'mon Draco. I know you loved that kiss a couple months ago.
Draco: What kiss?
Pansy: The one where you kissed me in the hall...
Draco: I didn't fucking kiss you. Now fuck off.
You look under the stall and see Pansy walk up to Draco.
Pansy: Why are you so uptight and snippy? Do you need some tension to be released? I can help with that.
You see her stumble back, telling you Draco pushed her.
Draco: Get the fuck off me. Don't ever fucking touch me.
Pansy: What!? Now you don't want anything? What the fuck happened to the Draco I knew last year? The one I would sneak off with? The one who...
Draco: He realized what a little whore you are and moved on.
Pansy: To who? A Hufflepuff? Because you have gone soft.
Draco: Soft!?
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